DEVA VU!

Believe it or not,lots of sheits happen todae in a rather....shall i put it this way..weird and deja vu?jur style n i r practically carbon copy of each other.FUCK! nonononono....it shld be HE who's copyin me haha. i shant tell u what exactly twin-some we are n stuff.i leave it to the pics for u guys to see before i comment later hahaha. check it out!





in case you cant see the printings on the shirts we were wearing clearly, it reads : "To All You Virgins, Thanks for Nothing!" Wow strong words out there.BUT it looked simply gay-ish that jur style n i wore it out to my granny's place.FUCK..he and his great idea of wearing the same shirt..How humiliating it was on the way there.I literally had to cover my printings with newspaper so as not to attract unwanted attention from the pple in the train.





We decided to puff our asses out after supper at our usual haunt at sunshine,never missing one sat of pratas and teh there,once haha. because we didnt wan to let the others know that we are doin so,we decided to come up with a term for puffing.idea of calling it "good sheits" were eventually coined by me haha. It wasnt exactly being addicted to it,perhaps i shld emphasise that we appreciate the process of doin so as well as enjoying the aroma of the stick.Heaven it is.Fabulous haha. It was a huge 5 inch long half inch thick cigar.Try down-ing that haha. here's another pic to top it up with.





Overall,today wasnt a bad day afterall...paid a visit to my ageing grandma b4 i get too busy with work,had a gastronomical dinner there with cockles and stuffs *yum yum* and also played block catching with my cousins.wld u believe that?childish?nah who cares when i dont.i dare say i m still like a child.i like playin blind mice,block catchin n stuff,so?young at heart :)

Finally...work startin next monday,BOO.... no time to have sheit-appreciating time with jur style as usual,so are the visits to shopping,movies blah blah and of course my granny.But fret not, for i will take my time out to do so cause i love my granny even thou i aint expressive enuff on the outside.Jur style,no worries for we WILL still hang out @ our wank-outs and do more sheits together yeah.ASSURANCE baby! hahaha

Peace out.

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

since my sudden urge of bloggin is regardin this particular times i had last time,i decided to continue so...short one k haha! afterall i wanna do so cuz its MA bloggie lol.ok chill.

As i was flipping thru my OLE shoebox of ma,this letter in yellow of mine caught my attention.Not that it was brightly lited but i just had this unexplainable feeling to openin it up and read it. Now i hadnt been wanting to read those letters simply for the fact that it reminds me of the past.Hurtful. But upon readin this yellow one,it did not hurt me as wad it wld normally do,it dawn on me that the mistakes i had committed that brought this endin.

It was dated 16th March: "...abt my bro "advising" bout the hi-and-bye friends,it isnt true that i m listening to him,but just that i'm compelled to do so.Its like the whole family is on my mother's side even my brother,lorh.Its really difficult to do the things i wanna do.Furthermore nobody's supoorting me.sorry but i think i somehow succumbed to wad my bro had said.

"I dont deny that communication is impt,but i cant possibly go out with you,nor talk over the phone when my bro allied with my mother,acting like a spy or sth..."

Awww...i really shld have bide for my time.and i truly regret.

Felt that to have the feeling to write out this entry with complete feelings,i unknowingly chose to hear: Now & Forever by Richard Marcx. A splendid song to drown my misery with this song huh haha.I m still so naive.

Ok shall stop harping on the past.Gonna go out and get more clothes for work next wk.Shall buy some with the vouchers i got frm my sis haha.Thanks u punk :)
Gonna meet up with cliques for bday dinner later.Wkend promises to be hectic for me haha. Finally one more thing, if u're wondering who that person might be?if u're thinkin the way i feel, reading it not by mere means but really submerge urself into it,ya will know who u r. :)

tata world.

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

hello worlds.I have a sudden surge of urge to blog...blog sth regardin this person whom crossed my path sometime during my teenage years which left me truly breathless.It was suppose to be amazing,for the fact that i really enjoyed every single moment of my time with her,all the stuffs we did for each other etc.However it was one rash decision of mine,that caused it to drift apart.We were soooo close to getting together i swear that the feelings was mutual.And now,we are just some kinda strangers,or shld i say hi-bye frens? Root of cause : Impatience.

I was searching for sth along my shelves in the room,when i stumbled on a dusty shoebox.It may seem just like a stupid shoebox, *wad the hell do i still keep it for*, inside are the contents which will always be a part of my memory in life. The letters i wrote and received to this special someone. There were lots of letters, memorabilia and little little things she hand made.Bookmarks,guitar tabs for songs etc.What shook my the most was the designations of the letters as well as the contents inside them.

I read a few of the letters we once shared.It really was a nostalgic kinda feeling.Totally brought me to the time it happened,literally.Suddenly i was reminded of the sms-es we had,msged so much till our bills eventually exploded,our parents really gave us a big dressing down haha.Moments all so wonderful yet short. i can still rmb u once had this play in the evenin till late.Not minding the time u had left as well as the tiredness in u,u still came down to my then workplace and waited for me.Oh yar once,we even walked from marina square all the way to LPS just to have fishball noodles haha. unfortunately,good times aint long lasting.They only serve as memories to be cherished. I declared my feelings too readily,u werent able to accept it in time,i guess it was ur crucial year for the 'O' s? family pressure and ultimately u urself, as to how to cope with all these? i blew it.

I should have given u more time,i shld have taken the opportunity to know u more as a fren,go thru with ya the hard times b4 doin so.One wrong move and big drastic changes happened to our lives since. this entry i wrote has no intentions to bring ya back to me whatsoever,whether ur attached or not.I absolutely have no intentions to do so.I just wanna say that during that particular period of my life,i was TRULY happy,savouring every single moments,which were awkwardly short,with ya.And believe me,all the gifts i showered on ya was a measure of my sincerity for ya :) Hence whether u eventually get to read this or not,this entry is dedicated in memory of....not YOU, but ...us. *Us does not mean we are together,just mean that its the 2 of us whom we both had good times together*

Lengthy entry,sheit...guess its bad for the eyes to u readers.sorry.will be back for more :)

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

BAH!. i am totally broke.Blown 300 bucks on furnitures gotten at Ikea yest...totally shocked when i saw the receipt on purchase.Its as thou a part of me was skinned out haha.fuck. but all for the sake of my room i guess..

Bought several items.Saw this real quirky lighting that resembles Medusa:the mythical ancient snakehead lady. with over 40 light bulbs stickin out and can be arranged randomly for directions,wonderful haha.Also got roller blinds and more lightings.Figured that given the colour of my room i ve painted.the only way to give it the nice effect is the role of lightings.Will post up some fotos on my transformed room later maybee lol.

Heading down to Sembawang for a haircut from my hairstylist later.Gonna get a brilliant new hairstyle as well as matchin colours to go with it.Afterall its still a long damn 5 months before i turn bald. God bless me haha.

Peace out :)

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Here comes the heart wrenching entry which i found a source of inspiration from someone younger than me and its absolutely touching.

Supposedly say ur 19 this year and life for u is absolutely amazing.It couldnt get better as u look into the future.You got your whole damn career,love life,education blah blah. When all of a sudden its gonna end abruptly when Cancer strike. Barely a quarter of your life thru and this terrbile,debilitating condition hit.It happened to this girl named Joan Chen.

Read this particular story about her from yesterday's paper.There were lots of emotions and ambivalence when i read. With plans to further an education in the local U,an active participant in her softball cca n stuff,that bloody dreaded sickness just hit someone who apparently is so DAMN healthy.No i aint tryin to write an autobiograpghy about her.But the point is that not only she did not gave up fighting,she earned the respect from her frens and families and even strangers like me that,she's an inspiration.Courage and strong will of her makes her one real role model for us to rmb.

A quote hit me suddenly so here it goes. "When the light in life seems to diminish,persevere and head straightforth the darkness,for there will always be light after the dark." Simply,good over evil.Light triumph dark. sounds like i m preaching n sheit but just thot that i shld write this so that we all can stop our hectic life at times, and appreciate what we have now instead of envying others and stuffs.Life's short ya'know.

Finally to Joan, fight the fight,live to tell your tales.Inspiration is what u r. Bullsheits to all the inspirations like mohd gandhi n stuffs ha.
Peace out.

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

hellos pple who r out there reading my blog...regardless whether u guys r in the office,rottin to death n find readin a blog as a way to kill time,or to those who simply,like me,loves to read abt the lives centering ard the blogger itself.*Ps i aint self-centred!*haha

Let me guess.Must be wondering y did i chose that title as to my latest blog entry or "Y the hell did hans put this as a title when his bloggies r ususally crappy?", will fill u guys in a short while.Its gonna be weepy. Damn i wrote my title up but it just doesnt display. Anyway the title is "A role model guide to "Living With Courage"."

Life for these several days had been kinda slow.Birthday came and gone without much celebrations despite the fact that i had frens sendin mi bday wishes and even raymond callin up to say where to go?haha i m old alr. I would say currently its kinda boring rite now.Let me cite ya some examples as to how boring i can be.Played solitaire nowadays like nobody's business.Even as i had better games to play with,i stayed with the old obselete game that windows first came up with haha! try beating me in my high score to u all out there esp the office girls :) 10216 in 72secs lol!
What else...searched for my blog using the search engine in Google.Can u believe it,other than my own trademark Hans/hanster/hansteristic sheits,the web generated lots of junkies out of that names!u have Hans-solo blah blah blah..cant even find my damn site. Fortunately,gonna start work next mon cant wait,*coincidentally thats labour day* IRONIC.

Entry's gettin lengthy.Will end this here and tell ya whats one thing that pricked my heart terribly.Stay tuned.

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

22nd april.... n i started receving bday msg frm my jur style cousin.Come one...r ya that eager to wish me happy birthday or glad that i m ageing pretty much by a milestone alr?haha n guess wad it wasnt him who actually BOTHEREd to rmb my bday, *thanks jur style for being so forgetful THANKS (sarcastically) * but its actually someone who's reading my blog..Some ardent fan u r i guess haha,didnt realise that i have such enthusiatic blog reader like u to patronize my bloggie.So thanks haha.Therefore this entry is dedicated to ya man. ya da MA.nBEL wahahhahaha .Some da vinci code it is!

Received an advance bday gift from Dan dan,my fellow liverpool fan whom we always gay together hahaha.thanks for that gift yeah :) its some kinda watermill thingy that turns the wheel with the electric motor in there.Cool but has a touch of algae-y feeling haha.

kinda reluctant to continue blogging abt how chalet was.Words words n more words.BAH.y dun i come up with an interesting proposal.To those who r interested to know,come get the videos of wad we done there *trust me its sth ya wont regret seeing haha* we actually slacked at a 4 lane busy road with no cars....i even crawled n bawled like a baby across that damn road haha! oh yar cliques n i oso made a cool trip to the Red House at ntuc chalet....talkin pt that there were spooky encounters n eerie experiences were all extinguished n are now CONSIDERED fake urban legends as we, ray,rs,yh,ong,dan n i went in to walk.just some old dilapitated abandoned sch la.BOO HOO. gd experience in there thou haha to personally go in n check it out for myself. ok shall end here.Videos up for grab yeah :) nights to the world
peace out.

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Hello peeps.ok i guessed i ve been pretty much lazy to update wads goin on instead of waiting for those fotos to be uploaded by raymond before blogging.Blah blah i m just lazing the sheit out. So RS i know ur my no. 1 reader out there.....i suppose haha this entry's for ya hur hur.

Ok back to chalet stuffs. well basically the whole damn morning and noon of 2nd day is just total bullsheit.As the trio of us , ong,Yh dan n i didnt pretty much caught a wink,we went back there n practically slept.But not without the much interruption and disturbance of those alr awake.Culprits r?the cousins! haha alex n royce.Yeah always there making us haha.Boy i felt so miserable there always "kenna disturb" by their antics.However did managed to catch an hr or 2 of slp when they left for breakfast- THANKFULLY. n so afternoon's programme pretty much circled ard the damn telly.Almost finished watchin the whole dvd royce brought to the chalet.LOTR.At least that was better than some lameo sheit chinese tall story HA!


Ok can ya see that within the image?there's mynah birds in there lookin for food in a...........AIR CONDITIONED SHOPPIN MALL. Beat that birdies. haha

Evening came...n so our bbq proceeded rather....smoothly i wld say...other than a slightly overcasted weather that threatened. BBQ was cool but! sucks when pple always have problems in the toilet after that n claimed that my cookin was the cause.BAH i m a gd cook ok hahaha.kudos to me ;)

Argh so wanted to continue bloggin but realised that writing abt the experiences aint as gd as compared to fotos been uploaded together with it.fotos arent exactly ready as ray DA man.figured that a pic is more than a thousand words,shall leave that till they r ready.will be back more on the 2nd night events,which is AWESOME-LY fabulous.stay tuned haha.
peace out.

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Holy potatoes its been 3 long days since i've said i gonna post an entry about the chalet and i didnt.I swear that i did not forget abt it.....just that.....i m plain lazy to.HAHA.geez. Its been a rather whirlwind 3 days since the chalet ended. i)had problems adjusting my biological clock back to normal sleepin time ii)Football matches heating up,which means i sleep later *sheit* iii)room still in a slight mess despite shifting and clearing all the mess in that sty alr!

Gonna start sprucing up my room with lotsa furnitures and accessories soon before.....i start work.Yeah u heard me.WORK.sent a resume to my aunt's workplace to apply for a temp job in a bank...didnt place much hope but better news came,a job i applied at a boutique in the late march, the manager actually called me and asked me when was i ready to work.Cool is that?1K basic pay,in a rather classy boutique in town.Wow gd money,kills time and certainly extra whoopies to buy to burn my damn pockets.fuck.haha

Anyway chalet moments were truly unforgettable.Short "miserable"<-- to me of course haha u all shld know. But absolutely fabulous~ N yup till now daniel,joanne or whoever...i wouldnt change a damn mind in swapping to be with pammie than not have this chalet.HAHA. but nevertheless i still long for her :P

Ok first day/night of chalet..pretty much nuthing to do as cliques werent of full attendence.In fact all came but at the wee hrs of it.Rs,Alex,Royce and Yy all came past midnight.Bike Rental shop was closed so couldnt cycle...so resorted to watchin dvds to kill time.A chinese tall story starring nicholas tse is utterly stupid.haha no offence to chi shows but i still wanna say the directors still gotta a long way to learn n master its humour factor compared to eng comedies.

Ong,Yh,Ray n i decided not to turn in yet as we didnt wanna come to chalet to pig out.So we sat outside the bbq pit and talked about spooky exp.Ya wldnt believe that bukit panjang cld prolly be the most haunted place ever,that is wad i tink maybe?lots of "it" are roaming on the levels of HDB.totally spooked by wad Yh said man Ha.

Alright last entry on first night of chalet b4 i come backy with new entry.Waited till the break of dawn before we set off to white sands for yakun toast in the morn.Lotsa sheits to mention but figured that it wld take ages for u guys to understand.anyway saw garfield there n some talking mynahs.outright crazy n hilarious haha. i'll be back for more ;)

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

I m just so S.H.A.C.K. totally exhausted from chalet.Loads of fun lots of chats n definitely lots of loss of sleep ha.Too fatigued to go on now.Will be back tmr to preach. Stay tune.

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Hello worlds.life's bored it sucks,so here comes a really bored entry.

Room is finally up and running..painting i would say is almost done,except a wee bit of top painting to go.From one look,the colour of my room seems a little different from the one i saw at the furniture shop a week ago... *thought for a while...* Hell NO! its a damn big difference in colour. What i saw there was that the colour was warm,sensual and gives ya the feeling of lazing ard. Whereas, the colour combi which i got exactly,apparently was more like yellow dung to me.Hahaha DUNG,cow sheit yellow mud..what else??any takers?DANG it. Nonetheless, i still have no regrets about the colour i ve chosen.I still firmly believe i can get the best design outta it as came up with.White rolling blinds,natural,unique kinda lampshade together with a warm kinda lighting, boy sounds enticing to me. Or r they just thoughts? to hell with it ha.

Seems these few days my world just spins ard me,myself and my room.Paint paint n paint.Plain BOREDOM.Thankfully tmr's the chalet with clique,at least sth which i can look forward to.'ve got a job offer to be a telemarketer.Really weighing the options of taking it solely for the money,which i in dire need of it, or doing sth which i totally hate doin.I hate speaking to pple over the phone,askin about enquiries n stuffs. I wld rather do sales talkin to someone face-to-face. Can someone enlighten me?

anyways gotta go slack big time out there regardless i ve the financial ability or not.For i m going to alcatraz soon.Boo. Happy birthday Dad.
Peace out.

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

i think i m growing fat..this is a problem..BIG problem.All my plans that i came up with before my exams were all in soup,literally. Wanted to start jogging more frequently and start doing weights to improve my body n stuff, seems like that idea is slowly diminishing HA. Big time procrastinator i am!

been indulging in many kinds of food.Lotsa 'm. Starts to eat fastfood after having lunch. Have a little of high cholesterol roti prata before dinner almost every other day without missing the usual teh-tarik.Look at that amount of calories in there man.Painting my room doesnt seem to burn that much i tink.

Room's in a complete utter mess now.Whole of my racks,tables n speakers were shifted to the centre of the room and now,i can even watch the telly while typing this entry in both at same time.imagine that hahahahah. Oh yar just remembered while piggin out yesterday with jurstyle at our usual hangout,we ordered a huge plate of indian rojak,n man we devoured them like sheit.but we discovered sth later which made us regretted gorgin them so quickly n even had the thot to puke everything out.We saw a filthy lookin thing wriggling amongst the tau-hu.At one thot i thot my eyes were playin with me.Jur even asked me to down that last piece.THANKFULLY didnt.OMFG it was a sheit catepillar that oozes some kinda fluid outta it n looks spiky.GOD i swear i wld show ya the gruesome sheit if i hadnt forgotten to snap that with mi phone.

HAHA jur,hope ur stomach aint churning inside with those 1 metre worm eh?or "some" erotic ghost finding ya in ur dreams hahahahah *jackals laugh* Ar wells pretty boring entry,for life's these few days been kinda monotonous.But wkends coming,cliques chalet comin up on fri till sun.cant wait to cycle at night n stuff.CSI-ing now. tata with more updates soon to come ;)

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Anyway wad a horror that experience was, as well as wad i ve wrote on the entry.had a tinge of guilt ranting about God's words.Sorry.

Ok back, finally i truly understood the meaning of Arts & Plays.Like what i ve said,i m kinda to the artistic side but don't visit museums blah blah,well got to watch Westside Story play at the Esplanade today.Totally awesome and spectacular the entire play as well as the ambience within the performance hall.Truly truly magnificent haha.*look at the no. of words i ve descirbed it* hahaha sounds kinda exaggerating but its really a beauty for me. the whole hall is so like what a real performance hall in Broadway should be. Show started at 2 n ended at 430.pretty short considered the plot and the cast put in a great performance.No words to descibe it.just catch it out yourself if u r interested n r willing to fork out like...$125 for a seat in there?*bloody tix is indeed costly*



No doubt i love such plays, but to pay for that astronomical sum of money for that entertainment,i would really think thrice haha.Thankfully it was complimentary as it was sponsored by my aunt's company.



Amazing Race is heating up,Dave n Lori were the latest to get the boot.Survivor,La Mina tribe is slowly dessimating but my stake is still firmly on Terry as he's athletic and more imptly got the immunity idol. Apprentice is up tmr wow haha.got my favourite Rebecca - my kind of girl lol. What a cheeky reality freak i m.
ok yet to shower,just got back not long ago. gotta go..tata for now with these little updates ha!

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Jolly world. Lots of happenings todae which i prolly gonna spend some time talking about it. So prepare to spend some time in here n read my rants, for its gonna be length haha.

First stop, was on my way to my aunt's apartment at harbourfront in the morning when, for the first time in my life,i suddenly found a perfect reason, AND why my IPOD became so useful. It it wasnt for my player,i would have been bugged non-stop by some aliens in white,maniac who carries a Bible, dressed smartly in tie etc, n starts to PREACH to the whole damn world.To anybody they see.Anywhere,Anytime.
Initially i thot ok dude,its pretty wrong that ur in the train station n u start spreading God's word by stoppin anyone u see n start explaining to them. And boy they r really like bugs.I hitched a bus for a short journey down to my aunt's n guess wad..BUGGERS comes up n start occupyin the seats. Preaching's next. Wad the hell.Its not that i am against God or sth.One way or another i do respect Him,despite being a free-thinker.But that's not the way to spread His words.

Dont' ya think ur intruding pple's privacy while travelling?dont ya tink they r actually brain-washing pple in hope that they convert?Wad bullsheit is happnening.What's happening to the freedom? dont pple get a chacne to seek out themselves?This incident has already brought a huge dent of confidence in me believin in Christianity,much less one day converting to it. All in all, ipod saved the day. really lengthy entry rite here.shall end this n start a new entry. stay tune :)

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

i m a fashion whore.Totally utterly.But i think its time i shld have some major overhaul to my fashion sense.It slowly dawn on me that my fashion afterall...is plain casual/smart casual n not formal. T-shirts jeans n messenger bag used to be my outfit. However after reading Urban : the local fashion newspaper, it seem to me that poly life has ended...so has my taste in clothing. A new chapter lies in wait.Read a section of the paper saying that FJ Benjamin, the retail owner of Raoul, has many loyal followers to its well-known colourful striped shirts. Excuse me, i am not tryin to stereotype myself to those increasing number of pple goin after that label and just jump onto the bandwagon. But i really do think it has unique, 1-of-its kind design which is somewhat similar to that of Paul Smith.

Sheit having thoughts will mean having the intention to buy it,means its only a matter of time i splurge on it n burn my pocket. No jobs avail on part time basis now. its sucks having to be put off by those pple, citing reasons that "Oh ur awaiting to enter army?We wld prefer to hire pple who can work full time on a long term basis" or worse.. "We will contact u asap about the job don't worry"
Bullsheits. A whole load of them.

Gonna continue painting my room, before catchin Survivor in the afternoon & Amazing Race in the evening. What a reality freak. Ronald's bday bbq coming up later in the evenin. Ttfn world~

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

I just realised that i ve many resolutions left unfulfilled before my time is up to go to island Alcatraz. I ve got my room to furnish and paint with...lotsa furnitures to get to give it a whole new look. Acquiring a driving license is pretty much an idea in mind now too as well as sheits n stuffs that i needa take for the pre-requisites for U. SMU to be precise. heard that thou SAT aint impt to take nor a necessity,having a gd results from it might give ya a firm advantage over others.Thus improving my chances of gettin in.BOO...GPA of 2.9 seems daunting.sigh.

My room is still very much like a pig sty right now with all the papers and furnitures moved about,pics of it r right below yeah. Random pics which i ve taken from my mobile shall oso be uploaded for view,like my very aged granny..She's cute haha.

A point of issue to debate about as it came to my mind. What's love?Does loving someone means ya have to have him/her? What do ya do when ur feelings for someone is known but because of situations and the effects upon impact resulting in pain n misery,keeps u frm doin so?Does that mean uncondition love comes into the picture?That loving someone doesnt need u to have her,rather giving her ur happiness suffice?

Alright shall resume my paintwork. Loves the weather. Loves Kiss Goodbye by Wang Lee Hom (the tune is so "Jian Dan Ai" kinda.Simple loving,love)
p.e.a.c.e out.



My beloved granny & sis. *aint she cute? ha*




My halfway-done room




Appreciating "Sheits" (Hey it aint an addiction i EMPHASISE ok! :) )

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

The weather can get just as fickle-minded as the other part of my species of Homosapiens. Haha hope no one understands it exactly n by no means its offensive yeah?
Yeah. its just been raining incessantly throughtout the whole damn afternoon.To think while out searching the paint for my room, it was scorching like hell is, it never starts to rain, but POURS. Boo to the weather.

Its contradicting at times to say that material possessions & comforts aint really the most important thing in life. "Live simply so that others can simply live" wow strong words and true. But don't you think that without money, everything and ANYTHING just aint goin your way? Without money, there's NOTHING in this darn PRACTICAL & REALISTIC world. Dang! i m not afraid to say that i love money loads. this is how it makes the world go round rite?

SO bored right now to the extent of really rotting.Am stopping the sheit rot by playing lame games online. Try this simple and yet addicitve game! And of course try beating my score of 30.922 sec : http://members.iinet.net.au/~pontipak/redsquare.html
;) ttfn!

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Carl's Jr Burger. Indeed a SUPER(Enormous)Star Burger!




Man how bored can we get?

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Aye aye~ updates are here.

Photos from Raymond's bday which was taken from his DAY, Mar 20th. Those fotos are long overdue.But got it eventually n now share the candid moments taken from his solid 8 megapixel PRO camera!
Desperate Housewives coming up,not gonna missed it for the world. Wisteria Lane here i come!



Dan, Me & Alex




Ong,YY & Ray




~~~~ME~~~~~




Me, Myself & I




Us, @ L.O.V.E




Raymond, our Handyman haha




And finally, Scenary from YY's apartment *Never fails to brighten me up there*

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Artist: Bell X1 Lyrics
Song: Eve, The Apple Of My Eye Lyrics

You left it, I sent it
I want it back
You left it, I sent it
I want it back

If I had you here, I'd clip your wings
Snap you up and leave you sprawling on my pin
This plan of mine is oh so very lame
Can't you see the grass is greener where it rains

You left, I died,
I went and you cried
You came, I think
But I never really know
I've served my time
I've watched you climb
The wrong incline
But what do I know

Accept it, Don't let it
Turn the screw
Accept it, And let it
Scream back at you

Now this applies both equally to you and I
The only thing we share
Is the same sky
These empty metaphors
They're all in vain
Like can't you see the grass is greener where it rains

In the garden Snake was a charmin'
And Eve said let's give it a try
Now lead us not into temptation
But no matter how hard I try
When in the garden and
Snake is a charmin'
And Eve says let's give it a try
Eve is the apple of my eye

And I lie behind you
And a cradle you in the palm of me
And I pat your hair down
I think will we sink or swim?
'Cause we could do either on a whim

~~~ || ~~~


Was totally hooked to this song after jawei sent me this on friday. Totally inspiring. Loves it! as u can see i italic-lised *or if there's such word* a part of the lyrcis.. At first thought it seems to me that the lines seem clingy and selfish. The way one refuses to let go of his/her loved one in regards to this commonly know phrase : "If you love someone,you shld let it go,if it comes back its meant for ya, else it isnt" For the first time so, it gave me a huge surge in making me feel what exactly love is. Gone are the days where i shld tink i shld give myself up to my opposition in fighting the love war. I felt that Yeah! LOVE SHLd BE FOUGHT FOR. Y SHLD I BE THE LOVE GIVING UP? is it because i feel that i am inferior, or that my heart is weak when comes to the affair of the heart? few lines of a song lyrics, huge meaning and impact it has brought to me.

Anyways, at jur-head's place,had a game of Halo on his Xboxy.. seems like the game has brought very little kick now after all the wrong time we had played during our examinations time n stuffs. totally awesome to do so. Poly is indeed great.There is time to play our asses out on Xbox,suntan ourselves like nobody's business and do our shop-till-we-drop retail experience while the other tertiary education species, mug their socks out. Whats the difference? More studies for them = equal results or lower. As for us,! last min work always do wonders for us rite JUR? ;)

Wads jur?Who's jur?none other than the one and only,unmistakeable,cant miss this for the world : Jestyn. Awww sounds unique? for the wrong reasons.Well shant expose all his dirty laundry out here yeah. Just a dirty little secret between us ha!

It just doesnt stop raining.Its my kind of weather but too much a many bores me especially there aint many thing to do at home.Intended to start my Extreme Makeover operation to my room today but couldnt get paint.So can only do so tmr. Well shall end my lengthy entry here.
P.e.a.c.e out.

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Dang! Actually wanted to save this post for another day. Didnt wanna post 3 entries in a single day (technically speakin) as i dun wanna myself to be overly-enthusiatic about blogging. BUT~! like what i have posted for my title, yes its for u ladies only.It came across to me out of the blue and i found it pleasantly meaningful. Ladies, the road to beauty is long. So holla if u hear me! What to do, blame myself for being vain too! *evil laughs*

1)An apple a day keeps the doctor away, Just the thing Snow White's evil stepmother would say. BUT an apple diet also keeps Snow White slim, so she can wear her corsets on a whim (WhOOPs sounds a lil obscene haha!)

2)For a century she lay in bed, She must have been a sleepyhead, Let's hope she remembered her night cream. Beauty sleep is the stuff of many a dream.

3)Her name was Little Red Riding Hood, She knows a red hood makes her look good. But she also loves her bolero,poncho and cape. All the better with which to make the rest gape!

Conclusion? : Beauty takes effort and many tries before u hit it.Pursual of it is never-ending but richly deserving when u're there~

Finally, gentlemen....good night! LAdies....goood morning ha!

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Did lots of thinking late in the afternoon after visit to jur's hse.As usual would head down to my granny's place for a gastronomical meal to feed my every growing appetite. *I think i m growin fatter*.

Took bus there instead of the usual mrt route despite the validity of my train concession.Hell wads with 82 cents of bus trip aniwae.As expected i found solace while in the bus thru' out the entire journey.82's route zips thru loads of small neighbourhood roads interconnecting to each other.It is those tall trees,lushy N-parks and the greeneries that makes me at ease...

It dawned upoon me that life has been really hectic and fast..there's no time to stop pondering abt ur problems,no time to stop for a while and appreciate wads going on around my surroundings.I realised that i have been pursuing fame and glory just ask much as the famous heiress of Hilton. The indulgence in branded goods,wonderful food with an equally wonderful price on them...just how much time i have wasted chasing 'em?i guess stayin contented is the way to living life to its fullest where there wont be worries.

I MISS BEING IN LOVE AGAINS.yeah u heard me..its been 4 yrs since i got into my first relationship.And ever since after, there had not been another one that was equally surreal.Close encounters there were,but it CAN never be compared to the first i had.It was pure and simple...Love. Perhaps love and fate just dont click for me right now.Oh wells leave everything to its way and this phrase will always be with me. "Love is just like a butterfly, the more u pursue it,the further it gets away.Ignore it and it comes naturally and unknowingly to ya"

alrights 1 last part b4 i end these lengthy entry...received my graduation letter today.It stated about the date of the ceremony as well as a booklet to wad to observe and do on the day itself... Feeling of ambivalence runnin thru' me now..am so relieved that there's no more sch stress and proj~ on the other hand...misses the time with my frens and cliques, misses the times where we skipped lessons n gossip about our lecturers. A chapter of life has come to an end, and another awaits...

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Saturday, April 1st, 2006, also known as April's Fool Day, my very first experience in venturing into deep waters..Something of so much complexion in blogging, the multimedia, tonnes n tonnes of codes needed to get the blog up...All so just to get my entries in. Was it worth it after all??All these just aint my cuppa tea.I would die being a lousy engineer than gettin my brain cells fucking killed by those horrid HTML codes & JAVA ones. Alright if u asked me that a few months ago when all the FYP and exams r up i would say : "To hell with Blog". But fastforward to the time now when school's came to an official end, time to me is more or less endless. Which is why i think blogging can be a good thing to kill time and post my comments on how life is all of a CRAP so far.
Life's pretty a bore right now with so much spare time in hand now. Monday's gonna start painting my room, its time i shld really refurbish my laid-out, for an awesome time out in the future~ (PS: u know wad i mean, espcially u jestyn aka jur -style) HAHA! oh wells shall end my virgin entry for now. More updates coming up

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Name: Hanster
D.O.B: 23/04/86 *Old-ing in Progress*
Gender: XY Chromosome

INTEREST:Luxuriate in good food,good life I like visits to the musuems,arsty fartsy stuffs,but i don't do so. I like rainy weather and in the comfort of my nest,listens to melacholic jazzy stuffs. Retail-Therapy,Mahjong,Hangout,Fashion are my forte.

EXPERTISE: Procrastinating, Excessive swearing of words for stress relieval. Rotting at home is my temp job currently.Spend loads of times chasing reality shows,netting, Sussing out pretty girls.

STICK-BY-IT RULES IN LIFE: Love life, get paid and get laid




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