Friday, April 28, 2006 @12:26 PM
since my sudden urge of bloggin is regardin this particular times i had last time,i decided to continue so...short one k haha! afterall i wanna do so cuz its MA bloggie lol.ok chill.
As i was flipping thru my OLE shoebox of ma,this letter in yellow of mine caught my attention.Not that it was brightly lited but i just had this unexplainable feeling to openin it up and read it. Now i hadnt been wanting to read those letters simply for the fact that it reminds me of the past.Hurtful. But upon readin this yellow one,it did not hurt me as wad it wld normally do,it dawn on me that the mistakes i had committed that brought this endin.
It was dated 16th March: "...abt my bro "advising" bout the hi-and-bye friends,it isnt true that i m listening to him,but just that i'm compelled to do so.Its like the whole family is on my mother's side even my brother,lorh.Its really difficult to do the things i wanna do.Furthermore nobody's supoorting me.sorry but i think i somehow succumbed to wad my bro had said.
"I dont deny that communication is impt,but i cant possibly go out with you,nor talk over the phone when my bro allied with my mother,acting like a spy or sth..."
Awww...i really shld have bide for my time.and i truly regret.
Felt that to have the feeling to write out this entry with complete feelings,i unknowingly chose to hear: Now & Forever by Richard Marcx. A splendid song to drown my misery with this song huh haha.I m still so naive.
Ok shall stop harping on the past.Gonna go out and get more clothes for work next wk.Shall buy some with the vouchers i got frm my sis haha.Thanks u punk :)
Gonna meet up with cliques for bday dinner later.Wkend promises to be hectic for me haha. Finally one more thing, if u're wondering who that person might be?if u're thinkin the way i feel, reading it not by mere means but really submerge urself into it,ya will know who u r. :)
tata world.
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach