Hello there,its been a few days since i ve last blogged.Intended to do so yesterday but had to do now instead.Struck down with this unknown illness which i ve suffered for the whole of yesterday.Persistent headaches,sweats,bone ache,back hurts n cold feet. so can anyone tell me wad the fuck r these symptoms related to? You thinkin wad i m thinkin? its fucking dengue! got really worried so rested the WHOLE day practically. *counts* that shld be roughly 18hrs of slp.
felt better todae,althou my mind is kinda disoriented - too much rest n sleep makes me feel wussy.But wadeva it is,gotta get ready for a hectic day later.Gonna catch a show with jur later in the afternoon at PS.will try to get my glasses from there as well,hopefully my pay is alr in haha.next will proceed to jurong east to have a farewell dinner for alex at science centre. Great suggestion from the great ms organiser YY.haha of the entire cliques,all of them stays at the west.which is like a 1/2 hr journey home at the most.n i?FRIGGIN EAST. haha i will rmb that GUYS :P
but den again its a farewell dinner for alex as he's headin to baldness first this fri.
Managed to caught yest episode of Dae Jang Geum, as much as the content of the show is enticing,one part of yest show particularly caught my attention.it was the song that sounded like a soap opera singer that added more emotion to the situation.wow would have weep if i was a girl haha.
alright shall end my entry here.will try to upload fotos gotten from dinner later if possible yeah.
PS: *Despite the illness i m braving thru,it wouldnt have been much possible if there wasnt any thoughts about you.Its your presence in my mind that eased my worryin as well as my sickness Corinne i adore..*
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
Call myself crazy,or that i cant help but drive myself to, or BOTH,it seems like as each day passes, i m fallin deeper n deeper into the chasm of u. Well its true that almost everything is staked against my odds. Your desire to quit the job asap,ur enrollment to U which is startin pretty soon,and me myself gettin into army.Indeed its all against me.But guess wad,however minute the chances maybe or just fading away with time, nothing's nothing until its over.You dont score until you score! One more motivational word from jur. With faith and perseverance,it will pull u thru. Thanks jur :)
life's been hectic these days.Weekends just seem so fuckin busy.hordes of pple swarming thru the alley of suntec just turns me off mentally.They practically r like walkin zombies feasting for gd catch of the biggest n cheapest bargains. CHEAPOS. life at work is boring without U haha.i like the fact that despite ya know i m lookin at u,which i assumed so,ya turned one big round just to avoid meetin my eye.haha.was it the shyness in ya that make u do so?or simply u detest me?whichever it is,ur presence is enuff to suffice me :).
Entries these days ve been always about the certain her.mi apologies ok but yeah.i find it better to pen this thots down as wad the purpose of a diary shld be haha.YAWN. i m dead tired. aniwaes schedule for this wk is quite shiity for me . very very busy haha.work, meetin cliques on wed for farewell dinner for alex who's goin to army this friday.meetin jur style for Xmen n his bloody premium Guess jeans.W.h.a.t.e.v.e.r hahaha! alrigts will update the world about me again. tata !
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
As promised, i will blog as often as i can if time permits me.Well didnt realli wanna blog today,but thankfully i m workin late tmr, hence have much time to spare for my recreational time.Today has been busy and fun.
Well fun that is without her.nevertheless it was still becuz of the ceaseless teasing about me n the stupid crystal jade bread.Again.omg...its a never endin spiral of gossips n shit i m so in now.Dont foresee myself gettin outta shithole aniwae.Will feel utterly awkward when i see her this sat.gawd, countin down the days man. Anyway was sayin it was still fun becuz work has funny n craky pple like my colleagues daniel and ryan to keep company.Hokkien swear words,crude language hurled to one another made it so fuckinly funny haha.Worse it was my blurness that made them so irritated with me hahahahhaha.hella funny man.
It slowly come to me that,it was with the support of frens which formed the pillar of strength in me to pursue my goals.Advices n stuffs i got from them all eventually prove to be useful.i appreicate everything from u guys. despite my pessimism, it was u guys that pull me thru.Therefore, i ought to pull myself together n get my goal,regardless how minute the chance of landin my "prize" hahaha.
cant wait for pay to come.1 wk from now.wowowow, i m so gonna spend a huge chunk of it man.My emporio glasses n poddy video.Here i come. oops MY BOO, here i m comin for ya too ;)
BOYZ II MEN LYRICS
"The Color Of Love"
I was lonely,
I needed someone, to see me threw,
I was at the, end of my rope,
I needed someone, to cut me lose
Then an angel, out of the blue,
Gave me the since that I, might make it through
And somehow I survived, with no rhyme or reason,
And now I know I'll make It,
Through the miracle of you
[Chorus]
I know the Color Of Love,
(And It lives in side of you)
I know the color of truth,
(Its in the image of you)
If it comes for the heart, then you know that its true,
It will color your soul, like a rainbow
(Like a rainbow)
And the color of love, is in you
[Shawn]
Like a bridge,
Over troubled, troubled water
You stood beside me, stood beside me
And your love, did not falter
And then the angel, angel in you,
Gave me the strength to know,
That I will get through,
And that’s how I survived, ain't no other reason
And now I know I'll make it, through the miracle of you
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[Wanya]
So girl I want to thank you,
I can't thank you enough,
For showing me the meaning,
The meaning of true love,
(When I was lost and so in need you opened up your heart)
(When I needed you to comfort me you opened up you arms)
(I couldn't face another day you said don't be afraid)
You showed my heart the, showed me the way
[Chorus]
[Wanya]
Ohh, the color of you
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
Hello. Finally had my off day today after workin non-stop since friday.Blessed. As promised i will blog when i have the time to.And since rotting at home and has a whole lot of time to waste,y wont i share my experience i had over the wkend with all? haha, it all happened for the wrong reasons thou.So sinful but it was fucking fun and hilarious.
Okay friday,19 May, went to caught The Da Vinci Code movie with jur style.God its like the month of May has sucked all our allowances dry because of all the blockbuster movies.that friday was also the 3rd fridays we have caught a movie consecutively.MI3, Poisedon n now Da Vinci. Worse this coming friday, we most probably would be catchin X-Men 3 : The Last Stand. WOah 3 cheers to that for our pockets burning. X-men coincidentally will not be THE LAST STAND for the movie galore in the month of May.There's still Scary Movie 4 before we finally lets our Yusof Ishak-ies rest. BAH.
Ok Saturday proves to be fun.Helluva better haha.as usual worked thru out the whole day at my workplace,totally drained but still as wad i have mentioned in my previous entries,it had been gd becuz of a certain "?" After ,proceeded to sunshine to gorge on my fuckin hungry stomach. Agreed to stay over at jurstyle's place after much persuading from him.Hesitant initially becuz of my exhaustion,i went in the end becuz he had the whole house to himself which was so like once in a gazillion years on a wkend. From there on all hell broke loose between us. Ahem pls its clean btw,before u guys might think.
We halo-ed non stop on the ever dependable Xbox becuz whenever we play,it will always be for several hrs.But there were some sheits that accompanied us thruout the game.Booze n pure SHEITS. hha, we opened a few bottles n drank along with our puffs.Heaven man haha.And jur style suggested doin so at his window in the kitchen.
Check it out before i telll ya wad it was. hahaha!
Its actually our spits we accumulated at the ledge of the block hahahhaha.Fucking disgusting but if we were to be fined or caught for doin so,it was purely jur's idea.He instigated me to do so hahaha.Obviously the culprit who started everything would have done the most too rite?so the one on the right of the pic was his spits.Hell of a disgusted sheit.Totally like puke haha.Thinkin about all these fun was indeed nostaglic.Jur, YA DA MAN, always doin fun sheits with me man haha.appreciate it :)
Well that basically summed up my wkend.Army days countin down,kinda have mixed feelings with regards to it.Unaccomplished matters, with one in particular, my state of love life.I m missing the feeling of being in love again,sorely. BOO. this could probably leads to y recently i have been indulging myself in sentimental ballad songs such as Boyz to Men,Kc & Jojo, Richard Marcx and so on. haha.
alright lengthy entry i ve got.said what i ve to say here.will be back soon to update yeah.Mum's bday coming up gonna get her a pricey gift."Her" daddy's bday happen to fall the day after my Mum's. how ironic.
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
It was utterly,ultra,bittersweet and most of all humilliating day for me today.May 22,2006. It was a mixture of wrecked feelings,emotional ambivalence. Wanna know wads with me? shall blab about it below.Continue readin my loyals.hahaha
*complains complains* yes yes i know i ve been updating my blog pretty infrequently.Truly apologetic about it cause work has been tiring me,physically and mentally.Its like a huge rock of burden that i m carryin on my back.which explains y i either felt too exhausted to blog or that the tiredness in me has killed my inspiration to talk about.But thankfully,work does have some fun,my colleagues,the sales,conversations with smiling customers as well as a Certain Someone.
She is what that makes the whole working environment a whole lot happier, and a motivated me.Despite our relative strangeness we feel,for the fact that i kinda know her not long only, it felt refreshin to me in an unexplainable way haha. ok here's DA BOMB.
Was leavin for lunch in the afternoon when i asked : "Hey can i get ya sth to munch or sth? its like so bad for ur stomach to not eat". Sadly she declined.Headed for foodcourt to feed.Sudden thot came to me in that,she may not want it,but that doesnt mean i cant give it to her,discreetly. Yeah,bought some buns n hid it inside her bag for her to eat later.Holy mother of god did i realise that not only she was so blur, *sorry for callin ya that but instead i found it cute* she asked everyone who got it for her.Strangely i was the last which she asked.when everyone denied,it left me.Redness,embarassement and rush of heat to my head all came.Everyone started "ORH, no wonder.." this n that...blah blah....
What was meant to be a discreet,considerate and sweet action was all revealed by the very SPECIAL Her.Great, i m totally humilliated.Colleagues just kept poking fun after.Sigh what a dilemna man haha. But despite all the blurness and embarassing moments,i liked the fact that she's blur and direct.Its so unlike other girls who might keep quiet,blush and smile.
Jur style was tellin me over our late dinner at sunshine just now.He said : "Hey man,that was a gd move so n so,u shld appreciate it rather than sulk becuz of ur embarassement,becuz at least she was different from others,at least she openly thanked me for the food." wow,blown away today literally.Keepin mi heads up even thou chances of us progressin better as frens seem to be fadin,SHE is quittin soon,her U is startin, argh.
finally to u peeps after the lengthy entry on - All about me. sorry for the long entries n it felt kinda a self-centred entry, but thanks for readin it thru n stuff haha.Will update u guys pretty soon i hope :)
Fingers crossed,head tilts n pray for the best.Peace out.
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
Tiring thursday i had,although i had my off from work today.realised that i was totally unfit.Ran 4km on the treadmill for half an hr,shedded some 200cal n was totally shacked.slept the whole late afternoon till now.What a way to spend my day.Bah.
Lately i have been losing my inspiration to blog well.Well as in the spontaneity of writing the entry out as the thoughts and stuffs come up to me.guess was the work that killed my brain cells indirectly.*reason is so becuz it shld be the cells at my feet that died*
Anyway was on my way home from aunt place in the afternoon when i met this unbelievable motormouth in the cabin.I was tryin to immerse myself into this new book which i ve got recently : The Rule of Four. Listenin to my poddy when i was rudely disturbed by this fugger.Yes fucker.And a black one.Sorry no offence of racism but just cant believe how rude he got.It was like he owned the whole cabin n didnt care a bit about the pple beside.A fren called n he just started blabbering n blabbering away.He might stand a chance to win some contest like motormouth or beatbox etc.He just doesnt stop talkin.No break in between his conversation,not even a sec.it was FULLSTOP-less.fuck.
Although work has been tiring and unmotivating for these 3wks, somehow,things r turning for the better,despite the Sales period loomin.great.But i kinda enjoy every moment of work when.. haha i cant explain it.subconsciously i begin to have this weird,fun and excitement i lookin forward to when our work schedule coincide haha.there's been lots of funny and unwanted rumours goin on early,but nahh didnt wanna ruffle the feathers or so yet.just keep cool n enjoy it while i can still. haha.
aint sure u guys might understand wad i mean,but its just a thought n feelin that i felt like penning out.i hope this good feeling of mine wont be a hoax,for its been a long time since i wanted sth like that.A yearn for .......................... mutual fun and thinkin . ok its gettin deeper and i cant get it out. shall end here before i fall into the crevice. *of romance* hahaha
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
Latest news. Liverpool lifts the historical FA cup : oldest cup competition in the world, a cool 125th year, for the how many upteenth time alr. haha CHEERS! btw yeah i m a purely thrubred liverpudlian thru n thru since i was 14. YOU WILL NEVER WALK ALONE. :)
Imagine having a pair of wings, that flaps at maybe 20times plus a seconds,you have wonderful agility,u can evade anything thats swiping towards ur direction with relative ease,smell food from far, damn basically ur practically untouchable since ur fuckin fast. Couldnt think of a way how to die? What could be a worse way to die when somehow out of a blue, ur bloody wings just gave way n u crash right smack at the middle of the chair hard? yeah u heard me thats wad i ve witnessed todae while havin mi short break durin dinner time, how a fuckin housefly died. haha it truly was awkwardly funny.i was eatin mi soon kueh n i happened to saw it crash.CRASH yeah. facing upside down,it literally tried to turn itself over but couldnt,struggled a damn bit of a while,gave up n stood motionless.all in a matter of mins.haha cant believe it.
but oh wells, wrote so much in this entry talkin about it,that goes to show how subject-less i can be to writing maybe?nah my mind's just tired...couldnt think of more to rant or talk about.
Its Mother's Day todae, erm word of reminder to all kids out there that rmb to wish the folks so n so n yar? haha there wouldnt be you if there aint her.technically i m half correct rite? hahahaha.
Went to recee for my formal glasses.Saw this Emporio Armani glasses at jur style's fren place at wisma.Not a bad frame but not the best so.However,its the girls over there n their service which i credit them for,thus gonna get mi new glasses from there eh? hahaha
signing off cheeky me.
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
| Dating Strengths | Dating Weaknesses |
|---|---|
| 1. Sense of Humor - 71.4% 2. Flirtiness - 62.5% 3. Appearance - 62.5% 4. Confidence - 61.1% 5. Open-Mindedness - 54.5% | 1. Vanity - 83.3% 2. Pessimism - 66.7% 3. Lack of Essentials - 58.3% 4. Selfishness - 54.5% |
| Dating Strengths Explained |
|---|
| Sense of Humor - Girls are attracted to people with a good sense of humor. Be sure to put yours on display! Flirtiness - Flirting is a good way to break the ice, and you are a pro at it. Being flirtatious will open up many dating opportunities. Appearance - Despite what some will say, appearance matters in dating. You get high marks on appearance. Just make sure you balance it out with other qualities. Confidence - You are sure of yourself and confident of your abilities. Displays of confidence go a long way when attracting a date. Open-Mindedness - You are open to trying new things and entertaining new ideas, and this widens your pool of available girls. |
| Dating Weaknesses Explained |
| Vanity - Learn to put a lower priority on looks. Appearance is, of course, important, but vanity is undesireable. The only people you will attract are the superficial. Pessimism - Too much cynicism can be a turn-off. Try to see the brighter side of things and people will be attracted to your positive outlook. Lack of Essentials - Dating is difficult for you because you lack certain key things, which may include private space, a car, money, or a nice wardrobe. Work toward obtaining these essentials! Selfishness - You think too much of yourself and your needs. You must learn to put your partner first and tend to her needs. |
| Take the Dating Strengths and Weaknesses Quiz |
asliioafagakbhgkjagbjkasgkjabgka! what jibberish is that man.all the bloody JAVA codes i got from this website.Basically its just a dumb fun test which i took since i was bored.IT sucks.look at all the computer generated rubbish it came up.Looked totally alien-atic to me man haha~
Tmr's off day.Big PHEW.which explains y i m so free to blog at this hr.wouldnt do so if i didnt have one,for i need all the possible rest i cld b4 i practically die from fatigue.life @ work these few days have been pretty okay.xcept from the occasional blips n flip outs from DIVA.scolded me yest for not takin my own initiatve to look for clothes n stuffs.f*** wld i know grrrr.
totally lookin forward to my first paycheck.lotsa shits to get.shades,mp3,jeans,bags,new glasses ARGH. gonna binge tmr on heavenly food for tmr's dinner with jurstyle.cant wait to eat those gd food man.Poisedon : dont sink yet.i m coming for ya tmr! haha
Ask u guys for help.i think the name Ethan is cool.kinda like it but do ya tink its suits me?i was told to get an eng name for awhile durin work as it somehow wld be easier to call. *is there a diff? hanwei n blahblah. 2 words?* sheesh. Worse my colleague ryan even gave me stupid names like jarvis,jesper,jeremiah wadeva. haha
ok shall end the post here.so friggin tired so chill to the world.
peace out. 0020.
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
Great! i have been AWOL for a week from here.Feels super rusty suddenly to blogging haha. Been really really busy with work.Not exactly busy thou,i mean how tied down can i be when i work in a high end boutique shop?work hours are the same.I guess i m just plain lazy to blog after work for the fact that i m so fucking tired when i got home? haha
To sum up the 1st wk i worked, work was fucked for the 1st 3 days.Why?i ve got a diva manager who keeps picking on me.although the things which she critised me for were right,that doesnt give her a damn right to say it till as thou its a mother giving a tongue-lashing to her son.Fuck who the hells wants her to be my mum in the first place.Ultra diva la she.Ok i m bad cursing her here.But thats just how i felt for the few days.Now that she on okay terms with me,i shant continue ranting about her.
Seems weird that i couldnt really communicate well with her after work or during.Guess the impact of impression that she sternly said to me ruined my whole damn impression of her.Biatch. haha. Whereas workin with my supervisor,Fiona, whom i ve seen her today for the first time,she's pretty cool mann.she 25,dresses up in a coolio manner,has a tatoo on her calf,listens to old school kinda songs, WOW! haha so different from the things my colleagues said abt her man.. i beg to differ haha.
OK now for one thing i gotta rant this sheit out todae if not i wont sleep in peace.as i was depositing the earnings for the week in DBS, this mother-of-helluva-fucking-fuckedup-fucker just came cutting thru my queue without even feelin a wee bit of guilt.IT just came right thru n pretended that nuthing happen,that i didnt not exist.FUCK *i chose to use "IT" to descirbe the fucker becuz i m damn pissed.btw he's a shortass china guy with bloody bad odour,huge fucking hole in the middle of his ocean,receding hair follicles.In short he's an utter mess. i was so fuming mad i practically came up with all my tactics i cld to piss his ass off.try this k it works : open ur mouth wide and yawn as hard as u can to him as thou ITs not there.felt "shiok" after that haha.
Finally, DBS = DAMN BLOODY SLOW. YES i waited for a whole damn hour just to deposit money.i guess i shall not put all my eggs into one basket in future.Shall open another account for private savings haha. ok off day tmr.Gotta rest my sore legs. oh yar b4 i go,Polo Jeans sales starting on the 16th of this month. haha althou i was told to keep it discreetly.fuck cares wad the DIVA said haha.n i apologise for the no. of fucks i have used todae as basically its sums up my anger i ve kept for the whole wk hahahaa!
PEACE OUT.
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach