Tuesday, June 27, 2006 @12:48 PM
Apologies for going missing for so long, its really been eons since i last blogged.Life's been pretty hectic or rather, in a good way,in that there hasnt been many ups and downs unlike the month of May.With the World Cup heating up to the Quarters, too much time of mine were spent glued to the google box haha.
Alrights,month of June is the period whereby many of my buddies r the babies of it. *counts fingers*, we have Royce,Ong,Jawei,Joanne.....who else....cant tink of much thanks to my memory.Anyways truly sorry that i didnt have much time to spend it celebrating it with u all yeah. Regrets.
Didnt have much inspirations to blog abt my stuffs although i have lots to say out from..tired i guess.well time sure past quckly.in a blink of an eye its approachin the end of june.whoopies haha.
Recently been having a few lucky winning streaks in punting soccer.hope its goin well n good so i can have the extra allowance to get my stuffs for this month.first of my list is the limited edition of the huge pony on Ralph Lauren where everybody's been asking for. New stocks,new batch with the number 5 been sewn on.Gd news for everybody who's been eyeing for that.oops leaked out that secret haha.next will be a few belts and shirts and trousers and more shirts i locked my eye on at work haha.totally crazy abt RL now.what to do when its gonna be my last month as a full timer there.
Oh yar did i mentioned that whenever my supervisor,Fiona works,there r quite a lot of pple who came applying for a job at PJC turned out to be pretty eye candies?fion was there too when i applied haha *hint. As i was sayin, yesterday there was this pretty eurasian babe that came to apply.pretty shockin considering most eurasians r well to do n wouldnt apply for a job to earn money huh.Can still remember her name vividly. Rae-ann Han Mei Xi. Cool haha. Peeped at her particulars when actually i wasnt allowed to.Cool news. 18 this yr,graduated from CHIJ katong convent n now pursuin a course in NAFA.new eye candy if they decide to hire her huh hahahha! Neo Han Wei is such a despo.
Maybe i m really attracted to girls who are more on the artistic nature side.Take cor for example, she aspires to be a fashion designer,wanted to study fashion but did not becuz of parents objection. NAFA girl coming up. Wow.
All i can say is month of July promises to be unknowingly exciting and packed. Wish me luck for more money earned and several more ladies to connect with. haha.
Out!
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Wednesday, June 14, 2006 @10:23 PM
I had a weird weird but it was......great n how much i wish it had been real.
The following statements were found in an sms conversation while dreaming.
Han: *vaguely remembers* "Corinne,its been long since we last hang out.I......miss you"
Cor: "I felt so too,and btw why didnt you give me a call?"
Omg,thats as much as i cld possibly rmb from this weird dream.Surreal though.Really thought she said so even the moment i just woke up from my slumber.Went to check my inbox only to find such sms did not exist.Only then did i realise it had been a dream.Stupid huh..
No doubt i had stopped thinkin as much now compared to the past.Still it felt like a sense of loss.Grrr hate myself for not being expressive and daring enuff.
World Cup is in the thick of action now.Almost everyday can i get to watch matches thru RTM.Cool huh.Fuck Starhub for disruptin the channel of the Malaysians.Its fuckers like u who r the culprits.And claimed that u aint,that it was the german sporting channel that encrypt the channel which result in this shitty images.Blah blah blah.
Genius paves the ways.Fools only creates excuses.Thats u Starhub-ers! oh yar owe mabs a drink haha.better write it down so i wont forget lol.
Shall end here. Penny for a thought thou: Shld i send my smses of care n concern to ya still,even thou i expect none of such replies from u and stuffs? I think i will :)
/\/\i55 \/ou [0rr1ne.
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Sunday, June 11, 2006 @11:07 PM
God its been ages since i last blogged.
Fuckingly tired to even try to blog these days.So much so when i wanted to write,i almost forgotten my user name and pw for blogger.Great.
Tired tired tired.Futired.Midnight madness sale was yesterday.Indeed it was a madness out of madness.Throngs of crowds packed the mall as if thats the only midnight place in town.Why cant they just scram to watch the once in 4 yrs World Cup for god's sake.Bah.
Also wish to add that ,entire pay for the month of May has been blown.Poddy and my new glasses from E.A. sorry too lazy to upload the pictures of my new babies.Will do so when i m free?Oh yar, white poddy,white specs.Everything's white.Even the limited edition Ralph Lauren polo tee,thats with the big pony - its white too haha.i m a branded whore.hahahaha
Its been 2 weeks since corinne left.Feelings has weaned abit.however on occasional times,the thought of seeing a familiar head standin at the ladies section of the shop,thinkin that would be you.instead its Lorraine.haha..
lately workin has caught my attention loads.Lots of unexpected eye candies popping up at workplace.sure was a good distraction ha.
Nevertheless,Corinne still stays in a part of my mind.Thats all for now.WC match coming up.Yipee.
miss you.
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Monday, June 05, 2006 @1:04 AM
Ok,finally i found the lyrics to this song which i have been searching high and low for.Thank god i got it from the ever reliable Ong, from her huge database of cheena and asian songs in her computer! haha thanks ong.
Anyway the song is called 《何茫然Hamangyeon》,one of the soundtracks for Da Chang Jin. Its sung by this Italian called Alessandro Safina,who ironically sang it in Korean. Fucking sad song,although it sounds like some shit soap opera thingy,but rest assured that its nice.Especially when ur at your lowest point,listening to this really makes it even worse because of its fuckin sad tune.But,but ,but it will make u feel better after.
Ok,another reason y i m hooked to this track is because its not like the typical hip-hop rnb shitty songs that raps,slurs and slangs with no true meanings to it. Rather, this song actually depicts a language in a poetic way,that means “too far away… daze… boundless… limitless”. Will show ya the translation of the lyrics after this line.
Still in the withdrawal stage of getting thru the period of not having you around.So readers,bear with me haha.No particular words can describe my loss so let the lyrics and meanings tell u how n wad i feel ha. And, it may seem i m gettin over it,one fact remains unmoved,its the presence of You, in me.
A vague love which disappears with a wind
Would be gone as if a star falls?
A love which would not end even if all the oceans are combined
Is engraved on a blue skirt, which is mean but beautiful
The high and drooping heaven told me to live together
My love which will live and weep like a deep and rough sea
Will flow surrounding the Cho River
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Saturday, June 03, 2006 @11:56 PM
She came.
She stood by and impressed me with her indifferent style of dressing.
She surprised me with the most different path to life
She never failed to let me know nothing new about her for a single day,for she's just so amazing, even though she hardly spoke or smiled at me.
She,would secretly steal tiny little glances to my direction while work,although rather it was me who's the one doing more so.
But then,there wouldnt be another chance to relish that experience ever again,she came,she left,and left with my heart with her.
Along she took my heart with,sorrow fills my teary soul.Abruptly she left without telling me so.
No more telling opportunities for me to steal glances at the lovable you..again.
Biggest regret was not gettin to know you as closely as i would have expected.Else you might have taken a notice at my tiny actions.Nevertheless signed,sealed and delivered to the girl who left - My heart.
Do you hear me,i wonder?
[End]
Hey dudes,not sure whether thats considered a poem of wadeva,but i just wrote wad i felt at the spur of the moment that best describe my feelings.Yes she left. Nothing much to write further that can emphasise my feelings,but one very meaningful song do.And i present it to you. "For you i will", i wished i had been able to do the same as wad the lyrics had mentioned as well.Sigh.
TEDDY GEIGER LYRICS"For You I Will (Confidence)"Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you
If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room
I would
That's what I'd do,
That's what I'd do
That's what I'd do
To get through to you
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach