Tuesday, October 24, 2006 @11:44 AM
They say that one changes as u matures or grow up. apart from physical changes to yourself n stuff but oso the taste one's have in aspects of life.
For me, certain qualities in life i guess.Expectations, outlook of my future, Music, and Girls. wad a topic to talk about considering that my current lifestyle is so male-oriented. i guess finding your DESIRED ONE, one that fits all your criteria to a T, and finding someone that is flawed, has totally opposite personality or how she looks in life, strangely complements u , makes a difference.
Life is a very funny process. There's no perfection that we are lookin for, no rainbow after the rain which we craves. in fact, its how we cope with imperfections,dealing with imperfections and making imperfections,perfect that makes life all so fulfilling.
I know the girl i set a standard for myself still stands, but ultimately its one that is unreachable. and it doesnt bother me a bit cuz Life is a joke haha.
Fuck, readin thru wad i wrote earlier, cldnt really make out wad i m driving at.
Lately been quite into UK types of songs. Slow,melacholic,meaningful lyrics which describes very much how life in UK is. Dull,dark and always rainy. somehow i just love that kinda surroundings. In particular, Snow Patrol songs have pretty been just the perfect types of songs that best suits me. Embrace, Cold Play yada yada yada.
Had a game of soccer with platoon 3 peeps yest.was gd.rush of adrenaline felt gd. it was a good bonding time as well with the other peeps from sect 2 to 4.
Went to meet up cliques in the evening after everything. Crashed Billy Bombers for dinner.for once we didnt stoned. brb to continue update. gonna head for lunch.