Sunday, October 01, 2006 @2:47 PM
Paid a visit to granny at NUH earlier.
She had a bad fall early last wk and fractured her pelvic bone. Upon seeing her lying at the hospital bed just pains me. her frail body just shrank so much to the extent i could literally felt the pain for her. how could her weak body suffer such a blow of fracture. Totally made me wanna break down.
But being a man, i aint suppose to be shedding tears.even if the blow is too much to handle. Going thru army has brought my life to a whole new level of maturity. i feel that i ve aged thru it, accepting pain as parts and parcel of life but not letting such misfortunes daunt us. i ve learnt to be tough physically n mentally.
Tears didnt shed,but my heart did. thou i didnt get to speak much to granny because of the visiting relatives. i just wanna say i love u granny. please get well soon.
and so this is it,just got back from the dreaded hosp. feeling drained that in a matter of hours i will be headin straight back to the lonesome island for yet another 6 days. however i felt awkwardly glad to head back for i know i prefer withstandin the stress in there than facing my irrational father's attitude.
but its alright, life in the army phase really changed my thinkin and handlin of reactions in life. no longer will there be anymore arguments or shoutin back. Rationality is the key.
Oct is here.time flies so quickly to the point that the next thing i know,dec falls and i will be outta tekong. and for once i m beginning to appreciate the company of my frens in there than lookin forward to graduating frm it.
nothing much to say for now for its such a draining day today. seeing some people's faces today just pisses me off. i guess only Mum is the most understandin and accomodating person.
Gone for another week.till then,tata peeps. and thanks for the visits despite not bloggin. appreciate :)
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