Sunday, January 07, 2007 @3:07 PM
As the song 髮如雪, track by Jay Chou was played out in the foreground of my desktop, i cant help but just think about what happened yest. Party-ied at Weiliang's place as it was his 21st bday. its like the 2nd visit there in a space of 2 wks, as usual, more drinkin more gambling. totally enjoyed the pple's company over there la. despite the fact that i aint really considered a member of the club, much less close to them on surface, but they treated me as dearly and friendly as everyone. appreciate it man.
At this point of time, just felt super nostalgic about certain stuff. not sure whether it was yest party, or sth to do with weiliang's place. it just felt unexplainable to me. perhaps its..... maybe thats.... oh well.
very soon, the whole keppel gang is gonna be disbanded...i think. jonathan headin to army in a wk, han heading to aussie for studies. Weiliang & Wee Jia might be headin to States for it too. gosh wad more can i say.
*Terrible, was what i felt yest. tried to reach out and speak, but somehow the timid me refrained. dumb. only spoke up after a loong time. presumably it didnt help much. if only u cld sense that i m tryin, but i figured u wont becuz ya wouldnt have interest in me! Conversation was short and abrupt i sensed.maybe becuz of the relatively distant relation, or that i just dun look pleasant n stuff.Time's tickin, but i aint giving. With the struggles i face, its worth everything tryin,even it it leads to futility. Its because of u. *will end here. got stuffs to pack up for book-in tonight. be back for updates in a wk i think.
bye world
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach