Wednesday, January 17, 2007 @11:25 AM
I am in self damage control now.
Woke up today and found myself with a very bad conjunctivitis. Left eye is red like.....period.
Eye is as small as Jay Chou's.
Downed half a pack of fags in just a day yesterday.
Splurging money like no one's business. Keeping myself busy with lotsa activities and clubbing coming up.
Why? why am i doing this?
foolish you may think? inflicting all these "damages" (well not from my pt of view) on myself...all for wad? for someone whom i ve a connection with but a pity she dont appreciate a fuck bit.
Presumptions or self-assumptions, at the very least tell me that i m a bother and i ll know wad to do. its like wad ur doin,didnt really give me a chance to know what mistakes i ve erred.
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach