tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-251749332011-04-22T05:15:02.679+08:00hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.comBlogger1091100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-68006542972795111062007-05-20T15:14:00.000+08:002007-05-20T15:37:48.686+08:00yoohoo!<br /><br />i admit weeks spent inside really passes REAL quickly.day in day out,wk in n out and it passes by all in a flash.come to tink abt it again,2007 aint that slow after all haha! anyway as i was sayin this wk had been esp fast. outdoor lectures and activities really killed all the waiting time and so i came up with this shit: wait to rush,rush to wait: its total bullshit ha! its a whole damn crash course of stuffs to learn in a short span of time. times are stressful.indeed but i m relishing the challenge, even if it deprived me of my precious 8hrs of sleep dosage daily. but heck one has to do what he has to do man. afterall, its the sword that i m aiming for!<br /><br />yest has been fruitful. caught spidey 3 with sis n cousins yest. awesome plot, but somehow it gives me the impression that it crashed everything together in a span of 2.5 hrs with 3 enemies,love hatred n family probs Tobey has to face. but credits to it for entertaining me as the 3rd instalment is somewhat diff from the first 2. with a little tinge of spidey's cheeky dance on the street, nerdish character and the "oh-i-m-so-scared" look peter parker acted haha.<br /><br />lots of eye candies everywhere on the streets! absolutely loved it.the eye contacts, the check-out looks and stuffs. in particular was this movie usherer by the name of Wanting.thanks sis for checkin out her name for me.looks like i m goin broke by catchin movies weekly over at PS haha.meridien is another place to check out peeps man i swear. Pool-ing over there is nothing but awesome.the ambience and people there r nice. ladies are high-CRASS standard and ENGRISH spoken haha.kenny even went to the extent of tellin me that he once saw a girl carryin her pooch and played there. thats OH so Paris-like bimbo shit. but..... FABULOUS. haha. am sure lookin forward to the next bookout man ;)<br /><br />Next sat's mini resolution : catch NEXT the movie @ PS - at the SPECIFIC counter where Wanting is gonna be at! and thereafter pool-mania at meridien! hahaha i m a happy cheeky boy! just like tobey maguire hahahahha! alrite thats all for updates. gonna study for tests! and prepare myself for the arduous wk ahead! tata peeps.<br /><br />PS: ETA 5 days to JUR home! sweet.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-6800654297279511106?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-62833376273041877392007-05-13T02:07:00.000+08:002007-05-13T02:14:43.497+08:00its been a long while since i last blogged.am so sorry for the absence.life in camp has been exhausting.barely have like 4 hrs of sleep a day for the entire wks when i used to be clockin at least 9hrs of sleep a day in the past. i miss sleepin, but sadly it nv materialise.<br /><br />Tests after tests after tests.sucks.but i must,gonna,have to cope well,becuz its my career.<br /><br />anyway i ll be posting up my bday party pics up pretty soon if i can have the luxury of more time.21st bday was surely an unforgettable one.<br /><br />and TODAY, yes today, 120507 , someone so made my day can.dinner by the sea-side, literally? endless talkins,playin the guitar and singing corny songs under the wet grasses and the ultimate peck, awesome haha. sometimes it aint all the big hooha of showing out ya feelings , or the limitless gifts u shower upon someone thats impt.its the minute things that one do for the other, listening to the person's prob, and the unexplainable eye contact that so said it all even thou silence fell on us for a moment, that suffices.<br /><br />my day is so fulfilled. spidey3 next sat eh? haha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-6283337627304187739?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-55932328812597943332007-04-07T14:33:00.001+08:002007-04-07T15:03:45.253+08:00Sorry for the unexplained absence this past wk. lots of things both great and shits happened.<br /><br />clubs shits with gaylord b4 he left, big FUCKING quarrel with dad which got me thrown out and lived on the streets for 5 days, shoppings, drivings lessons, and wingman Ronald's bday.<br /><br />Happenings. thats life<br /><br />anyway found a new club mate, gaylord's fren, Yen xin. awesome babe she is. barely knew each other for long, we hit it off great and that club night ended with us doing grindings and performing retro moves like the "Macarena dance" at 54. haha fabulous.<br /><br />Ron's bday was yest.wouldnt say it was perfect, but it was good nonetheless. U ass better be thankful that i called girls over to ya bday place to even out the guy to girl ratio man haha. Sis,Jeunesse, Sylvia and Pamela were there to crash the party.Kenny debbie and jeu's fren theresa joined too. awesome had lotsa fun playin and chattin, dicing the monopoly game and Uno.sis made stupid loud noises thats all so 'throw face' and the bimbotic shout with pammie toppled her wine over. aha<br /><br />Met some BMT frens over too.nicky is still the cute puny ass nicky, saw some sec sch buddies which kinda relived the old memories back at ma alma mater.<br /><br /><br />AYE! i m lazy to blog. going out to suss out babes now.meetin up with Kenny n prolly that ass chuck ROn. outing with cliques might happen later if things goes smoothly.will be back tonight to blog la! bye<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-5593232881259794333?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-15899395106571964602007-04-07T14:33:00.000+08:002007-04-07T15:03:22.890+08:00Sorry for the unexplained absence this past wk. lots of things both great and shits happened.<br /><br />clubs shits with gaylord b4 he left, big FUCKING quarrel with dad which got me thrown out and lived on the streets for 5 days, shoppings, drivings lessons, and wingman Ronald's bday.<br /><br />Happenings. thats life<br /><br />anyway found a new club mate, gaylord's fren, Yen xin. awesome babe she is. barely knew each other for long, we hit it off great and that club night ended with us doing grindings and performing retro moves like the "Macarena dance" at 54. haha fabulous.<br /><br />Ron's bday was yest.wouldnt say it was perfect, but it was good nonetheless. U ass better be thankful that i called girls over to ya bday place to even out the guy to girl ratio man haha. Sis,Jeunesse, Sylvia and Pamela were there to crash the party.Kenny debbie and jeu's fren theresa joined too. awesome had lotsa fun playin and chattin, dicing the monopoly game and Uno.sis made stupid loud noises thats all so 'throw face' and the bimbotic shout with pammie toppled her wine over. aha<br /><br />Met some BMT frens over too.nicky is still the cute puny ass nicky, saw some sec sch buddies which kinda relived the old memories back at ma alma mater.<br /><br /><br />AYE! i m lazy to blog. going out to suss out babes now.meetin up with Kenny n prolly that ass chuck ROn. outing with cliques might happen later if things goes smoothly.will be back tonight to blog la! bye<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-1589939510657196460?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-40370851369531120832007-03-29T01:24:00.000+08:002007-03-29T01:55:05.060+08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/Rgqq31_hQsI/AAAAAAAAAEE/B-AUyK0zU3Q/s1600-h/22032007879-001.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5047034208785089218" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/Rgqq31_hQsI/AAAAAAAAAEE/B-AUyK0zU3Q/s320/22032007879-001.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div> Sth which i came up with to make this entry less wordy.</div><div><br /><br /> </div><div>I actually wanna save this entry for tmr, to spice up the things i wanna blog tmr, but i cant take it any longer! its like having an afternoon nap sleepin on the computer desk and suddenly............</div><div><br /><br /></div><div>..........</div><div><br /><br /></div><div>........</div><div><br /><br /></div><div>....</div><div><br /><br /></div><div>...</div><div><br /><br /></div><div>.</div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div>You ejaculated big time.</div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div>Haha unleash all ur stockpile causing ur jeans to be filled with all ur spermazooes. sounds familiar? you bet! haha. yeah u know who i m referring to ;) the someone who's departin soon for 2 months! haha</div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div>ok the casts are simple: this guy named GL, hanster and hanster's ass.</div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div>GL was in deep slumber one afternoon.and inside that dream, he dreamt that he is so gonna lay his dick on someone's poor ass. As u all know it, Spore law states that its against the law to have sex thats not of the carnal nature.But GL decides to anal the poor fella. anyway of all places y the anal? its hairy n smells like dung hole... haha ok story continues that he couldnt wait any longer, and there he goes stripping his trousers quick and started to insert into the fella's ass, without even FIRST CHECKING the person's face. It was said that the assumption of the fella was a girl because she had long hair.</div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div>And so the fucking continues.</div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div>Upon reaching climax, he let out a satisfactorily moan "AhhHhhHh, it feels good" and proceeded with a spank on the ass.</div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div>GL asked the fella to turn over and he got the mother-of-god shock face which he has never experienced in the whole god damn 19yrs of his life. that fella who got his ass screwed was none other than hanster.</div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div>Poor hanster's ass. FUCKkkKKKkk.</div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div>It was also said that the expression hanster gave was a cynical,smirky smile that could felt more satisfied than ever. </div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div>End of story.</div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div>FUCKKkkKK! firstly after listening to that story, i just couldnt control but burst out laughing.At the same time i m so fucking disgusted abt that re-enactment which GL told me.but thankfully i know its all a big time joke that we r ever so candid to share with each other always. haha WHY in the first place was i ever in the picture of ur lusty dream.shldnt it be a girl? damn and my ass in his dreams was taken.fuck. </div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div>No it isnt any whole lot of gayism. ITS A TONNE LOAD OF GAYISM sheit. hahahha </div><div><br /><br /></div><div>it was uber disgusting la but it was a joy worth laughin about man haha. i like you GL! haha</div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div>oh my god did i mention that that dream actually brought into reality? that whole load of stockpile just blew out into his jeans, even though he keep emphasising that it only trickled out. pathetic! haha liar!</div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div>but yeah it definitely made me laugh all while, while penning this funny encounter out, coupled with the dim lightings my medusa light brought and a cigarette in hand, AhhHh, life's great.</div><div> </div><div> </div><div> <a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgqqpV_hQrI/AAAAAAAAAD8/nbXtuux_Sho/s1600-h/22032007877.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5047033959676986034" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgqqpV_hQrI/AAAAAAAAAD8/nbXtuux_Sho/s320/22032007877.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div> </div><div>Clubbing tmr at Mos again. its the last ride with the chicks jur! lets make it rite this time.and oh yar french cap is provided by me shld everything goes as planned! haha friday chalet,sat big time chillin @ grapevine's!</div><div> </div><div>Awesome.</div><div> </div><div>Let's go to the park</div><div>I wanna kiss you underneath the stars</div><div>Maybe we'll go too far</div><div>We just don't care,</div><div>We just don't care,</div><div>We just don't care.</div><div> </div><div>Nights world! (:</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-4037085136953112083?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-14934450332267644402007-03-28T13:04:00.000+08:002007-03-28T13:13:32.022+08:00melodious tune that oozes not just the sentimental ballad kind of love mood,but also added a dash of r&b rhythm into the song, making it all so lovely to make.....LOVE haha. be it in a kitchen, the office or even ya MAMA's hse. take it away John. You're the Legend! ;)<br /><br /><strong>JOHN LEGEND LYRICS</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>"P.D.A. (We Just Don't Care)"</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Let's go to the park</strong><br /><strong>I wanna kiss you underneath the stars</strong><br /><strong>Maybe we'll go too far</strong><br /><strong>We just don't care,</strong><br /><strong>We just don't care,</strong><br /><strong>We just don't care.</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>You know I love you when you're loving me</strong><br /><strong>Sometimes it's better when it's publicly</strong><br /><strong>I'm not ashamed, I don't care who sees</strong><br /><strong>Us hugging & kissing our love exhibition all</strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">We'll rendezvous out on the fire escape</span></strong><br /><strong>I'd like to <span style="color:#ff0000;">set off an alarm</span> today</strong><br /><strong>The <span style="color:#ff0000;">love emergency don't make me wait</span></strong><br /><strong>Just follow I'll lead you</strong><br /><strong>I urgently need you</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Let's go to the park</strong><br /><strong>I wanna kiss you underneath the stars</strong><br /><strong>Maybe we'll go too far</strong><br /><strong>We just don't care</strong><br /><strong>We just don't care</strong><br /><strong>We just don't</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Let's make love, let's go somewhere they might discover us</strong><br /><strong>Let's get lost in lust</strong><br /><strong>We just don't care,</strong><br /><strong>We just don't care,</strong><br /><strong>We just don't care.</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>I see you closing down the restaurant</strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Let's sneak and do it when your boss is gone</span></strong><br /><strong>Everybody's leaving we'll have some fun</strong><br /><strong>Or maybe it's wrong but you're turning me on.</strong><br /><strong>Ooh, we'll take a visit to your <span style="color:#ff0000;">Mama's house</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Creep to the bedroom while your Mama's out</span></strong><br /><strong>Maybe she'll hear it when we scream and shout</strong><br /><strong>And we'll keep it <span style="color:#ff0000;">rocking until she comes knocking</span></strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Let's go to the park</strong><br /><strong>I wanna kiss you underneath the stars</strong><br /><strong>Maybe we'll go too far</strong><br /><strong>We just don't care,</strong><br /><strong>We just don't care,</strong><br /><strong>We just don't...</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Let's make love,</strong><br /><strong>Let's go somewhere they might discover us.</strong><br /><strong>Let's get lost in lust</strong><br /><strong>We just don't care,</strong><br /><strong>We just don't care,</strong><br /><strong>We just don't care.</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>If we keep up on this fooling around</strong><br /><strong>We'll be the talk of the town</strong><br /><strong>I'll tell <span style="color:#ff0000;">the world I'm in love any time</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Let's open up the blinds 'cause we really don't mind</span></strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Ooh I <span style="color:#ff0000;">don't care about the propriety</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Let's break the rules and ignore society</span></strong><br /><strong>Maybe our neighbors like to spy, it's true</strong><br /><strong>So what if they watch when we do what we do</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Oh, let's go to the park</strong><br /><strong>I wanna kiss you underneath the stars</strong><br /><strong>Maybe we'll go too far</strong><br /><strong>We just don't care,</strong><br /><strong>We just don't care,</strong><br /><strong>We just don't...</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Let's make love, let's go somewhere they might discover us...</strong><br /><strong></strong><br />sounds like some sexual escapades. but i rather think it to be a love chemistry thats sizzling hot! yeah haha.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-1493445033226764440?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-33411813098406767452007-03-27T17:49:00.000+08:002007-03-27T18:41:21.624+08:00Blogger is all fucked up. and i mean totally. <br /><br />F<br />U<br />C<br />K<br />E<br />D <br /><br />U<br />P<br /><br />yeah been tryin hard to login to updates the peeps out. but always fails me when my inspiration is at the climax.<br /><br />Anyway 2nd week into my leave has been great so far.forget the mondays,tues and prolly wed. but all i gonna say is welcome thurs fri sat and sun! cuz for all u know, these days r TGI-TFSS!<br />had driving lesson on mon.pretty awesome in a sense that we drove to tampines.flyover path was fuckin gd.ram the accelerator to a cool the magic 80 instead of the barrier that STICKS IN RED at 60, implyin not to cross that damn mark. who cares haha.yayayayayay thurs another driving lesson cant wait to finish all 30 lessons before gettin MA license. <br /><br />I m a happy boy!<br /><br />crashed aunt's hse yest night and it was the usual gd ol treatment aunt never fails to lavish on me.spoke quite a bit,she tellin me all her office politics, and her incessant travellings in the upcoming months. Zurich,Hk,Taichung,Bangkok. omfg. wad a life to enjoy.but with big bucks comes with big sarcifice. 1 particular topic we mentioned abt was that her enthusiasm in doin charity work. chanced across a cheque of $2500 being issued to the Buddhist Free Polyclinic and stuff. amongst others are the orphanage and aged homes. i admire her philantrophy. and yeah i ll follow her footsteps one day if my financial conditions r as comfy as hers. as usual, she gave me some buckeroos for my spendings, despite my constant rejection, but somehow it always ended up with me - Yusof Ishak in blue! :)<br /><br />met gaylord up b4 training to harbourfront. spoke loads abt our programmes for our upcoming wk. Clubbin @ MoS on thurs again! YAY<br /><br />I m a happy boy again! :) :)<br /><br />yeah thats rite, clubbin at the same club again. it was supposed to be one which joel gonna ask me to go, but luck came and jest's lesbo grp fren of 4 r crashin too! oh man i so gonna let my hair down n know these chicks as well as the others. Word of caution : Frolicking and grinding maybe possible haha!! Friday gonna go for ma cliques chalet, its sorta a surprise for Yh bday. oops not sure whether YOU yh might have read these b4 fri comes haha. but i suppose it wont be that 'suay' haha. cycling on fri nite and stayin up late is a pretty feasible idea. and wads more impt in chalet that makes it all worthwhile wld be sussing out the babes, doin their bbq in the adjacent chalets.<br /><br />Jur and i made a pact that we gonna be all so happening during the chalet, but given his shyness, *- hey i asked for the services on ya behalf last monday rmb?* haha, i wld start the ice breaker. so god pls pray that chicks wld swamp to chalet on that day yeah. <br /><br />Come sat, we wld chill out @ grapevine till 6am, this time again cruising all the beautiful babes in there. OMG PL girls r HOT.<br /><br />Used to think that PLmgs girls r the from-e-TAF club kind, if not like my sis in her early pri sch days with the lousy bangs haha. but not anymore. HOT HOT HOT. Pl lites are a force to be reckon with =><br /><br /> thats abt it. will prolly add another entry tonight b4 prison break epi21 finishes. WOOHOO its coming to an end! there most prolly wld have a season 3. but fuck PB is DA BEST. fuck LOST and SMALLVILLE. Neo Han Wei says so man! <br /><br />gotta go for diiner. TA!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-3341181309840676745?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-88258322368941067832007-03-25T02:45:00.000+08:002007-03-25T02:56:01.777+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:130%;">CLUBBING WAS FANTABU-AWESOME-LOUS!</span></strong><br /><br />u heard me. clubbing at Mos yest couldnt have been better than i thought. the chicks which we 'eyed' all while, the alcohol we had that streamed into our blood, the obscene no. of fags we smoked and most imptly, the MUUUUUUUUSIC that kept us grooving for 4 hrs straight. awesome.<br />awesome.<br /><br />this wk has been fuckin productive. and one significant improvement would be the expand of our social circle. oh life's great. seductive looks, casual flirtings, grinding dance movements. it definitely made my week.<br /><br />Moooove bitch get out the way get the way bitch get out the way! ludacris mood now. put your left hand up, ur right hand up, whuteva~ am fuckin in a clubbin mood now despite my energy in me is all sapped up. what is meant to be only a 3 word entry to say abt ma club exp, became a normal entry.fuck. will elaborate on the exp prolly tmr.<br /><br />just came back from a great chillout in ma area. Grapevine: the land of hot chicks, that promises u to savour what u ve seen. it has been certified by hanster btw. tall,slim,pretty and eng bred.whats more haha?<br /><br />gaylord: luck dont knock on ur door twice, much less 3 times! even much fucking less 3 times in 3 consecutive days haha.u heard me? the bf she's got is a mofo fugler. hahaha.<br /><br />Life's full of gayism shit - its colourful and exciting but often bring about bad impression. but i m liking it. fuck the parents. join the anti-neo today.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-8825832236894106783?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-75095179663141098292007-03-23T12:22:00.000+08:002007-03-23T14:03:12.170+08:00<div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">WASSUP peeps!<br /></div><br />am suppose to blog yest abt the happenings late this wk,but stuffs and partly the laziness in me tied me down to...blog. but this entry promises to be fulfilling as its pics galore!bet to feast ya eyes haha.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Wed: it was suppose to be a day spent rotting at home, but after some 'psycho' session by blinked182 sister, she managed to tempt the ass outta me to head out to town to get some serious stuffs. there we went.got my shirts at GAP! blown a cool $100 shimmies on a classic white shirt and a trademark tee shirt frm there. uber guilty spendin can? thankfully that shirt i got was the last size and i managed to reserved it.it was supposed to be at the outlet @ centrepoint but the goldfish memory of mine thot it was at wisma.<br /><br /><br /><br />however it aint a trip wasted.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />the sales assistant, Carol was all so helpful and enthusiatic.not only did she served me well, she even bothered to go the extra mile to call up centrepoint to confirm the reservation was there.<br /><br />all dressed up smartly in a presumably gap outfit,with a butt-huggin levi's ladies cut that is oomph-sexae!, and clad with dunks, she's a girl i wld like her,despite her puny size, haha she's cute nonetheless! ;) the occasional giggles and awkward conversation we had made our day gd....i think haha. bet it made her day when i thanked her by her name as we walked out. it sure felt gd with such casual flirtings ard hehe. *will upload the pics of ma clothes up soon yeah*<br /><br /><br /><br />oh yar did i mention cute Michael Scofield is the model for GAP? swoon.<br /><br /><br />headed home thereafter before gaylord called up and sis n moi went to sunshine to have our usual teh-o. this was what looked like on our way to prata-haven!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNhMcRSFWI/AAAAAAAAAC8/CKKJFw-slwY/s1600-h/antonio+1.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044982873960093026" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNhMcRSFWI/AAAAAAAAAC8/CKKJFw-slwY/s320/antonio+1.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /></p><br /><p align="center">I tried to act a la-antonio banderas's Desperado act.it only prove futile!<br /><br /></p><p align="center"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNas8RSFOI/AAAAAAAAAB8/bxu4xSm8UNs/s1600-h/antonio2.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044975735724446946" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNas8RSFOI/AAAAAAAAAB8/bxu4xSm8UNs/s320/antonio2.jpg" border="0" /></a></p><div align="center">aint i rite?it went horribly wrong haha!<br /></div><br /><br /><br /><p align="left"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNbOcRSFPI/AAAAAAAAACE/uWglKZJYQQk/s1600-h/21032007866.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044976311250064626" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNbOcRSFPI/AAAAAAAAACE/uWglKZJYQQk/s200/21032007866.jpg" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNbb8RSFQI/AAAAAAAAACM/Vopa_8OnVbQ/s1600-h/21032007867.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044976543178298626" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNbb8RSFQI/AAAAAAAAACM/Vopa_8OnVbQ/s200/21032007867.jpg" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNdoMRSFSI/AAAAAAAAACc/Q0otHMillpI/s1600-h/21032007870.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044978952654951714" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNdoMRSFSI/AAAAAAAAACc/Q0otHMillpI/s200/21032007870.jpg" border="0" /></a></p>random pics : sis's blink 182 shirt is is coolios, and aint she looks like the fatass siew hwee on the right?hahaha<br /><br /><br /><br />THURS:<br /><br /><br />it was a much better spent day compared to wed. meet up with gaylord to go for the much needed SUNTANNING session. and boy it was so much fun and fucking hilarious. haha i ll prefer to let the fotos do the talking! take i away!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNfS8RSFTI/AAAAAAAAACk/6BGhH_ItHgE/s1600-h/22032007897.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044980786605987122" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNfS8RSFTI/AAAAAAAAACk/6BGhH_ItHgE/s320/22032007897.jpg" border="0" /></a></p><div align="center">suntanning buddies!yeah i m loving this life!</div><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNoZ8RSFdI/AAAAAAAAAD0/f1E6nDSLrW0/s1600-h/V+ing.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044990802469721554" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNoZ8RSFdI/AAAAAAAAAD0/f1E6nDSLrW0/s200/V+ing.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div align="left"></div><div align="left">Model-wannabe? haaha</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNoQcRSFcI/AAAAAAAAADs/cugO01RbH6k/s1600-h/fierce.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044990639260964290" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNoQcRSFcI/AAAAAAAAADs/cugO01RbH6k/s200/fierce.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">Do i look like you owe me $$?<br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNn68RSFbI/AAAAAAAAADk/JZMQfRP9xd8/s1600-h/burrows+double.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044990269893776818" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNn68RSFbI/AAAAAAAAADk/JZMQfRP9xd8/s200/burrows+double.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">Lincoln Burrows's double?haha</br></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">these pictures looked perfectly fine and protected our sexuality until...................................</div><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNhosRSFXI/AAAAAAAAADE/Qo81FrruNm4/s1600-h/gayism2.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044983359291397490" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNhosRSFXI/AAAAAAAAADE/Qo81FrruNm4/s200/gayism2.jpg" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNhv8RSFYI/AAAAAAAAADM/O56BYATFcLA/s1600-h/gayism3.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044983483845449090" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNhv8RSFYI/AAAAAAAAADM/O56BYATFcLA/s200/gayism3.jpg" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNf_8RSFUI/AAAAAAAAACs/LmldZ65u7Sc/s1600-h/gayism1.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044981559700100418" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgNf_8RSFUI/AAAAAAAAACs/LmldZ65u7Sc/s200/gayism1.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#ffff00;">TINGE OF GAYNESS?</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#33cc00;">ABSLOLUTELY NOT</span>!</strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">ITS A WHOLE LOT OF GAYISM!</span></strong></div><strong></strong><br /><br /><br /><div align="left">haha just kiddin gaylord.u inherited my genes to look gd man.my inheritance of ma style,my dressing,my like for fag-ging, we even got the same hairstylist!hha. but dont ya think u really attracted the wrong attention?like wad happened yest?hahaha okok shall spare ya!</div><br /><br /><div align="left">we proceeded to vivo again after our tanning to chill again.and boy it seems we ll always spend our ka-chings whenever we go out.jur bought a zara polo tee thats ol-so-cool. but a pity ya haven got the built yet.work harder yeah officer to be! :) </div><br /><div align="left">headed to his place,played When You Say Nothing at All on my guitar for the one last tim before it was sold. headed home n locked to Prison Break after.</div><br /><div align="left">TONIGHTS DA NIGHT....cuz we are clubbing baby!we ve got our stuffs are ready,looking like a million bucks ready to hit the clubs man. MOS here we come!<br /><br /></div><div align="left">thats all folks. will be back for updates tmr night,after another round of drinking @ grapevine's and cruising of babes before coming home. </div><br /><div align="left">aint life gd now? you bet.<br /><br />TATA!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-7509517966314109829?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-13075503891420677782007-03-21T00:03:00.000+08:002007-03-21T23:25:16.999+08:00Looks like what i ve promised today for this entry looks totally worthwhile, pics that i gonna upload that will feast u pple eyes haha.<br /><br /><br />I FOUND MY HOLY GRAIL. not exactly found it in a finder's keepers way, but i found it. the one perfect girl that suits my bill,that lives up to my true standard. yeah its been long and after scouring thru, this girl which i incidentally found fits to a T! i know i know my expectations have always been high to the extent u guys all know, but whenever i told ya that its this girl or that babe that i fall for, it FELL way off target. but i m pretty sure this one that i gonna post, is ma standard. but i guess never in this shit life of mine can i ever be with such a beauty, i swear. so lemme indulge in this sweet fantasy for just a moment ha!<br /><br /><br /><br />PS: so sorry to the girl i ve took the pics from ya to post it here.perhaps it kinda infringed some copyright sheit or ur privacy but yeah i wouldnt mind payin a million buckeroos for the lawsuit just to admire ur beauty :) :) :) :) btw she's a pure chinese singaporean but eng bred.proof? she's a Tan. hahahha.<br /><br /><br />ENOUGH. u guys must be fucking cursing now becuz of all the ra-tata that i m typing. so here goes: 3,2,1!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgAO9sRSFJI/AAAAAAAAABU/APC1uZywR4A/s1600-h/club+chick+denyse.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044048035673412754" style="WIDTH: 244px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" height="210" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgAO9sRSFJI/AAAAAAAAABU/APC1uZywR4A/s400/club+chick+denyse.bmp" width="245" border="0" /></a><br />She's a Club chic !</p><br /><br /><div align="left">*particular pic was chosen so as to leave u guys with a wee bit of mystery before showin u guys her face!*</div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgASLsRSFKI/AAAAAAAAABc/DYoasxLa1Bs/s1600-h/casual+chick+denyse.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044051574726464674" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgASLsRSFKI/AAAAAAAAABc/DYoasxLa1Bs/s320/casual+chick+denyse.bmp" border="0" /></a><br />She's also a Casual Chic!<br />*aww aint her style versatile? lovely.*</p><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgAc1sRSFLI/AAAAAAAAABk/3q6gIGrpnaQ/s1600-h/mummygirldenyse.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044063291397248178" style="WIDTH: 214px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 262px" height="277" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgAc1sRSFLI/AAAAAAAAABk/3q6gIGrpnaQ/s320/mummygirldenyse.bmp" width="233" border="0" /></a><br />Never Forgetting She's a Mummy girl!sleek chic!</p><br /><br /><br /><br />If only i am a little taller,blessed with a better looking features and a wider social circle, otherwise all these r nothing but nothing. haha so rate it peeps? aint she cool? dresses differently for every occasion. a totally diff person with a different personality aww god its literally like a post dedicated esp to her la. Madly infatuated with her now.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Well today was my first driving lesson today.all i can say is that,its a horse jerking debut haha.was in panicky mode when the green light flashed, the cars are waiting behind. no matter how hard i ram the accelerator,it wldnt move even thou the engine spun wildly and the tachymeter roars upwards.upon releasing the clutch on resulted in the horse motion.fucked up. haha but it was fun.got the hang of it after an hr and man i cant wait to hit gear 5! uncle even promised to allow me to reach tampines for next lesson. woohoo!<br /><br /><br />gonna try suntanning tmr over at aunt's place again,gyming and prolly go chillout. there u go! my day. be back for updates soon.<br /><br />random: btw, the girl looks like Ueto Aya, the actress who acted in Cryin out love, in the centre of the world. Incidentally, my playlist was playin the sad tune of that drama. deja vu man! ha.<br /><br />nights world!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgFNssRSFMI/AAAAAAAAABs/LUWSOC-gJkQ/s1600-h/bohochic+denyse.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044398487824897218" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RgFNssRSFMI/AAAAAAAAABs/LUWSOC-gJkQ/s320/bohochic+denyse.bmp" border="0" /></a></p><div align="center">Oh yar, she's also a bohemian chic girl too.<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-1307550389142067778?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-73624088034111426312007-03-19T23:26:00.000+08:002007-03-19T23:44:00.879+08:00Let the party begins! yeah 3wks of leave before the tough course ushers in. i suppose its a really deserve leave since i doubt there will be much time in enjoyin until after 9 months. so i aint complaining ir biath-ing abt it!<br /><br />21 days may seem long.however there's a part of me that never fails to keep counting down the days before April comes and the real TEST begins. pple r enjoyin, but perhaps its just the worried me that keeps reminding me at the back of my mind that the bed of roses are soon to be a bed of roses, with THORNS. oh well i m such a paranoid freak. perhaps i ve the mentality of a king? hahaha, caught 300 at vivo earlier. there r some parts of the movie which i can vividly rmb, other than the SEX scenes, i mean i m a boy afterall haha, but the pt is, as the warriors rejoice in the successful battle of the day, only the king is fretting.<br /><br />which brings me to this qn. does worryin means not being complacent? or the fact that worryin gets u nowhere?! how contradicting. but i wld like to believe in the former! haha<br /><br />...<br />..<br />.<br /><br />enough of the pessimistic sheits. anyway vivo theatres are enormous. seats r awesome fuck.plush and seductively red, n not forgetting the wide wide screen that it has to offer, cathay cineplex, BACK OFF ha. vivo is the next place to hang out. shopped with gaylord today.found lotsa hidden treasures for shoppin clothes. saw a top at GAP which i totally went gaga.its a cool $65 which i so wld pay for it.baby its for friday man, MOS here icome. RETRO bar u rock hahaha. smoked our asses out after, chilled a little and headed to chinatown for AHEM, chilout.had dinner at Maxwell's saw this hot babe which we kept havin contacts.wooo i ve sinned for my eyes have literally molested, after eyeing and scanning her top to bottom for the 390290285 times. ha fabulous.<br /><br />thereafter walked aimelessly like headless chickens ard chinatown.speakin abt chickens, haha they r............................great to eat! esp the wing area hahaha! gaylord r u reading? :P shortly after we were welcomed by some Chinese "Ambassadors" which we gladly obliged with by entertaining them. awesome. i guess they r being overfriendly becuz of the upcoming Olympics? that we ended spended a few shimmies entertaining them.funny! haha gaylord r u grinning now?hahaha! had more fags before heading home.<br /><br />Overall day was great.gonna learn driving tmr hope i can finish at least 10 lessons.gonna go gym n suntanning this wk again after the Sun gave up on me today.fuck. mos-king on friday.thurs might head town to get my GAP shirt n prolly meet up with poly frens or wing man Ron for some tete-a-tete session. absolutely FABULOUS. be back for updates tmr.n hopefully some pics to spice up this over-wordy fuck blog.<br /><br />PRISON BREAK EPI 20 IS up in a few hrs baby! SCOFIELD u rock ;)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-7362408803411142631?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-88763675693557359462007-03-19T00:44:00.000+08:002007-03-19T23:25:40.559+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong><a title="How much am I worth?" href="http://www.humanforsale.com">I am <span style="font-size:180%;">worth $1,915,032</span> on HumanForSale.com</a><br /><a title="How much are you worth?" href="http://www.humanforsale.com">How much are you worth?</a></strong></span><br /><p><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></p><p><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">yeah thats how much i m worth. Welcome after being away from blog for a wk. gonna keep this short since i gotta go back tmr to sort out some admin sheits. damn y isit the leave that we got always come disturbed. passed BTT in a single shot woohoo! this wk is gonna be MA WK. will update tmr if theres the time. suntanning tmr shoppin. tues driving. HERE I COME BABY!</span></p></span><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-8876367569355735946?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-40665718989062483432007-03-13T00:57:00.000+08:002007-03-13T00:58:45.728+08:00I AM BAAAAACCCKKK!<br />yoohoo its been a god damn long 2 months since i last blogged, so much so<br />that i literally see cobwebs forming all over. m partly to be blamed for not<br />having the mood to blog out after a series of events within the period.<br />nonetheless i m gonna pen them out.<br />as wad was stated above, yeah i m back. owing the the fact that i cant say<br />where because of certain sensitive issues, i believe u all, ma gd gd frens<br />shld know rite? ;) its has been great even thou i only get to experience the<br />last leg of the journey thats only a couple weeks. but boy it has been a<br />great eye opener.<br />different culture, different people, totally new environment thats so in the<br />70s. realised that Spore afterall aint that bad, so shut the whining and<br />appreciate how beautiful she is. partied lots,smoked the hell out till i<br />almost developed Constantine's tar-riddened lungs. and catching the crunch<br />football match at a alfresco seaside bar on a wonderful sat in a foreign<br />land, catching Liverpool vs Manutd. a pity the reds of Merseyside lost, but<br />full points for the ambience of the bar,coupled with great frens<br />company,limitless alcohol and fags!<br />as soon as i stepped back to ol sweet motherland, time has nv been on my<br />side. immediately headed to aunt's place for a gd gd lunch <kinda ugh about<br />the food that chef prepared, but nonetheless still gd enuff>, thereafter<br />headed home for a quick splash and unpacking before heading out to town with<br />sis. bought her some clothes and a beloved cap from AX which totally<br />contrasted with my black one, boy i felt happy in a way that i did my job as<br />brother wld do to his sis, and more imptly seeing her face beamed with<br />happiness. Ass-ster now tell me where can u find a better bro in the world<br />even thou we always quarrel , for the 21089719387531 times i can rmb. but i<br />guess our constant blabbering is our way of showing sibling love for each<br />other. you suck la sis haha.<br />thereafter heading to sk to see my ah ma.had dinner and chatted with her<br />up,she has definitely aged alot more,and seeing her always lying on her bed,<br />i cldnt help but empathise her that she needed companion.love u ah ma.<br />legs r tired, so r my lungs, however instead of heading home, i went to<br />Liquid Kitchen,off Serangoon Gardens to chill with jest and gibson.fun fun<br />fun. i love night life.but that doesnt mean i like to club,thou i frequent<br />occasionally<how> but the perfect settin wld be a nice<br />bar/pub to relax,soft music, football matches on plasma tvs,red wines and<br />fags. that was wad we got on sat.chatted with jur and gib till we all turned<br />'high' after downing a Chauteau Red Wine. day ended after i got home at 2<br />before crashin to bed.<br />Sunday: went marketin with parents in the early morning,settled breakfast<br />before HEADING TO ONG'S PLACE FOR STEAMBOAT. see that now TIME NEVER SEEMS<br />TO BE ON MY SIDE WHEN I M OUT? ha.stayed for 2 hrs, headed to dinner with<br />gramps before headin back to BB again. finally got home from ong's place at<br />11.managed to chat mum up after all my incessant outings with frens.sorry ya<br />mum.<br />thats abt it, since entry is gettin lengthier and i suppose u guys will<br />start cursin me for straining ur eyes ha! be back for upadtes tmr.<br />random thot, tmr's basic theory test,hope to pass it in a single shot and<br />look forward to gettin my license on the time i projected. and damn PRISON<br />BREAK WILL ONLY be back on march 19. grrr.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-4066571898906248343?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-75262739435402380742007-01-21T00:38:00.000+08:002007-01-21T01:13:30.601+08:00Its bloggin time! yeah its been a long time and finally i m into bloggin-mode!<br /><br />the 2 days towards the wkend has been especially eventful!.really got me to rid the troubles off my mind thats been buggin me for several days.<br /><br />Friday headed to town to meet ong up.it was a one to one kinda outing.omit the usual numbers we have,still must say it was fabulous.chatted lots regardin THE girl,sought lots of advices from ong which in helped in a way or another haha. thanks for accompanyin me to go get the belated xmas gifts for xiaoying. Topshop was where i got the pressies.and it was topshop,the place which THE girl suggested to me.<br /><br />of so many outlets of topshop across the island,why in the name of RAT ASS would i head to Wisma's? because the accessories there is nicer?or that its because of the suggestions THE girl came up with? my mind cant really figure out an ans,however i guess my heart does,as i pen out the reasons,though as much as i hate it because its like a tell-all,bare all kind. i guess its because by goin there not only m able to get the gifts,but also,the naive me harbouring a little glimmer of hope in seeing her there.<br /><br />sadly it didnt materialise.<br /><br />chilled out for coffee till 6 before gettin stuffs for zann's bday.it was kinda cheapo judgin on the price, but hey thats 2 person payin and at the VERY LEAST, we bothered to buy for her la. paced down to PS to get a scheaffer pen for ong's beloved <-- awww sweet haha! costs a cool 50 bucks with the engraving. wad a memorable gift.Mr Lee better appreciate it man haha.<br /><br />headed to suntec for crystal jade with parents.sumptous and gd.had a ball of time with sis's lame-ass jokes la.thereafter headed to aunt's place to crash for the night as promised.<br /><br />FINALLY got to sit that brand new baby of mine!i can say its rightfully mine cuz i have a part to pay for that.next will be gettin a license,hopefully by year end, together with the commisioning,say if everything goes smoothly, that wld be a great thing to end 2007!<br /><br /><br />SAT: met up the cliques again!coolios.chilled had dinner over at vivo.had some cam-whoring sessions.raymond,m waiting for ur photos haha.realised that the Rayban shades which i ve got, i look better each time, the longer i wear 'em. shades and glasses do really "take" the shape of ur face over time! haha.will upload them up. Car-ed down to Selegie for pool-session and tao-huay break! haha. its a joy to see royce gettin his license and driving alr.all the more spurring me to get MINE soon too haha.<br /><br />Then, lady luck hits twice! saw this cute girl playin with her frens at the pool table. saw her earlier at harbourfront's pastamania.with her giggling and fun loving attitude, it was eye-catchin la! cldnt believe my luck as to see her again at parklane.wads even more unbelievable is that our pool table is actually right beside herS! more giggling starts!i swear it must be that she cant believe that luck hits twice as to see us here in a matter of an hour. haha boy it was kinda deja vu shit. cursed myself for not pluckin the courage to go chat her up haha.<br /><br />trained home to meet jur and the littles for teh sessions again. was gd.smoked more fags again,till my trachea hurts.damn astrology is true.they say taureans' weakest organ lies in the throat & neck area. so if thats accurate? WHY NOT TAURUS AND LEO? it differs big time man.damn the sadness virus starts comin all back again.<br /><br />GOD, please pave my path of troubles now so i can see my route.<br /><br />overall it has been a fan-tabulous wkend! passed and seen Little India.NExt stop, the REAL india next wk! haha<br /><br />tata peeps! :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-7526273943540238074?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-57263243065118224752007-01-18T14:53:00.000+08:002007-01-18T15:08:00.968+08:00Tears began swelling up my eye, as it prepares to trickle down to my left cheek. why is this happening? is it because of my sored eye thats causing such a reaction..... or sth deeper inside?<br /><br />Nah its the reaction of the eye to constantly produce tear to keep my eye moist and sorta clean it. but saying all this, cld i using these as an excuse to mask my misery? perhaps.<br /><br />Wads being so difficult to just keep in constant touch with u just so to get more acquainted with you? all i ask for was to get to know u more better,it aint as if i makin a bold move or sth ...YET. maybe its part of a girl nature to "play hard", i understand.but what i dont is that the way u show it, its like an indication that u zero interest.<br /><br />Henceforth, i decided to pull the plug. i am out of this game. i shant be an irritant.<br />Its a foolish game that i shldnt have even a single thought of enterin in the first place.<br /><br />"[Pre-chorus]<br />Well in case you failed to notice,<br />In case you failed to see,<br />This is my heart bleeding before you,<br />This is me down on my knees, and...<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />These foolish games are tearing me apart,<br />And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.<br />You're breaking my heart."<br /><br /><-- Gotten this particular part from Jewel's song titled - Foolish Game<br /><br />I guess the song said it all.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-5726324306511822475?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-41339420423394624572007-01-17T11:25:00.000+08:002007-01-17T11:33:56.287+08:00I am in self damage control now.<br /><br />Woke up today and found myself with a very bad conjunctivitis. Left eye is red like.....period.<br />Eye is as small as Jay Chou's.<br /><br />Downed half a pack of fags in just a day yesterday.<br /><br />Splurging money like no one's business. Keeping myself busy with lotsa activities and clubbing coming up.<br /><br />Why? why am i doing this?<br /><br />foolish you may think? inflicting all these "damages" (well not from my pt of view) on myself...all for wad? for someone whom i ve a connection with but a pity she dont appreciate a fuck bit.<br />Presumptions or self-assumptions, at the very least tell me that i m a bother and i ll know wad to do. its like wad ur doin,didnt really give me a chance to know what mistakes i ve erred.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-4133942042339462457?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-42244934879629000262007-01-16T12:30:00.000+08:002007-01-16T12:51:07.580+08:00For once, i must say that chinese songs aint really that lousy. for once i shld correct my statements that i made about mandarin songs. sometimes chinese tracks is a perfect tonic, an excellent remedy to bring out the mood... bring out the sentimental side of someone. yeah..<br /><br />Particularly into the world of Cao Ge rite now, thanks to my 2 wk buddy in OCS infantry Guofeng. its him who introduced me to the sweet melodies of mandarin songs. thanks buddy. in case ya din know, he's a pretty gd singer man, stil recall the nights where he wld hymm the music and streching his vocals using his diaphragm haha. coolios. he's a part time actor also, talented fella la. just wanna say thank u for makin the 2wks one to rmb. thanks buddy.<br /><br />ok purpose of bloggin is not to say thank u or wad, but rather post a lyrics from one of 曹格's track, titled:<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><strong>世界唯一的你</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><em>How~~~ Mmmm~</em><br /><em>是你 第一眼我就认出来</em><br /><em>这是命运最美丽的 安排</em><br /><em>是爱 让你略过慢长等待</em><br /><em>我们只要现在相爱 幸福就来</em><br /><em>恨我来不及参于你的过去 抱歉让你等待</em><br /><em>我愿意付出一切交换 我灵魂的另一半</em><br /><em>这个世界唯一的你 是我拥有的奇迹</em><br /><em>对我说的一字一句 都是我们的秘密</em><br /><em>紧紧拥抱唯一的你 无可救药的坚定</em><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><em>就算世界与我为敌 我也愿意 我什么 都愿意<br />看~开 过去所有的悲哀 都只是训练我为你 勇敢 真爱</em><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><em>照亮了漆黑的夜晚 寻找了彼此一辈子 再不分开<br /></em><br /><em>恨我来不及参于你的过去 抱歉让你等待</em><br /><em>我愿意付出一切交换 我灵魂的另一半</em><br /><em>I Could Climb The Highest Mountain</em><br /><em>I Would Swim The Deepest Sea (The Deepest Sea)</em><br /><em>对我说的一字一句 都是我们的秘密</em><br /><em>紧紧拥抱唯一的你 无可救药的坚定</em><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><em>就算世界与我为敌 我也愿意 我什么 都愿意<br /></em><br /><em>我愿意付出一切交换 我灵魂的另一半</em><br /><em>I Could Climb The Highest Mountain</em><br /><em>I Would Swim The Deepest Sea</em><br /><em>就算要我上天下地</em><br /><em>我什么都愿意为你</em><br /><em>紧紧拥抱唯一的你 无可救药的坚定</em><br /><em>就算世界与我为敌 我也愿意 我什么 都愿意 Mmmm~</em></span><span style="font-size:180%;"><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span>aint that meaningful? random quote.<br /><br />gtg SSDC soon, gonna enrol to take basic theory, hopefully by then if i commission, i ve got a veh to drive.ha.<br /><br />Han out!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-4224493487962900026?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-6245009021033445692007-01-15T22:51:00.000+08:002007-01-15T23:04:11.356+08:00its a cold melacholic monday.coupled with the emo tune of Straitjacket Feeling by The All American Rejects, wad can be more emo than that? ha.<br /><br />Rejects, speakin of that, i cant help but think maybe i fall into one of the rejects category. 2 decades of my life, and i dont see any significant achievement in my life. i have nv been a bright student during my school days. can still vividly rmb my pri sch grades sucked so badly that i was treated to the cane by my dad. mathematics was nv my subj i can ace. so was science. i was just like a naive boy,playin catch, hiding from the discipline masters, cajoling the prefects in sch and not forgettin gettin an earful from all the teachers that taught me.<br /><br />As i grew, sec days and poly werent exactly fantastic. it was ok but not any better. now hopes of entering a local uni is hanging by a thin thread. wads worse man. i must say that my attitude is sth that failed me too. obstinate,stubborn, slow learner, impatient and possessive are just a few to name.<br /><br />My love department aint exactly a bed of roses as well. its one i ve always failed and nv to succeed, officially. expressive, daring and willing to accept rejection aint me. its the direct opposite. wads wrong with me man. am i ranting all these out just to show my dissatisfaction? or just to blurt everything out in hopin someone will pity me?<br /><br />i m feelin real low now la. perhaps the sailing came timely.i shld just sail away with the wind.to a place of the unknown. to a place where i can forget all the sorrows and misery in motherland.<br /><br />perhaps i shld just work hard and carve out a gd career in life.and pray to the above and hope for the best. my life is just like the tunnel in OCS. to reach the end, u gotta work hard, forget about the pain, concentrate on reachin the end, only den will u emerge from that darkness and savour the triumph.<br /><br />i hate myself. i hate the fact that i aint an eloquent speaker.that i aint have a sweet mouth that can be charming. the fact that i aint expressive or the ability to communicate well. i m all fucked up.<br /><br /><em>*I just want you to know who i am. i just want you to know that i exist, and you existing in me*</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-624500902103344569?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-10194979512829771082007-01-14T19:38:00.000+08:002007-01-14T19:48:18.738+08:001 wk of block leave. couldnt have come more timely den now. i guess life being a pre-mids is slack. maybe they figured that by keepin us there and do only research on current affairs would be a waste of time, it wld be better if they fuck us off for a wk. haha.<br /><br />waste of resources to keep us there. however both sides r pleased.<br /><br />1 wk is gonna be tight. gonna apply for basic theory, gonna start learnin drivin real soon so i wont need to rely on a certain SOMEONE. gonna hang out with frens, keep in touch before i sail off. gd buddy alex will be flyin off back to Aussie on sat, plans of throwin a farewell dinner for me with poly cliques r still on, and so on. needa get stuffs for MSTD. and of course...<br /><br />the pursue of this special lady. navy gonna throw a social night sorta thing. have plans to ask. fingers crossed, pray me dude that things will go fine haha.<br /><br />Obstacles are surmounting.and they never seem to be able to get it outta my way. Sailing, States, 1 yr to commissioning, potential rivalry in the love department RAH!<br /><br />nuthing much basically. just in a random mood to blog. no worries, will be updating this page for the whole of this wk daily. and of course after comin back from sailin, photos!<br /><br />it sucks to have fallen for someone so close, trust me its the last thing u wld ever wanna do, that is likin a fren's sis n stuff. cause its really delicate, pricky and stuff. but to hell with it...<br /><br />I DONT GIVE A RAT ASS BECAUSE I AM SO INTO U NOW LA.<br /><br />tata.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-1019497951282977108?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-74522177590108877552007-01-07T15:07:00.000+08:002007-01-07T15:24:28.806+08:00As the song 髮如雪, track by Jay Chou was played out in the foreground of my desktop, i cant help but just think about what happened yest. Party-ied at Weiliang's place as it was his 21st bday. its like the 2nd visit there in a space of 2 wks, as usual, more drinkin more gambling. totally enjoyed the pple's company over there la. despite the fact that i aint really considered a member of the club, much less close to them on surface, but they treated me as dearly and friendly as everyone. appreciate it man.<br /><br />At this point of time, just felt super nostalgic about certain stuff. not sure whether it was yest party, or sth to do with weiliang's place. it just felt unexplainable to me. perhaps its..... maybe thats.... oh well.<br /><br />very soon, the whole keppel gang is gonna be disbanded...i think. jonathan headin to army in a wk, han heading to aussie for studies. Weiliang & Wee Jia might be headin to States for it too. gosh wad more can i say.<br /><br /><em>*Terrible, was what i felt yest. tried to reach out and speak, but somehow the timid me refrained. dumb. only spoke up after a loong time. presumably it didnt help much. if only u cld sense that i m tryin, but i figured u wont becuz ya wouldnt have interest in me! Conversation was short and abrupt i sensed.maybe becuz of the relatively distant relation, or that i just dun look pleasant n stuff.</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Time's tickin, but i aint giving. With the struggles i face, its worth everything tryin,even it it leads to futility. Its because of u. *</em><br /><em></em><br />will end here. got stuffs to pack up for book-in tonight. be back for updates in a wk i think.<br /><br />bye world<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-7452217759010887755?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-50690918255062591382007-01-06T14:12:00.000+08:002007-01-06T14:35:08.043+08:00Its a beautiful sat! Sun has been gd today, i guess its a sign of a gd new yr ahead. one that beams with optimism and radiance. totally spurred me to end this year well definitely!<br /><br />managed to booked out yest from mids wing, senior were all ranting "Pls cherish ur fri bookout cuz this will be ur first and only fri bookout", some even said "wad u waiting for, go club man!" haha. i can foresee that life in mids wing aint gonna be easy. no doubt physical activities has been real slack, but mentally its tough. thank god pre-mids has a luxury of chillin out for 3 months before term starts. will pull thru man. donning the no.1 white suit on the parade square awaiting to be commissioned. nothing beats that!<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>ANYWAY I M GOIN CRAZY! totally went head over heels for someone right now la.</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#000000;"></span></strong><br />but yeah i aint gonna blurt it out, neither m i gonna just sit there n do nothing. aggressiveness with caution. whether ultimately she will realise it or better, accepts me, leaves to the hands of Fate. but den again its kinda a complicating issue because of the relation to her. haha oh well shant brood too much.<br /><br />I VE JUST BOUGHT AN AVIATOR SHADES today! god damn happy la. its a damn unique aviator from Rayban. to be exact, for once i copied-cat the shades from sth haha. from Lincoln Burrows. Go figure. will upload a pic of me with that if i ve the time.<br /><br />As mentioned today will be a gd day! headin out to meet my poly frens after not seein them for almost a month, thereafter chillout before headin to weiliang's place tonight for party. not that there's tonnes of alcohol and cigarettes to smoke out, but rather its some other matter. haha<br /><br /><em><strong>The past is history. whats said is said, damage cannot be undone.however it can be salvage.its not the end UNTIL ITS THE END. </strong></em><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><em><strong>The future awaits in a tunnel of darkness. What beckons we do not know. but one thing we do know is to get things right in the present. which is NOW.</strong></em><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><em><strong>So i ask Neo Han Wei, u shldnt think too much. take things one step at a time.take it in ur stride. u fall, pick urself up and get movin again. Things will go just fine.</strong></em><br /><strong><em></em></strong><br />YEAH. totally relieved after readin what i ve typed. etched in me now like some kinda new yr resolution.<br /> And to u girl, u have the choice to turn me down, but u cant stop the feelings in me, so the pursue is on!<br /><em></em><br /><em></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-5069091825506259138?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-13376595304250273282007-01-01T14:33:00.000+08:002007-01-01T16:18:09.297+08:00i would say the last day of 2006 was a bittersweet feeling. not just on the whole yr alone, but on the eve of new yr's day as well.<br /><br /><br /><br />before bookout on sat, dad mum came to my camp to have a lookaround. it was suppose to be a family visit thats arranged during the 3 wk confinement. but kudos to the 2006 calendar for 66/06 batch has no 3wks stay-on haha.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RZiymCctu-I/AAAAAAAAAAw/2IiOr1hopLI/s1600-h/IMG_0126.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5014954551639129058" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RZiymCctu-I/AAAAAAAAAAw/2IiOr1hopLI/s320/IMG_0126.jpg" border="0" /></a>Soon i will be saluting my arms without that greenish uniform anymore haha!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RZi0-yctu_I/AAAAAAAAAA4/O7E6tiDvqlk/s1600-h/IMG_0123.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5014957175864146930" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RZi0-yctu_I/AAAAAAAAAA4/O7E6tiDvqlk/s320/IMG_0123.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />Aye aye captain of the Howitzer haha.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RZi4MictvAI/AAAAAAAAABA/NZG3dlmjGUg/s1600-h/IMG_0132.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5014960710622231554" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RZi4MictvAI/AAAAAAAAABA/NZG3dlmjGUg/s320/IMG_0132.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />gtg.be back for updates if free.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-1337659530425027328?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-64615260460304418772007-01-01T13:59:00.000+08:002007-01-01T14:31:29.873+08:00i m suppose to blog abt this when i came home on sat. but becuz my schedule was too packed. i din. thus i will pen this entry down before subsequently addin another entry in.<br /><br />CLM fieldcamp was an experience i will nv forget. the whole 3 days 2 night saga was absolutely undescribable. it was far the worst field camp in my entire life haha. here goes :<br /><br />1st day we were introduced to navigation skills.basically we were just told to move frm checkpt to checkpt with full battle order on. with the additional weight of the comms set and casevac stretcher, fuckin weighs a tonne. to add up to my misery, it was pouring since morning and the rain just went on and on. it was an utter all time low. however we were given the benefit of sleepin on our bed for the nite instead of outfield all thanks to our considerate wing commander.<br /><br />as i took off my boots. it just poured. i figured that our boots is a gd storage tank for water if there's a need for more in future.<br /><br />2nd day: we were given a task of 5 missions to do. it was sth like a SIT test kinda thing but this time with more fun and dirtiness. DIRT filth i mean. as officers to be, teamwork and camaradarie is impt, which is always emphasised. which is y wadeva we do, its always in a grp. and when we got fucked, its becuz of the former reason too. i can still vividly rmb 2 particular stations whereby we needed to built a shelter using bare minimum materials and all lie inside. our grd sheet formed as the shelter were put to the test. as the 13 of us in the section laid under the shelter, Lt wenjun poured and sprayed. got us totally soaked. but we had a ball of a time. all "taupok" on top of one another.<br /><br />Last station was to get across the river by buildin a floatin raft.we have the choice of crossin the bank by walkin thru, but at the expense of sleepin with a soaked underwear later. so we built. by the 4th time the raft was to be used. it was all spoilt. some fucker i shall not mention. thankfully i only got one side of ma leg wet. azhar and weishen suffered. hahahaha recallin back the incident was all funny.<br /><br />Night came.we were told to pitch our tents under the trees. conditions was totally bad.there's nothing much i can say abt it. coupled with the strong rain that poured. sleepin on a slope. everything just went wrong. it felt like the end of the world. but sth made me pull myself together and go thru. thots of this special girl in my mind made everything possible. but its sth impossible now. got turned out at 4. suffered shit. full gear on. did jumpin jacks,push ups sit ups all on the muddy sludgy fields. the field camp was officially ended with the arduous task of puttin the heaviest fella on the stretcher and carry him for 5km.<br /><br />so tell me wads worse? haha.<br /><br />and wee jia. thank you.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-6461526046030441877?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-76514029926856638082006-12-25T16:16:00.000+08:002006-12-25T16:35:30.649+08:00sorry for the long absence from my blog. just that been feeling really down ever since posted to ocs. dan was rite. OCS is totally different from bmt. 1st wk in there and i literally died. even before the physical training has yet to commence.<br /><br />i am on the verge of a mental breakdown. i so wanna tear but i m holding back. its a mental torture to go thru. but thats all officer-to-be has to go thru. and i will persevere. i shant really go into depth of wad life in there really is.<br /><br />Anyway xmas celebration yest was fun. it was memorable. and it indeed left a memorable experience etched deep in my mind. once again i shant elaborate it too much, but instead leave it subtle for u guys to go figure. there's a reason for me to do so. continue readin..<br /><br />checked out of SAFTI at 430. it was drizzling. feeling was totally down and out. becuz of the fact that i have to book in tmr. which is TODAY. but thankful for the fact that there's no confinement becuz of the festive hols. headed straight to aunt's place for dinner gathering.boy it was gd.food was goood and the bondin of the family really lifted me up.<br /><br />there was the bbq-ed crabs, fish, potatoes ice cream cakes, red wine and lotsa chi foodies. curry chicken and bee hoon was fantastic compared to cook house food inside. but i have to give credits for ocs cookhouse.afterall they r WAY BETTER than bmt's one.<br /><br />cousin joel asked me to head to weiliang's place for drinking later. hesitated big time, wanted to go home so much becuz of the stress i ve in bookin in tmr.but finally he persuaded me. boy that was a decision i so din regret. headed to wei liang's place at orchard. great place right in the heart of town man. had fun time eatin bbq again and mingling with the guys and girls from keppel.<br /><br />joel, yinfung,kun yang, wen han, bjorn, wei wei, kenneth, winson, boon hao, my sis, jorain , nicole and of course the host of the night, weiliang and her sister, wee jia.<br /><br />had fun time drinkin big time amt of liquor which got me very high for a while. coupled with several puffs in between. omg it was sth i didnt felt for a long time. it temporarily got my troubles out. and in particular, something, someone, some ... feeling i had, made me enjoyed the whole time there. ( *subtle hint) haha<br /><br />yeah its quite unexplainable. but its a feeling i had not had for quite a time alr. it made me fill with hope and gave me a boostin morale.<br /><br />ok back to yest. we had rounds and more rounds of gambling session and drinkin. joel was all knocked out and fell out the earliest haha. first time seein him bein that way. chilled till 4 and had a early breakfast. breakfast was prepared by wee jia's bro, his proclaim gd-to-eat, wont regret, porridge. indeed it was gd. but i was kinda a cheatin way to cookin it haha. still, thumbs up.<br /><br />got home at 530, before sleepin tilll 10. as i left the host's place, it felt kinda weird for me, that to leave the place, the fun there and.....<br /><br />kudos to the pple yeah. keppel pple aint a bunch of snobbish peeps. rich as they may be, they r ncie pple. i sure wld like to hang out with u all.<br /><br />headin to india for 3 months on late jan next yr. will be sailing away. and so is someone i heard, leavin on presumably the same day as me... to the States? haha.<br /><br />finally Merry Xmas everyone.<br /><br />random thot : Is Leo and Taurus a perfect , compatible match? someone enlighten me.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-7651402992685663808?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-91286289373003002182006-12-15T11:53:00.000+08:002006-12-15T11:58:29.913+08:00<strong>SAFF BMTC ePOSTING ORDER</strong><br /><strong></strong><br />Comd SAF BMTC wishes you all the best in your future posting.<br /><br />Your Posting Order is listed below :<br /><br />You are posted to ............................................................................................................................................................................................<br /><br /><br />Its official. nothing can contain my rejoice in gettin a place in SAFTI. its gonna be a place i m to live within the walls for 9months. There stood a tall tower which i will be visiting it for many reasons, be it tekan or whatever. yeah OCS.<br /><br />Gotta fly after this. need to release my choked bowels before heading out. Navy, here i come.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-9128628937300300218?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-19559706002815038172006-12-15T00:52:00.000+08:002006-12-15T01:12:17.731+08:00....last night before the verdict will be read out tmr at 10am. there i m standing at the docks of the court, awaiting anxiously for it to be read. for the verdict to decide my future. Fate is the one that decides my future. And an all important one. Because if tmr's verdict turns out to be a death sentence, there goes my life. my career.<br /><br />Totally feeling emo rite now. not for the matters of the heart but rather more on my future. never have i felt that anxious before. not even the day before my O'level results is out n stuff. Guess wads botherin? its my posting for army man. because shld i fail to get my ass into OCS, SISPEC will welcome me with open arms. for all i know, SISPEC is known as Sch of infantry specialist, but i prefer to call it "<strong>SUFFER IN SILENCE PLUS EXTRA CONFINEMENT"</strong><br /><br />cant it get any truer? i mean sispec goes thru the same shit as ocs. as in literally have the same amt of suffering. just that its a mere 5 months instead of 9. but the rank is helluva a lot.but to hell with the rank hierachy because my mind was made up 2 months ago , that i m gonna make a navy officer, a lifetime career for me.<br /><br />Also, if i successfully negotiated the OCS hurdle, it will be a stepping stone to further success. it will be a vital one that propel me further. yes. my desire to get a degree in SMU. of the 3 Uni which i compare, i find SMU's style of teachin, holistic and broad-ended. gone are the typical ways which local teachin r where they throw u books to study, or the always teach-and-listen,write and listen kind. whats more exciting is the fact that smu accept students for who they are, not what they are of, academically. its character and leadership qualities etc etc that they're lookin out for to make the whole sch a lot more vibrant. like a cosmopolitan city of rich,diverse culture.<br /><br />there u have it, might seem like some advertising agency promoting the uni, who cares, thats how i feel abt everything man. but in fact, perhaps they shld pay me if such an advertising media of minute impact pays off HA. yup. thats how i paint my life in several years if everything goes accordingly.<br /><br />Tmr's gonna be a hectic day of outing. might follow ron to safra to collect the movie vouchers.might catch The Holidays, not a bad movie cause i love sentimental flicks. Plans for jacks' farewell dinner before he enlists the next day is still in the midst. Might head out for more retail therapying despite me being so fuckin broke. G-star's having sale baby. shall pop there to check out the caps and prolly will get another pair of denim IF.....IF there's sale haha.<br /><br />Aunt's giving out xmas goodies early.so might take adv of it by buyin sth pampering first.hmmm it finally dawn on me that satisfaction can never be fulfilled. told myself that gettin that wallet of mine shld suffice, and now i m lookin for more shits! damn i m such a fickle ass.<br /><br />Debit card finally arrives. yeah cant wait for it to start fillin up with cash from my salary before i embark on a spendin spree! haha.<br /><br />Oh yar, chilled out at Liquid's Kitchen @ Serangoon Gardens earlier with ron. all i can say is its a great hangout place,with that alfresco feel. dimly lited with plush seats, soccer tvs, pool and smokin area. ultimate chillout.owe u one ron. ;)<br /><br />will be headin off soon. wakin up early for a long jog tmr. wish me luck for tmr postin. will blog abt it.<br /><br />after 14wks of monotonous entries. i reckon this lengthy entry as a refreshin and juicy one? haha adieus :_)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-1955970600281503817?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-47962457107519514282006-12-11T23:59:00.000+08:002006-12-12T00:16:02.822+08:00It was an eventful day. popped by at the chalet platoon 3 has booked. supposedly its a 3 day 2 night kinda thing but i figured that to fit a chalet with 40+ pple , not only will there be space constraints, sleepin will oso be a prob. so here i m bloggin a random entry in here while over at NSRCC, its havoc and mayhem in unit 17.<br /><br />mayhem? i ll tell u wads that and why so. put 40+ guys in a typical chalet, throw in a few playstation 2 's boy-gaming like soccer and the adrenaline level just goes UP, soaring. noise generated will be i-dun-give-a-fuck decibels high and stuff. add in some mahjong tiles in and food and the place will turn into a pig sty! haha<br /><br />of all i said, thats just boys stuff. we are untidy.but we dun give a damn. we like it to be that way. its just guy's nature to be rowdy and messy ha!<br /><br />anyway it was worth the trip. last chance to gather together as a platoon before we are all headin to a brand new direction , a whole new camp, a damn bed which i wld take 3 months to get used to again. sect 3 peeps managed to ordered a POP cake as to celebrate we being PRIVATES.<br />u got it. its our platoon photograph printed on that creamy ass cake. and guess who i ate?<br /><br />PC razali. cooliomafolios is that! ok ok entries lately has been quite monotonous i know. shall blog more often b4 i dun get the chance to. tmr's outing with jacks. throwin in a farewell cum bday dinner for us before he heads into tekong. apologies for not turning up on sun yeah. wed most prolly will be spent with wing. kept turnin him down becuz of schedules. dude owe ya man.<br /><br />alrighty, last 4 epsiodes before the BIG BREAKout from Fox River Prison. i cant wait to see wad happens.definitely gonna finish it by tonight if not i will die of curiousity. damn didnt know a serial like this is so gripping, like an addiction so strong. fuck.<br /><br />strongly recommend anyone to catch it. its BETTER THAN LOST. JJ.ABRAMS u BOO.<br />caught deja vu last sat. awesome show. no spectacular pryotechnics or outrageous storyline but the plot is there.rock solid.<br /><br />aye aye shall go watch. bye!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-4796245710751951428?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-17754906762107362492006-12-09T13:49:00.000+08:002006-12-09T13:53:44.260+08:003 episodes of Prison Break gone and i am totally blown away by the entire story. the plot if so intricate, yet its so subtle that it leaves you wanting to know more. its like a drug that keeps u so addicted to it. that if i shld miss an episode for even a while, the drug starved me would kill me from the inside!<br /><br />haha exaggeration. but yeah thats how explosive the drama is to me. its so much better than LOST. whereby the season just goes on and on for the sake of earning more tv revenues by just spinning the story longer. fucked up!<br /><br />As i m penning 'em down, gonna finish up my entry before i head straight into the abyss of it again. yeah its in the paused mode and my fingers are itching me to hit the PLAY button.<br /><br />FUCK. gtg peeps ta :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-1775490676210736249?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-28830225615148142682006-12-09T01:37:00.000+08:002006-12-09T01:52:50.405+08:00<div><br /><br /><div>Congratulations....& Celebrations! finally after 13wks of shits, i finally graduated from Tekong. No longer would i need to go back there ! its been a long arduous journey. Along the way made some wonderful frens which gave me a memorable experience. And now hail the new private Neo!</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>No longer a chao recruit as of thurs 061206. headed straight out for a sumptuous dinner as soon as i got home. finally get to sleep on my own bed without worrying that i will only have the pleasure of sleepin on it for just a night. Baby, its the end of BMT and the beginning of my block leave. YEAH.</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>i shall stop talkin abt army now. I am a happy man today. I can die happy...literally. i got all i wanted for now.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5006213244544258706" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 229px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 255px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="272" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RXmka_7qkpI/AAAAAAAAAAY/o8LqBuRgOpw/s320/GUCCI+BABY.jpg" width="215" border="0" /></div></div><br /><p></p><br /><p>In case if ya didnt see wads imprinted on the box, its GUCCI baby. yup i finally laid my hands on that monogram wallet that i waited so long for. cool money cool wallet haha. worth every penny man. </p><p></p><br /><p><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5006214094947783330" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 237px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 220px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="268" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RXmlMf7qkqI/AAAAAAAAAAg/N1L9N8EzqII/s320/GUCCI+BABY2.jpg" width="237" border="0" /></p><br /><p> </p><p>simple yet elegant dont it? =)</p><p>happiness aint just abt the wallet today. i officially got a debit card today.thou its not a credit one yet, its a gd headstart to it. i guess soon credit will be within my reach haha. owning a plastic is indeed sth everyone yearns to. </p><p>Here's a promotion, buy 2 happiness get 1 free.? aint that a gd offer? yup thats wad i got today. sis bf ripped the entire Prison Break season for me when i just asked for yest. how efficient can that be. so gonna start watchin as soon as this is over. </p><p>nuthing much left to say except feeling kinda lethargic. will rest after downing 2 epi of it later ha! till then i will be back for more updates daily =)</p><p>outing with long time no see gerald tmr. lots shits to catch up with man ha. tata peeps.</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-2883022561514814268?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-19495262424333551862006-12-03T16:03:00.000+08:002006-12-03T16:20:41.158+08:00<div>I must say Dawn's blog is the undisputed blog i wld see first each wk i got home and start surfing the net. People may say whatever they want abt her,regardless the bad things or the gd things or even apple polishing, it dont matter.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>I finally understood y her blog is so widely popular judging not just on her layout of her web, nor her content, thou her content r often juicy. But rather its how simple she deliver her posts with equal pics and words and MOST IMPTLY the background song. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>FUCKING gd i must say yeah. ok i fell in love with this song as i browsed her site yest. and the track just cannot get outta my head ever since. Do hear it if ya managed to get it somehow *shant say how and i assume u guys know *</div><br /><div></div><br /><div><strong><span style="color:#000000;">BADLY DRAWN BOY LYRICS</span></strong></div><br /><div><strong><span style="color:#000000;"></span></strong></div><br /><div><strong><span style="color:#000000;">"Magic In The Air"</span></strong></div><br /><div><strong><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span></strong></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">We laughed so much, then we cried all night</span></em></strong></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">And you left your shoes in the tree, with me</span></em></strong></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">I'll wear them to your house, tonight</span></em></strong></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">Magic in the air, tonight</span></em></strong></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span></em></strong></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">Yes, I might just try her</span></em></strong></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">How she made me feel</span></em></strong></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">Today, today, today, feels right</span></em></strong></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span></em></strong></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">We slept on leaves on my drive, all night</span></em></strong></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">And you gave me no restime</span></em></strong></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">Nothing in this life for me, tonight</span></em></strong></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">But nothing ever seemed so bright</span></em></strong></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span></em></strong></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">And if you should lose me</span></em></strong></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">You will track me down again</span></em></strong></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">Before the summer ends</span></em></strong></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span></em></strong></div><br /><div><span style="color:#000000;">Platoon 3 photo up. Simple foto but within it are memories that are worth treasuring.</span></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RXKHz1JEAiI/AAAAAAAAAAM/NWnPo_WRT0Q/s1600-h/Platoon+3+Grp+Foto.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5004211460470211106" style="WIDTH: 349px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 226px" height="237" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5oaaxSnv9lY/RXKHz1JEAiI/AAAAAAAAAAM/NWnPo_WRT0Q/s320/Platoon+3+Grp+Foto.jpg" width="354" border="0" /></a></div><div> </div><div>Where's Hanster? haha</div><div> </div><div>ok lazy sunday. no more having the typical sunday blues of bookin in cause its the last book in! Cheerios. haha and nothing feels even better now with the cool weather beckoning and the wunderlicious "Magic in the Air" that complement things well. </div><div> </div><div>Ahhhh thats life.</div><div> </div><div>tata :)</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-1949526242433355186?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-9777875046843085112006-12-02T21:57:00.000+08:002006-12-02T22:30:06.801+08:00Allow me to explain the 2 wks of AWOL-ing my blog. in case u dun get wad AWOL means, Absent without official leave. i guess 13wks in military life brought about all the army jargons out of me. been rather busy during the wkends so much so that there's little time for me resting.<br /><br />2wks have passed.seem a short time to most,perhaps long dreadful time where everyone's lookin forward to x'mas. For me it seem like a whirlwind. lotsa things have happened and are to happen.<br /><br />Things accomplished in BMT : *this rox, everything's done,nuthing feels better than personally finishing every damn thing*<br /><br /><ol><li>Field Camp</li><li>SIT TEST</li><li>M16 Live Range</li><li>Live Grenade Throwing</li><li>IPPT</li><li>Standard Obstacle Course</li><li>24km Road March</li></ol><p></p><p>Cant believe i survived that dreaded,gruelling,fucktart march. totally mentally sapping. but end of the day i did it. it couldnt felt better than anything. that road march boosted my own confidence in myself. mental strength and endurance. 3 cheers! </p><p>IPPT was gd for me. SBJ was always my boogey station. it was a miracle that i jumped 225 on that day when almost all failed. i hope that wld boost my chance to going OCS. Whats more surprising is that my running was fucking shockin. i actually shaved off a further half min off from my alr gd timing of 10.29 in the 3rd diagnostic test. final timing was 9.47mins. fucking fast.couldnt believe it. frens were awed by the timing. shorty,with short legs cld run like a seasoned runner kinda engine. didnt wanna reach for the 944 mark as GOLD was outta my reach becuz of the DARN SBJ, again.</p><p>Platoon photograph is alr here.will upload it up by the next posting for all to see, since some may not have seen the new me haha, leaner meaner and tanner! :)</p><p>random thots: Signed the provisional contract for Naval Combat Officer on Tuesday. Will officially be a Midshipman if OCS takes me in. dont get it? I'm gonna be a Naval Officer soon! ha.</p><p>I heard lotsa objections in signing on initially. Daniel, RS, Alex, Ong and all. that signing on wld mean gone r the days of real FREEDOM, more rules to adhere by and stuff. but....whats freedom....? when ur troubled with fianancially? i aint sayin that signing on was purely becuz of monetary factor. but rather it is a more stable career, not only that, i feel that it wld be a very exciting journey ahead, with the fact that my dear uncle, who's holdin a decent position in RSN assuring me that too. yup thats abt it. </p><p>Graduation Parade is up,coming wed. And i m feeling ambivalent abt it. Rejoice that i no longer need to step into that darn island again every sunday ,with the blues in me. Happy that i no longer need to don the green ugly,fugly uniform and withstandin the sweat. but having giving up all those, i will also lose all the frens i made within the platoon esp my section mates. It was truly a happy time spendin those 3 months with u guys. All the shits we been thru, we did it. Hence,wanna dedicate a small part of this blog to u guys man. its u guys that made the whole experience worth cherishing.</p><ul><li>Fishcake "Burp king" Yubin</li><li>Tian Ye "Kun Xin" Nicholas</li><li>Chewy Wei Kian</li><li>Wild Boar Ryan</li><li>Toilet King "Buddy 1.5" Kent</li><li>Gayboy Weiren</li><li>Garang King Alvin</li><li>Chocolate Wayne</li><li>Satan Khetan</li></ul><p>Its esp memorable to have made gd frens in there like nicholas and chew , with their funny, unusual antics of jokes and stuffs.</p><p>Block leave 's coming rite after POP. lotsa things to do man. haha get my Gucci wallet *Yeah baby!*, sentosa beach!, clubbing!, retail therapy, meeting up with frens, gettin x'mas gifts, late night outs watchin football, and prata sessions!</p><p>Shall go off soon, gonna go tarik for teh later with sis.</p><p>All in all, good things are meant to come to an end, however its the memories that will always be cherished in our hearts......in our...? </p><p>"Hearts!" </p><p><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#66ffff;">oh yar, one more thing, its to this girl, whom i shall not name.but if ya figured out who u r or rmb visitin my blog, dun give up yar? Learn to be strong.Learn to accept that things in life are meant to be given and taken. Its thru hardship and failures that make one stronger. learn to give certain things up. be confident to face the future. Step forth and never dwell back for u nv know what are the gd things awaiting in front. Dont give up ya happiness for the sake of other's satisfaction. i admire your consideration and sensitivity of others, but do spare a thot for urself sometimes yeah? i m here for ya girl!</span></strong></p><p><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Z.</span></strong></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-977787504684308511?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-88754426419612440072006-11-19T13:23:00.000+08:002006-11-19T14:51:31.773+08:00helli-los~<br /><br />1 wk certainly has been a long time since i went missing. i m sure u know the reasons y.but fret not cuz in 3 wks time i gonna be outta that once-i-called-a-dreadful-place.<br /><br />indeed that once dreadful place has slowly morphed into a place where memories will be kept in my heart. Kept fondly in my? ..........HEART.<br /><br />Encik Jon always love to say that. its a test which he always ask us to repeat so show that we aint skiving or takin that sweet afternoon nap after lunch.<br /><br />My platoon commander, Encik Razali is another funny chap. he's a natural comedien. never fail to make us crack and literally fart our asses out with his all time fave sarcastic remarks.<br /><br />Perhaps one day when i m freer, i shld write an entry specially dedicated to all the warrant officers of my company.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">It has been a great week this wk. As soon as live range was over,which was initially a horrifyin one becuz of the live bullets and stuff, i was welcomed by another bigger one. Grenade throwin.</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">Fear was all inside me from the time i step foot onto the grenade course till the sec i throw the damn bomb onto the land. on impact, the deafening sound of the explosion ,rippled thru the air and into my ears and body. the ground shook like fuck. and my organs were like shaken. Fucking gd experience.</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">Oc evening was up next on thursday. funny skit my platoon came up with. we compiled all the butt jokes and pet phrases of all our commanders into a song. Malay style sung by Zhafran, which he did a superb job. a particualar line of the song reads " ears shut, where's my temp file"?! made Sergeant khalid face red as monkey's ass. uber hilarious.</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">There's another skit from platoon which they acted in the Visa ad. dunno how to put into words to tell ya. i figured video is the best. however its becuz of some fuckers in army that caused all of us to ban camera phones n stuff.</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">Navy Selection Interview is up tmr. have ambivalent feelings about it. a <span style="color:#000000;">sense</span> of excitment is running in me at the same time, the expectations of not to fail it is there.which made me very uneasy about it. To me failure is NEVER an option.</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">shall go pack my stuffs real soon for book in later. morale gettin higher as the days countdown. but a certain part in me feels miserable. Gd frens, everyone gonna go on separate ways soon. i m startin to feel awzzy. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">yest was a day full of activities ,yet again. how many times must i re-emphasise that wkend timing is precious haha. hang out with cliques yest. went suntec with ong,daniel yh and ray to look for my cap. feels so naked whenever my bald head is exposed. pop by a visit to see fiona, felt so happy when she complimeneted that i m no longer a boy but a man haha. headed to parklane for some subway and chilled there listenin to some gig. ambience was BEAU....tiful. slacked further at Sis new workplace at Billy Bombers @ Cathay Cineplex. nice place ncie atmosphere. everything's nice. perhaps everything is nice in mainland becuz tekong is so obselete. haha</span><br /><br />lastly headed to serangoon gardens to catch a game of soccer with my bunk mates, nicholas, chew and wayne. i just love my bunk mates man. they r a sincere bunch of peeps with no hidden agenda. alrity i shld be goin, gonna pack my stuff, await for my entry man! i wanna see my counter go higher hahaha :P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-8875442641961244007?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-24829783022412000972006-11-12T10:06:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:32:51.919+08:00Wkend time could not have been more precious than ever. Well that is based on what i perceived. Bookout have been limited to only sats now and it oh seem so tight.<br /><br />i swear my pet phrase now is "Time is precious". roughly mouthed it like 24 times yest ever since i stepped back to mainland.<br /><br />Hitched a ride back with Stephen yest.realised he is a friend of my scout junior in my sec sch days. cant believe for the fact that he's still younger than i am and he's alr a sergeant. whats more unbelievable is that the 2 of them are a world of a difference LITERALLY. stephen is a tall freak, like Peter Crouch, tall lanky and his friend Jeremy, is a short ass.<br /><br />Yet! the vertically challenged guy is attached while he, still in his world of DOTA and gaming. cant understand what a 19yr old mindset is. Perhaps he's from a well-to-do family, yar he lives at the Serangoon Garden region, the holland village of this area. despite the rain yest, he refused to ask the cabby to drop outside his place, i assume he didnt wan us to see how big his sanctuary was HA.<br /><br />Started a flurry of activities as soon as i got back home, ever since den, didnt have much time to rest myself for, i m bent on goin out to rock. checked my mails,news on the net,chatted a little,synced my poddy before headin out to town to meet up cliques. Got a Gucci key cum coin pouch from mum. thanks for it mum its gorgeous.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">Cliques turnout was quite poor in a sense that YY,Royce didnt turn up, Yh had work yest and Ray was on guard duty. however there was an apparent newcomer. Big headed chee seng. ha. it started out as a cheeky appointment to meet up and surprise alex to see what's his reaction. turn out that he was in his usual act-cool look.</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Hang ard orchard with Ong,RS,Alex and Chee Seng yest. scouted for caps which prove a little futile thou i saw a fancy one at AX. price was a little steep but didnt mind. tempted to get it but CS and alex said it look kinda shitty which doesnt justify the price.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">ok i m gettin draggy. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">had swesen with cliques for dinner, thereafter met up with ron to chill out. stayed at starbucks for a couple of hrs over at liat towers before headin to indochine to have some shelly temples. caught the match between chelsea n watford, - someone pls break the stranglehold of chelsea title. manure pls do sth, thou i m a die hard Scouser.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Navy Selection up next wk.was selected to go.hopefully things turn out well. future seems bleak now. m at a 4 way junction in life now. undecided. choosin the wrong path wld mean a career failure n stuff. God pls guide me.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">might pen another entry later since this is gettin nowhere. just another typical story of my day.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">random thot - Blogger beta is gd. dun hesitate to use.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-2482978302241200097?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1162715069122099382006-11-05T15:59:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:35.849+08:00Baby i m bacckk!<br /><br />yeah its been a long wk. long but worthwhile. finally there wont be anymore field camps in tekong.and thinking back the past 9wks which i ve been thru in there,its gonna come to an end pretty soon. <br /><br />Cherish is what i shld be doin now, appreciating the remaining times left in tekong with great frens i ve known. Whole platoon has been a joy for me, the talk,the laughter,even the tekan session when things went wrong, we all went thru together.<br /><br />SIT test, out field for another 3 days prove to be a real turning point for me. it really tested my mental endurance. Having to handle a niggling blister on my heel and the load of the bag, walkin 12click, aint no feat.<br /><br />Speaking about SIT, it went pretty smoothly, in fact its a better one compared to the earlier field camp, 3 days, more tests, everything ya gotta do is on your own, and the teamwork of the detail. I personally would say i ve reached my expectation of the test.years in scouting prove valuable. because i was known as the Knot Master haha! everything that has to deal with tying structures and safety harness, hanwei's the man to look for haha. <br /><br />Lucky for me too, i ve been assigned to 2 posts, 2nd in command and navigator. adding the knot tying job as well, i would say i m quite an indispensable fella in the whole detail haha. pardon me about it lol.<br /><br />bookin in later.feelings of boredom becuz of that has slowly disappeared, cuz its only another 4 bookouts, there wouldnt be anymore.<br /><br />Xmas is coming! cant wait to go out and get pressies for everyone.and expecting one in return too haha. xmas gift exchange is fun. hanging out with all the pple i owed an outing too man.cant wait to see my beloved cliques,bintan homies,wingman, gerald,sec sch pals n all.<br /><br />Sat was a day i suppose to slack at home and haul ass as usual.initial plans of goin out with cliques were dashed when ong msg me in a space of 20mins that the whole outin is cancelled. ladies. haha<br /><br />But later jon called and asked to meet up, headed down to HMV for some shoppin for dvds,wanted to chill at starbucks but tough luck, poor tastebuds of mine didnt get a chance to slurp that. Caught the covenant.average show,good plot but CGI spoilt the damn show.hitched a ride from jon's dad home after. had supper with sis and kido before resting my ass at 3 in the morn.<br /><br />nothing much to say as my mind is pretty blanked out now.packing my bag now for later.doin some last min bloggin to keep the cobwebs away from this site and catchin some movies on my desktop before headin out.<br /><br />gotta take off. be back on sat.9 wks gone, 4 bookouts to go. OCS NAVY, here i come.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-116271506912209938?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1162098248137627312006-10-29T12:49:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:35.614+08:00It was Halloween yesterday, so oblivious to it until yest night when Ron aka wingmman told me to club.<br /><br />It was quite a fucked up day yest.plans which both Ron and i came up with on Tues before book in, were all dashed becuz of our late book outs.Had a dumb visit to Spore Discovery Centre to learn about history. History of Spore. A Major who took us, claimed that it was not some propaganda shit but rather its education. i wld say its the former, period. However it wasnt exactly a futile trip as before we went to the silly sheit thing that took 2 hrs, we had a bus ride that browsed thru OCS Academy.<br /><br />Beauty is the description of that place. The architecture and place is so Australia-like. Red mosaic bricks forming the buildings, smooth,spongy grass patches that resembles their countries and the tall willow trees planted. looks like heaven there.<br />But beneath the beauty of OCS lies the horror of it.<br /><br />It was Seol, Alex fren who told me about it last night. Ron called me up last min to tell me about clubbin at MOS on a Halloween night. Reluctant to go initially, but went finally. wouldnt say its bad cuz the girls out on wkends r totally hot and rocks my socks! And yeah, bumped into Seol, who's in OCS now. fuckin regime in there is like Hell. push-ups and jumpin-jacks in tekong r limited up to 20 sets at a go. In OCS, the sets r with an added "0" behind the 20. Geddit?<br /><br />Push ups r done in ur full battle order which would weigh a fuckin 12kg on ur back. <br /><br />But whatever it is, it aint daunting me. for the pride and prestige of an officer is too big to give up.<br /><br />MOS wasnt exactly a memorable one yest, as we didnt have a decent strength. left that place a couple of hrs after and went straight to Hooters nearby for some boozing.ordered the infamous wings and got ourselves half drunk.<br /><br />Cabbed home,reachin ard 3. wasted no time in gettin miself to bed,for i m bookin in TODAY. damn.<br /><br />Woke up @ 9. totally different from the past, where 8 hrs aint considered enuff for my consumption of sleep.<br /><br />SIT test coming up tmr. gonna ace it.<br /><br />enuff said. so gonna love the remaining days in tekong after sit test. no more field camps! concrete jungle! Rejoice.<br /><br />will be back on sat.Expect my entries till den. <br /><br />Peace out.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-116209824813762731?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1161683033857969082006-10-24T17:37:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:35.386+08:00hey hey. promised to continue my update on regarding the previous post. guessed i have no time for it after all.<br /><br />so gonna rush for bookin in later. 1845. bag is half fuck packed. reflection of field camp essay is not my 100% effort i guess. and now i m still here takin mi own sweet mathafuckin time. Goodness me.<br /><br />thankfully i thrive under stress. i love doin things in extreme circumstances haha.<br /><br />Anyway i managed to squeezed 10mins of time to finish up the essay. now shall let u guys have a glimpse of it. poorly done la so pls rate. gonna go in. be out back on sat. guys pray for me yeah. tata peeps.<br /><br /><strong>Name: Neo Han Wei<br />NRIC: S86*****B<br />Company : Bronco/3/1/10<br /><br /><br />Reflections Of My Field Camp<br /><br />I was told from friends before field camp that it is a horrible and stressing experience even though some claimed that over the years the camp has become slightly relaxing. It couldn’t have got any right.<br /><br />As the first day of field camp began, stress started right from the very first moment we starting falling in to get ready. The packing up, checking of stuffs to ensure nothing’s left out prove to be already taxing.<br /><br />Upon setting foot off to our first campsite, with the bulky and heavy load of our field pack, we marched our way there. It felt like it was the end for me. The mental stress and physical strain I felt was indescribable. Thoughts of resting once we reached was erased immediately as we had to start working to get our tents and site done by before sun sets.<br /><br />Besides the harsh environment that we were put through to live our 7 days, there were other factors which made the experience tough. The constant pressure of getting things done in time, lectures taught and carried out in proper, as well as all the tests we need to put our learning to were all packed into a very restricted schedule.<br /><br />Despite all the bad points being listed above, I can say that without putting us through to this tough experience, one can never appreciate the things we once take for granted. Water for example. Through the field camp, we realized the importance of water. Having not bath for 6 days, it could not felt any worse. Light is another thing which we often neglect. <br /><br />furthermore its through this field camp experience that dawned upon me, the importance of teamwork and camaraderie among our teammates. To get things done speedily and efficiently, a cohesive and cooperative unit is needed. Individualism gets one nowhere.<br /><br />Therefore in conclusion, I felt that even if field camp is a tough ordeal to go through, its essential for one to experience so that we will appreciate what we have and not what we constantly want.<br /></strong><br /><br />:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-116168303385796908?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1161662616580400072006-10-24T11:44:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:35.103+08:00They say that one changes as u matures or grow up. apart from physical changes to yourself n stuff but oso the taste one's have in aspects of life. <br /><br />For me, certain qualities in life i guess.Expectations, outlook of my future, Music, and Girls. wad a topic to talk about considering that my current lifestyle is so male-oriented. i guess finding your DESIRED ONE, one that fits all your criteria to a T, and finding someone that is flawed, has totally opposite personality or how she looks in life, strangely complements u , makes a difference.<br /><br />Life is a very funny process. There's no perfection that we are lookin for, no rainbow after the rain which we craves. in fact, its how we cope with imperfections,dealing with imperfections and making imperfections,perfect that makes life all so fulfilling.<br /><br />I know the girl i set a standard for myself still stands, but ultimately its one that is unreachable. and it doesnt bother me a bit cuz Life is a joke haha.<br /><br />Fuck, readin thru wad i wrote earlier, cldnt really make out wad i m driving at.<br /><br />Lately been quite into UK types of songs. Slow,melacholic,meaningful lyrics which describes very much how life in UK is. Dull,dark and always rainy. somehow i just love that kinda surroundings. In particular, Snow Patrol songs have pretty been just the perfect types of songs that best suits me. Embrace, Cold Play yada yada yada.<br /><br />Had a game of soccer with platoon 3 peeps yest.was gd.rush of adrenaline felt gd. it was a good bonding time as well with the other peeps from sect 2 to 4. <br /><br />Went to meet up cliques in the evening after everything. Crashed Billy Bombers for dinner.for once we didnt stoned. brb to continue update. gonna head for lunch.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-116166261658040007?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1161505652221135252006-10-22T16:02:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:34.897+08:00i realised that all my recently entries from the day i stepped into army,has all been about army life. and that sucks.hence i figured for once, i shall pen an entry that has little regards to the dreaded 4 letter word that i m currently goin thru. pls do get the wrong idea of that 4 letter word i m referring to if in any case u misunderstan cuz i m a pretty BIG fan of that family of F. ha.<br /><br />its kinda a challenge to find a random topic to talk about,more so when i m suppose to finish it up in less than half an hour to go. gonna pay a visit to gramp after 3 wks of absence. aniwae i think i m more accustomed to workin under stress ever since entered ARMY. <br /><br />FUCK. i just mentioned it when i swore earlier that i wont bringing it up.<br />random haha.<br /><br />its shitty to use this old lousy NEC lappy to type my stuffs out here.old obselete and its shelf life is phasin out. yeah its the old lapy i m talkin about.<br />cant believe that finally i have a considerably long hols to spend.have so many plans running thru my head but too little time to execute all of them.<br /><br />initially have plans of organising a clubbin session at either MOS or zouk tonight,but the girls frm cliqes most prolly cant make it becuz its MONDAY BLUES TMr.besides its kinda last min. so plan change,shall head to vivo later to do some retail therapy.<br /><br />speakin of shoppin,brings me to a qn.army pay is quite meagre for me.350 a month.sucks big time.but owing to the fact that i have practically no time to spend it, its money well saved. but not any longer cuz i have a new list of extravagant items thats on my wish list haha.<br /><br />1) Gucci monogram classic wallet with coin pouch.checked it out at the boutique yest with gerald. gona get it early dec with mum since i managed to persuade the usual thrifty her,to part with her money to get her BURBERRY handbag which craves. $450 btw.<br /><br />now u see what i mean.<br /><br />2)sennheiser white headphones. white to complement my ipod.pricey one to add some gloss to my overall appearance becuz of the loss of some facial hair. YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN<br /> <br />lastly.a vehicle. this is fuckin pricey.but i reckon that it wld be a worthy investment if for the next one yr,my vocation will be at a place far in the west.i hope haha. fancy gettin a car and owning it when i still yet to get my license.<br /><br />gotta pack up n take off soon. late late.starbucks coffee here i come.<br /><br />they say girls r complicating creatures.i cldnt refute the statement no less.they r,which make them truly special.but guys at times r quite eccentric too.jur for eg. nothing much i can say abt him. love has come to him n yet he acts like a wuss. and jur i aint writing it here to put u down. do sth yeah.<br /><br />afterall love is a beautiful thing, which is perfectly described by Craig David.<br /><br />got to fly. be back soon.ta<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-116150565222113525?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1161410099781019682006-10-21T13:16:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:34.633+08:00i SURVIVED FIELD CAMP!!<br /><br />yeap thats rite,u heard me, i m back.i survived.and in one whole piece,with the exception of more blisters on hands,a little rash here n there of the body n stuff.<br /><br />So glad that the gruelling journey of field camp is over.u wouldnt believe how one such camp will make u appreciate life more.am gonna tell ya so sooon.<br /><br />its been eons since i last penned an entry in here.if i rmb correctly the last one was dated 7oct.time really flies quickly.both the gd stuffs and the bad ones.for me that is. i felt like i was Adam Sandler in the movie Click.it was like everything was fast forwarded to now.all the so-wanna-get-the-fuck-over chapters r skipped.<br /><br />Lots of things happened within the wk long camp.it was a test that truly tested the grit of a person's mental and physical strength.however its more of the former. as the physical strain mounts larger by the day.by the end of the 2nd day, body is alr exhausted. its only left with the mental power,the games ur mind will play that pushes u on. Mind over matter baby. <br /><br />Day 1 : Set off to campsite from Coy.with full battle order on(which weighs a fucking 12kg) on ur shoulders, rifle,helmet,long 4 uniform suit. everything weighs a shit ton. off we marched up the steep slopes. by the time we reached the top.no comments to say how fucking hard it was becuz we were all BREATHELESS. some succumbed to heat exhaustion even before we actually start work.Pitched our own tents,get all the nitty gritty stuffs done n its evening. combat ration food sucks.<br /><br />Day 2: beginning of field craft lessons,handling of rifle and some dry running of practial lesosns.boring and mind draining.basically day is kinda wasted as nuthing intersting was conducted.<br /><br />It was only the 3rd day onwards that trouble really brewed for me.we had a long tactical walk from the current chkpt to the next campsite.6km long.ran n ran n jogged up the unfriendly terrain.by the time we reached.heat rashes were formin.fuckin discomfort feeling.rising temp.felt like giving up. but i relented.endured silently with the rest.some fuckers complained that i was takin mi own time but little did they know i had a fuckin blisters the size of ur thumby on my ankle. so UP YOURS to the person i m referrin to. btw he's GARANG KING.<br /><br />last day was oso the killer one.we proceeded to reclaimed land area to sleep for the night.AND NO its not the usual basha tent we gonna sleep in with. this time its diggin a trench for urself to sleep inside.using all but a small ET stick.fucking took me 4hrs to dig a grave of my size. and yeah its literally like diggin ur own grave n sleepin inside it. and of all places,reclaim land is the fuckin filthiest place to ever sleep in.its not the trash but rather the FOES/FRIENDS u pay a visit to when u enter their territory to camp with,which over u choose to think. the insects there r gargantua. fucking ants have pincers the size of a sewin needles big.worse is yet to come. the centipede.<br /><br />its not ur average black hairy small fuck kind. its BIG,its FAT. Measuring 10cm by 1cm wide, its brown in colour with RED LEGS. and its fuckin teeth is CRIMSON REd.even a chicken would be be intimidated by it and run off with its chicken feet! sleepin at night is like doin so at ur own reach.for once i felt like i m the prey and the centi is the predator. once in a while i would wake up n watch round.thank god nothing happened and it went past.<br /><br />Thurs came n we went thru the Battle Inoculation course before we marked the end of the camp. it was fun shit as live rounds were fired over our heads while we crawled thru obstacles to the destination.deafening but fun other than some abrasions. it was the aftermath of the whole thing that i began to appreciate wad i once didnt.<br /><br />when we finally got back to the company.it felt so surreal.to sleep in the bed once again that i used to detest.shittin in the toilet and stuff.more imptly its water and light.powdered bathe for 7days.stank like a skunk.making do with the available light of the sun.and fendin on ur own with a stupid torchlight at night is too diff. small little things became a thing i start to cherish.<br /><br />Despite all the bad points which i ve said,there were truly some moments which r to be cherished.like wad my encik say,take all the difficulties gone thru inside as a pinch of salt.when u endured to the end.pat on ur own shoulders n say "i made it". nothing felt more accomplishing than that. also the camp brought about team spirit,camaradarie among mi buddies.workin together to get things done,endurin shits together.<br /><br />aniwae its a long wkend hol for me thanks to the DEEPA-RAYA hols.will be bookin in on tues evenin.till den i ll be back to upate more.but first i gotta crash the shower room to bathe before GATECRASHIN town shortly after.missed that place for a month.god. betterfly.<br /><br />till den I'LL BE BACK<br /><br />hasta la vista BA BI<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-116141009978101968?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1160280714724946582006-10-08T11:56:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:34.416+08:00I reckoned that movies from the 80s or that of my dad's era doesnt catch my attention easily.in fact out of 10 movies,9.5 i would chose to give up entirely not watchin. not until i caught one particular one yest night with him. it was this one dvd that really inspired me and pumped me up big time to my adrenaline to continue to work hard and enjoy the pain in army. that is to eventually get to my destination. shall not elaborate further if u had read my blog earlier on. kudos to my ardent fans ;). back to as i was sayin.<br /><br />Richard Gere starred as a son of a sailor whose low rank father only got a sergeant post,led a screwed up life of whore chasing and boozing. thus he decided to follow his father's footstep.. BY being a naval pilot officer, not his whoring activities.<br />Along the way he met numerous obstacles,trials and tribulations to his eventual finishing pt.like duh! he's the main lead rite? but my point is, how he persevered,endured the pain, encouraging his fellas who so wanna give up. <br /><br />The rest is history when he finally graduated,donned his white suit,and drove his Harley to pick his love of a lifetime up. Thats "An officer...and a Gentleman"<br /><br />Sounds cheesy,from the way i wrote out the plot of the story.and believe me i wouldnt even give a damn to watchin it based on just readin the context at the back of the disc. but just go watch it. for those who found military life too hard to get thru. I m all revved up to face the shit in there.<br /><br />gonna head for lunch with mum soon.but not without payin a visit to my beloved toilet bowl. someday u guys will understand y the often neglected toilet of urs, u will start cherishin it upon enterin army. haha.<br /><br />ok i know ever since i got enlisted,my entries has been revolvin all about army.boring. but i figured that rather than pourin out my shits i faced in there,i will write out the gd times i went thru with my frens in there.<br /><br />4 days block leave.21st to 25th, i m so lookin forward to u baby haha. gtg.be back in 14days yeah.<br /><br />4wks down. 9 wks more to go. yipee.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-116028071472494658?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1160231973073515332006-10-07T22:19:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:34.154+08:00I m back after a routine wk basis of training again.kinda weird only havin the opportunity to blog out once a wk. however its kinda inspiring with the fact that i ve more inspirations and experiences to share thru out the 7 days.<br /><br />I think army life has slowly got into me in a way that the routine of waking up early,doin things with sense of urgency and the unavoidable chances of gettin fuck by sergeants for nitty gritty stuffs not done well. <br /><br />which brings me to this qn.now that i m in the midst of bmt.4 wks has passed.shld i give up now or endure with more tortures of the training to reach into the ranks of OCS. road is long and daunting. 24click road march is enough to kill ur ass and thats turning me off BIG time. but to imagine myself gettin into cadet school,and eventually donning the white suit,awaiting to receive the sword ,to be commisioned as an officer, the prize is just too great to give up. therefore endure..persevere. bah.<br /><br />This wk has prove fruitful in a sense that,instead of the usual physical training, more field crafts and knowledge of the wild were taught to us. we learnt how to built a tent to house our asses from the wild, drills on how to throw a grenade..(believe me throwin one aint as easy as wad u see in CS, fire in the hole kinda shit)<br />like wad Encik would put it, when ur holdin the actual SPG87 grenade, LAMPA LAOGUA = (literally translates as balls sweating in Hokkien)<br /><br />Uber hilarious. the way enciks,sergeants and specialists use to fuck us. another particular plus point this wk for me is the participation of the changin-of-parade event which i took part in.i think God is merciful to me.and i cant believe my luck.we had 5 days to rehearse.not only i slacked for 3 days, i was pulled into the first team when one fella dropped out. wads more unbelievable is that, when the parade was over, SSM gave us a gd news to those who took part, one friday bookout to enjoy instead of the usual sat. WOW.<br /><br />practising of the various positions of shooting,camouflaging in the wilds r all so dirtty and fun!<br /><br />field camp's up next wk. so will be gone for another 2 wks.but fret not, bookin out on the followin friday where the 2 PH falls together.that would mean 4 days off for me.YIPEE haha. so wanna upload fotos i would shoot myself in there with all the suit ,rifle and camo cream if i have the privilege to bring in cam.fuckers who uploaded the videos in youtube r the culprits la. <br /><br />ok nothing much to write now.gonna crash the loo before restin my ass well for the sheits next wk.till den tata guys .<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-116023197307351533?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1159685989718855772006-10-01T14:47:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:33.908+08:00Paid a visit to granny at NUH earlier. <br /><br />She had a bad fall early last wk and fractured her pelvic bone. Upon seeing her lying at the hospital bed just pains me. her frail body just shrank so much to the extent i could literally felt the pain for her. how could her weak body suffer such a blow of fracture. Totally made me wanna break down.<br /><br />But being a man, i aint suppose to be shedding tears.even if the blow is too much to handle. Going thru army has brought my life to a whole new level of maturity. i feel that i ve aged thru it, accepting pain as parts and parcel of life but not letting such misfortunes daunt us. i ve learnt to be tough physically n mentally.<br /><br />Tears didnt shed,but my heart did. thou i didnt get to speak much to granny because of the visiting relatives. i just wanna say i love u granny. please get well soon.<br /><br />and so this is it,just got back from the dreaded hosp. feeling drained that in a matter of hours i will be headin straight back to the lonesome island for yet another 6 days. however i felt awkwardly glad to head back for i know i prefer withstandin the stress in there than facing my irrational father's attitude. <br /><br />but its alright, life in the army phase really changed my thinkin and handlin of reactions in life. no longer will there be anymore arguments or shoutin back. Rationality is the key.<br /><br />Oct is here.time flies so quickly to the point that the next thing i know,dec falls and i will be outta tekong. and for once i m beginning to appreciate the company of my frens in there than lookin forward to graduating frm it. <br /><br />nothing much to say for now for its such a draining day today. seeing some people's faces today just pisses me off. i guess only Mum is the most understandin and accomodating person.<br /><br />Gone for another week.till then,tata peeps. and thanks for the visits despite not bloggin. appreciate :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115968598971885577?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1159607257628972582006-09-30T16:19:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:33.709+08:00FINALLY!<br /><br />its been a long long 3wks since i ve touched this cob-webbed infested blog of mine.but dont blame me for i m so fucking lost to the outside world.even my very own desktop is like a complete stranger to me.cant type as fast as i once was except if u tell me to keymesh.<br /><br />life in tekong for the 21 days have been tough but yet ironically enjoyin.enjoyin the pain that is haha.sick?<br /><br />initially all the strength training and running bored the fuck outta me.but i ve learnt to accept the pain for "no pain, no gain" and the past 20 odd days have finally reaped rewards for me.<br /><br />leaner,meaner,toner and tanner haha. yup.deltoids,biceps and triceps all sculptin into shapes gradually. one person to thank would be ENCIK EE. although he is a fucking devil who's sadistic behaviour got the better of him,as well as his habit of addin "fucks" into his conversation as adjectives, i have utmost respect for him.<br /><br />some say pple will hate him becuz of his attitude.but come Passing Out Parade (POP), the ones that get to OCS will triumph becuz of him. <br /><br /><strong>"Its through tough times like these,that tough men are born"</strong><br /><br />i believe i belong to that category.though i m still kinda weak shit,my chin-ups been improvin ,so as joggin and my jinxed-standin broad jump.i could have got a high silver if it aint for that fuck. pissed.<br /><br />Haven mentioned that i am assigned to Bronco Company,Platoon 3,Section 1,Bed 10. in short, B3/1/10. within my section are great frens who never failed to make the atmosphere of training funnier and lighter. we have the always burping fishcake as section IC.oh yar charlie brown is my poly class mate.wad a small world. <br /><br />there's more. bed 2 we have blur-king nicholas who always get us in trouble.losin his rifle,doin things slowly and gettin our whole platoon pump it and usually lazy when comes to doin chin ups - he practically rest his ass on our arms and rely on us to push him up. ass. ahhaha. bed 3 weikian, funny guy who can mimic every encik's pet phrase to perfection. "Roger? with a smirk on encik face" are his fave. bed 4 is the super open and comical ryan.omg he is a real hilarious guy la.with him, he cant tok cock abt anything from hobbies to army to even sex.great to have him.bed 5 is kent.oh my kent is such a poor fella.became the toilet IC when he left his boxers on the basin the first day.caught by sergeant and thus became our infamous toilet head. haha.<br /><br />bed 6 is chong seng.one who always calls me charlie brown.thanks to fishcake LA! and charlie brown aint any funny cute character of the cartoon.initial of them read CB.go figure.<br /><br />bed 7 is wei ren.super creppy guy who always asks redundant qns.and one will always suspects if he's a homo cuz his actions r so gay haha.nevertheless when hands him a job like fillin water for us, it will always be done.thanks! ;)<br /><br />bed 8 is alvin, my pri-sec sch fren.and as mentioned its a small world when alvin actually knows fishcake.and we r somehow linked.get it? bed 9 is yong hong my buddy.nuthing much to say abt him since he is out of course for medical reasons.but he's a nice fella la.borrowin sth frm him is as thou gettin it without even needin his permission.his wardrobe is like mine.free to access haha. 10 is me.11 is wayne.!<br />one whom u can figure from far that he is here with his "WAH LAO" pet phrase haha. btw wayne is also from SP aero.which means we r RELATEd.haha. he's the proj team mate of the famous pamela that all guys went gaga for.nice fella whom i appreciate.12 is beloved khetan aka mickey. special guy la him.i feel that him and i have this special bondin which make us like close buddies. no idea y but he's gd.<br /><br />other sections within platoon 3 has been gd as well.made a few close buddies like Jon from sect 2, the 2chin gang lewis and thaddeus. kenneth-crapshit and stuff.lots to be mentioned.but nah shall stop and continue abt other matters.<br /><br />So life in there has been hard to get by the first 2 wks.really.the pain of missin home and being stranded on that shit island is unbearable.but m glad its over.to get over the pain of it,thankfully there's always commercial planes like SIA,Quantas SA and stuffs that soar into the skies like free birds.enthralling.temporary relieval of pain like a drug haha.<br /><br />life in tekong has been shit.food sucks.unpalatable but at the least edible.unlike the past when dad told me the chicken in his days were as hard as rubber. the only mode of transport in there is ur own bloody legs.to make it worse,u always have to march ur ass to anywhere. fucked up can.<br /><br />got too much to say,but shant make this entry too lengthy.stay tune for more perhaps tonight?before i book in tmr ha. gonna go eat real human food at the mainland.gorge myself to orgasm man.kambing soup and pizzas here i come! <br /><br />meetin up with cliques later after a long period.cant wait to see them haha.<br /><br />got lotsa pple to meet up but as i only have a day of wkend off, pls bear with me yeah.peeps like gerald,jur head.wingman ronald. will surely come out n meet soon k.<br /><br />shall get goin.<br /><br />"when the going gets tough,the tough one gets going.someday we shall soar like eagles"<br /><br />motivational quotes from myself to push myself to gettin my aim in OCS.<br /><br />NAVY and OCS beckons and awaits. shld i sign on for the navy at the expense of my freedom but with the mountain of cash to earn thru. someone advice me.<br /><br />peace out<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115960725762897258?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1157647098970312482006-09-08T00:05:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:33.479+08:00So...this is it. from the countless number of days which then i did not fret, till the last night here before i bid farewell to everyone for 2 wks. this is it.i will be gone. adieu my friends.<br /><br />My mind is in a state of blank for now.have this urge to blog out something but i just couldnt.i m firing blanks! *PUN UNINTENDED* haha. i guess it must have been the smoke that has coagulated my mind.together with the booze i downed just now.everything just went hooha.<br /><br />Oh yar speaking of that, dinner was with jur's sec sch pals.now the logic is, apparently Gibson, jur's notorious fren whose curriculum vitae (CV) is impressive in the triad world haha. i think ur one funny guy even though ur so different from us. oh yar the rest of the peeps comprised of jur,mabelle,gibson,shawn and yucai. apparently yucai is jingwen's sister, and he's my sec sch pal.coincidentally he's my class in sec 1 n 2. coolio to the fact that the world cant get any smaller than that haha.<br /><br />chatted from 730 till 1030 at the backyard of his nearby coffeeshop there.boy it was fun.<br /><br />got home around 1120.came online to blog.am surprised that all my frens bothered to at least send me a gd luck, take care msg-es. i appreciate it all folks. and here's a picture of my screen full of pple's gd luck msg to me!<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/GUYS.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/GUYS.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br><br /><br />Awww...aint that touchin.12 messages at one go wishing me the same stuff. also received sms-es from a few frens like XY,ken etc. thanks a whole lot again k.<br /><br />Replyin to all the msg-es,checkin and clearin my mails and news and bloggin at the same time, aint that great multi-taskin :P?<br /><br />ok i shall go take a bath soon after this, hope ronald can succeed in stealin his parents car keys out to take me and san out for a one last ride illegally before we embark on a different sets of journey in life. and he's riskin it all just for we 2 sake. oh bro thanks man wingman ha.<br /><br />alrigtee i shall take off now,hopefully will post another short entry tmr morning just before i leave yeah? <br /><br />Oh bloggy, i will be gone for 2wks. miss u.<br /><br />Last words, farewell people who love me. i'll be back in 2 wks yeah?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115764709897031248?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1157522387284722032006-09-06T13:03:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:33.251+08:00It was more of a fruitful outing yesterday with sec sch pals than expected.Although sandip and ronald were late,which was kinda a turnoff,at least the moments spent talking were gd. Willy Alvin and i made up the remaining ones.<br /><br />Met up with alvin and willy first at Heeren at 7.San n ron late as usual.Cant blame him, preparing stuffs for himself over at UK in a matter of days. Bumped into this guy who patronise RL frequently during my time there. he sort of become my bud ever since den, though i dun really know his name n much less got his number ahha. <br /><br />Shockin thing was,handsome he may be, he's got a wave of girls with him.if i can still recall,he's the only guy yest with the rest ,girls. Oh...pretty girls. MA kinda standard haha. eng spoken,bred, jc kinda-like. haha. oh well maybe for the fact that his gf is pretty haha.<br /><br />Ate at Pastamania after the 2 turn up.mania's pizza sucks big time. sorry san, u paid the most for it.bet ron didnt chip in a cent for it haha.<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/alvin%20%26%20i.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/alvin%20%26%20i.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>Alvin & I <br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/goofy%20san.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/goofy%20san.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Goofy sandip haha <br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/me%20%26%20san.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/me%20%26%20san.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Sandip & I <br><br /><br />Ok just to add a few photos in first to compensate for the lengthy words, as well as a little tease, cuz more to be uploaded at the end haha. <br /><br />So as we were dining yest,san spoke alot on the stuffs he seen and heard at Nepal.From clubbing life there to hiring hitman to kill people for only 5000rupees ($200) to witchcraft and necromancy. Certainly sparked alot of interest in the conversation. will miss ur goofiness man san! 4 yrs in UK. how time flies. we used to be scouts mates and class partners.do all the shits together with alex,willy u me = 4 musketeers.(Nick Chow said that) awwww miss miss.<br /><br />Slacked at the roadside of Cineleisure thereafter.chatted,cracked lame jokes.short time but it was great. Started snapping pictures of us as memoirs because 4 yrs is indeed a long time. <br /><br />AND I BUMPED INTO bud again.haha the world is small.or m i fated to meet him so as to know one of his beautiful girlfriends. haha. handsome guy with pretty frens.Oh my god, i want that kind of life haha. and surprisingly i got him to shoot a photo of us 5 in it.picture which he took will be uploaded here.sorry gals cant let ya see his face. haha ok meetin jur later for some halo-ing action for the last day haha.<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/me%20in%20them.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/me%20in%20them.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Where's willy? haha <br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/them%21.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/them%21.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> where's han? <br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/Willy%20%26%20i.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/Willy%20%26%20i.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Willy and Han <br><br /><br /><strong>Lastly a photo of the magnificent 5</strong><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/US.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/US.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> handsome bud is the photographer. thanks man haha <br><br /><br />I love u guys. without u all, it wldnt have been a satisfying journey in sec sch life.thanks be back for more updates tmr! 2 days left<br /><br />Army here i come!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115752238728472203?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1157448269820481862006-09-05T17:12:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:32.922+08:00I must say being a tv comedian or just to do comedy for entertainment aint an easy job after all. And if u ask me wad kind of pple whom i ve respect in such a high tech world today, it aint no Bill Gates or Steve Jobs sheits. rather i give my hat off to these comediens who just never cease to provide us laughter that pricks our nerves till it tingle. Whose Line is it Anyway has been around for long,if not maybe a decade i guess? been busy downloadin the whole of season 8 and caught it.<br /><br />Boy it was funny.<br /><br />Ryan Stiles,Collin Mochrie,Wayne and Drew are all a damn funny blokes. kudos to them man,they make me and the crowd in there laugh like laughing pills. and its not those stupid staged one. its on-the-spot making a joke outta it. i respect u all man.<br /><br />Yup, u got me, free times are spent watchin WLA on comp. laughin my ass off. busy gettin them done, before uploadin them into viddy of mine.might just bring in to get some laughter from the lonely-island over there.bleah.<br /><br />Which brings me to think of sth to pen. i figured, whats one show that draws the most inspiration and skills which i can learn from would be nonetheless, whose line. creating a joke out of nothing and pleasing the crowd aint easy feat. and to have achieve that, its an accomplishment. i wanna make pple laugh, not being a clown of course, but being humourous. skills of coming up with things on the spot like them r sth i wanna learn as well.<br /><br />Favourite Car of all time. hmmm that would undoubtedly be the Made in Berlin brand, Bavarian Motor Works. i even got a specific model of bmw which would best describe me. used to like Z4, but its too common. behold Z8. its old,but ols school, its retro, its so like the 80s kind of car, but its sleeky, its sexy and within the modestly aged car compared to others, its strong in the inside. haha.<br /><br />Cant think of more to say.gonna go joggin.buildin up stamina just 3 days to go is so doom for me.my standin broad jump is just a pathetic 205. work on it.<br /><br />Meetin up with wingmens later at Heeren for dinner. last meet up before we all part ways man.san headin to Newcastle for studies n i into army.Alex as mentioned last time,departed.<br /><br />Will be back to flood more updates and matters before i leave this blog to rot for full 2 weeks! BAH.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115744826982048186?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1157371353351471162006-09-04T19:41:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:32.652+08:00Aye aye!<br /><br />let me make it clear that it aint the lazy cells in me that didnt wanna blog.its just that i ve been busy, and finally got a breather now after the 2days of weekend.<br /><br />As i ve said, my schedule since late last week till this friday is packed with lotsa outings and programmes, its not the kind of fun,chillax outing feelin that i ve want. Rather its more of a time to bid goodbye and Miss-Yous to all the buds of mine. Cliques is one i really will miss lots haha. next will be jur,sec sch pals,gerald n co n homies. aWww. feeling real sour now as i think of it.<br /><br />Friday was a usual slackin day with cliques. met up with gang at cityhall interchange before crashin Carl's Jr Marina for some Beefmania. not the usual me anymore, cant down a Superstar like in the past. i guess being famous star will do haha. Attendence of the day read: Ong,Alex,Yh,Rs,Zann and Jacks. little but got used to the numbers. chatted lots on army life. well maybe just to take some precautionary measures and know-hows before i die in there. <br /><br />Better to be safe than sorry is the remedy. Yeah.<br /><br />Sat met up with gerald for some real chat on the fuckin topic on army again.yes. 4 letter word is gettin so morbid now.grrr. but one incident that made sat funny was this incident @ burger king where gerald was blabbin kinda loudly talkin about matters of his sexuality, (u know wad i mean) and the girls at the opposite table were kinda gaping, stumped for words haha.Words were flyin across them before gerald spoke.After that, it seem like a no man's land on their table. Funny. haha<br /><br />Ok Ma blog readers, u guys may not know them but i feel they r worth mentioning. Gerald was leakin me stuffs on Keith that day which he had a raunchy affair with Terence. A place for haircut turned out to be a fuck pen place haha. Uber hilarious. Ask me for details if curious, i figured its too explicit to mention here haha.<br /><br />Sunday met up with <strong>Beloved Cliques</strong> at Holland V after dinner with gramps and aunt. Chilled at Eski Bar! yeah practically chilled there for 2 hrs!nice ambience,drinks and housepours for sunday are affordable.loved the fact that its not the place that intrigued me, its the company of good frens and such place that brings out the mood. Love u guys : Alex,Yh,Ong YY! so wanted to hug u all at the platform b4 i boarded the train yest. nvm will see u guys real soon yea promise (:<br /><br />Entry gettin longeR?should i stop now?yeah...<br /><br /><br /><br />Upon second thought,nah shall carry on since i wont be gettin much chances after "balding" haha,stayed at aunt's place after romancing Holland V. Oh yar, topics spoke were RAUNCHY haha.manhood,man size,how-tos hahahha,go figure!<br /><br />Monday : Bought briefs from Calvin. was rumaging thru while shoppin n saw it on sale. since when do u see such branded quality being on sales? EONS. yup. got my Havianas flip flops at Heeren before proceedin to jurs place for Halo-ing. Overall its a very productive day. more to come, more to come tmr, when meetin besti pals of sec sch.<br /><br />i seriously think i m an emotional,sensitive fella. but i just wanna say....i love u guys, i love u cliques,i love u jur, i love my FA-MI-LY. I LOVE MY GRAMPS,MY AUNT, my ipod,my specs,my bag,my jeans.<br /><br />Get my point?<br /><br />from people to inanimate things, i just love everything. <br /><br />And i mean it. miss u guys. tata<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115737135335147116?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1157180623251734862006-09-02T14:34:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:32.402+08:00Well well....long awaited entry is finally here after 3 days? haha<br /><br />yesterday was indeed a fully-utilised day. it was the beginning of my busy schedule which i ve been lookin forward to....partly to ease the pre-army blues which i ve been having.<br /><br />Went out with dad n jur in the early afternoon to Beach road to get my army stuffs. sights of pple of my age ,scrambling to get stuffs before headin in next wk is kind of a put off,not just remindin myself of my remaining time left but also some of the arrogant faces of the 18 yr olds, thinkin they themselves so highly as if they ve the BRAINS of knowin-which-and-what-to-get. <br /><br />BIG TURN OFF fuckers.<br /><br />after that,began on my feedin period.eat eat n eat. drank 'kambing' soup with sugar cane juice,snatched some kuay tiao goreng from jur,headed to suntec to chill n ate MACS again. UTTER SINFUL.<br /><br />slacked with jur and sis after the latter came to meet up.<br /><br />GUESS WHAT<br /><br />went to raffles city and ATE again. yes.coffee club's iced mocha vanilla,hazelnut walnut cakey which sis chuck ordered, and some apple strudel jur ordered.PURE sin i tell u.<br /><br />one day if i die, i will definitely die because of gluttony. i will do my payback in hell as if a pig being roasted alive before allowin the devils to feast on e hahahah!<br /><br />met up with cliques and headed to Carl's Jr for more MONSTER feastin of the GIANT burgers. oh my god.... so a day to forget about the shits in my stomach. talked and chatted about army life with alex n stuff. our 2.5 hrs stay-there conversation were peppered with some sick-shit-fatass pple laughter at the back of us. its hilarious.<br />One can just laugh his ass of becuz of the guy's infectious evil-witch laughter haha. yeah basically thats abt it. pple who turned up were: ong,alex,yh,rs,jacks and zanny. <br /><br />Proposed sunday gathering @ zhen fa is still in the midst. lots of pple i need to meet up with.gerald's invitation to DXO tmr evenin will most prolly be turned down.Tmr morning's bladin session which fiona and sharon ask, is still under consideration becasue i m so lazy to get up early haha.<br /><br />Stayover blah blah...tues meet up, thurs gatherin....ar....why isnt time on my side.<br /><br />Lazy saturday afternoon i m goin thru now.wonder what will i be doin in exactly a week's time at this period, in the bloody sick camp.<br /><br />Went chinatown just now with dad and jur's dad for lunch.met up with this weird but quirky uncle who has a unique collections of notes all over asia. he even has coins dated back to post 1900s era of spore. queen victoria in 1896, ming dynasty coins etc etc r more or less his collectibles i can name. he did gave me a $1 coin dated in 1982, spore coin. thanks man.<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/COINS.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/COINS.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/COINS2.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/COINS2.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br><br /><br />gotta go shit. thats abt it be back for more updates. take care guys.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115718062325173486?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1156954784369936362006-08-31T00:05:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:32.166+08:00BUSY BUSY BUSY<br /><br />yeah...finally thats sth i ve been lookin forward to....being occupied to the brim of my schedule. starting right from this fri till next thurs.... its lots n lots of programme lining up right before i m being ushered into the doors of monster-island. hey y didnt Walt Disney pictures come up with monster island...instead coming up with children fantasy of monsterhouse. sheesh haha.<br /><br />Anyway shall list here as a form of reminder for myself before i forget.Figured that my mobile do offer notes and organiser, am too lazy to check it out haha.<br /><br />Tmr, thurs : Jur's place (most prolly, for some halo-in ass-session), meetin ron for chillout.<br /><br />Fri: Chillax session with cliques.last one btw on a fri..sadly...will miss the moments guys.<br /><br />Sat: last visit to gramps place for dinner,might meet bintan homies up for some outin or chillin.<br /><br />Sun: Crashin aunt's place and dinner together with grandfather b4 enlistment.outing which alex suggested is still in the midst of organising.<br /><br />Mon: Trip down to Beach road also known as army market, to get all the ass stuffs needed for mosquitoes infested tekong.<br /><br />Tues: Meet up with wingman, ronald, and sec sch pals alvin and willy.last meet up before god-knows-when the next will be.awww miss u guys too... sigh.<br /><br />Wed: prolly slackout at home for the last afternoon before headin out to meet gerald for last min get-stuffs for army.<br /><br />Thurs: dinner at zhen fa with jur head,gibson and mabelle...HOPEFULY.stop smilin mabs.u shld be glad i m so hopin u can make it,more the merrier. as wad jur said, gibson he n i gonna drink n eat to our hearts content n smoke our asses out haha.<br /><br />FRI ................................is................I M GONNA MISS MAMA'S HOME COOKED FOOD day....2 damn weeks. <br /><br />ALL FUCKED UP.<br /><br />sighness.<br /><br />nvm shall cherish these moments b4 goin thru a life-changin path.<br /><br />weather todae's been gd....raining incessantly...light breeze blowin into the windowns and listening to melancholic jazz music. 2 yrs .... later only will i get a chance to hear this again. god knows wad 2 yrs might be.<br /><br />PURE MELANCHOISM. ok shall end entry here. lengthy entry despite being one that has not much to talk about.happy ONG? hahaha. <br /><br />ok shall crash the lavatory now,tummy's weird.catchin dvd with dad later on biggie 42.<br /><br />be back for more updates. nights world.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115695478436993636?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1156953917530886682006-08-31T00:04:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:31.903+08:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115695391753088668?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1156850767207674442006-08-29T19:01:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:31.673+08:00There's been another part of me thats been deep inside.Something i ve longed to show it out to the world about my this dark side..... its ......its.....horrible....terrible....petrifying yet tantalizingly cute.... its without a question, the unmistakable side of hanster....... its simply.....<br /><br />Nah cant use a word to describe wad i m gonna show u all in the next moment. I shall let the picture take u all away into the other split side of MOI. muhahahhahaha.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/Image003.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/400/Image003.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> REVENGE OF THE NERD! <br><br /><br />HAHA its the other side of me.ya can say that its my evil nerd! muhahahha.<br /><br />Ok get to the point. thats my new specs which i made specially for army.bleah....lousy specs.dont feel the aura and awe when i put them on.but i figured my heart wld bleed shld there be any scratches gotten as a result from my BMT, that wld be disastrous.<br /><br />as u can see.....jur took the picture of the nerd! <a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/Image004.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/Image004.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> <br><br /><br />trust him to tink of such sheit pose to take.he is just taking advantage of me,gettin my nerdish specs, to make a fool outta me hahaha.dick. <br /><br />days are numbered.i just feel so bluey.... pre-army blues i guess haha. <br /><br />However,for the fact that jur just told me, Gibson will be enlisting on the same day as me, which means there's a real chance of us being bunk mates haha! this fucker is hilarious, although jur n i speculated the number of ways he cld n might get me into trouble shld be be mates.but thank god there's someone like him ard, joker@! haha<br /><br />wanna plan mi week's programme to the brim.So for the next as well. i wanna go in with a die-happy thot haha. heard jur gonna plan next thurs night to have a dinner @ Zhen Fa, marina south, gibson,jur,mabelle n i. Gonna drink and puff to our hearts content b4 i head to fuck-island. ok shall head for a jog now to get back my fitness.<br /><br />random thot : headed down to Si ma lu to offer prayer to the Goddess there.aunt and mum told me to. It was a trip well deserved. and it was a very sincere one. it felt rite. i guess religion is slowly playin a part of me now.<br /><br />TATA.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115685076720767444?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1156615788981723312006-08-27T01:42:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:31.488+08:00RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH so fucking angry!!!! i typed so much and i got dc-ed in the middle of republishin!!!!! my lengthy entry is gone!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn1!!!!!!!<br />akbhakfhasfhoashfshoashoaish!!!!!<br /><br />Now i gotta start all over again.FUCK FUCK FUCK.i still yet to bathe.grrrrrrrr shall type this shit finish before i go,on the account that i had a great day.<br /><br />Subject of blog entry today reads: A day filled of fun-full memories.<br /><br />Indeed it was.Had such a splendid day that having 24hrs a day is too short.30hrs wld be better. but anways it was a fruitful one!<br /><br />It started lazy in the morning when i woke up at noon.had lunch and slacked at the comp.didnt really want to head down for meetin with bintan homies consistin of Xiaoying,Fiona,Ronald and Ghim.sadly ghim has left for the States,Michigan to pursue his studies.Awww.as i was sayin,real reluctant to go down so much so i had thots of forgoin it.but somehow took my lazy legs with me there.met up with Ron n headed down to holland village.<br /><br />After meetin up Xy first, we went to meet up fiona, who brought along Sharon , her besty.First stop,crashed Settler's cafe in holland.Boy was it fun.ordered basket of finger foods, and played the games over there.Settler have nice games which are a gazillion times better than traditional games like monopoly and scrabble.Munchkins,Taboo,Pictionary,Cluedo.YAHOO! fun fun fun. haha played cluedo with the bintan homies.Had a ball of a time over there.<br /><br />At one point,ronald was so engrossed eatin his chicken wings, that i cracked a joke sayin, his character, Colonel Mustard from Cluedo, killed Mrs Peacock, in the kitchen,with his chicken wings.Laughter. haha. I love my kinda life of a typical lazy sat,hangin out with frens,chillin,playin games at such places, rather than clubbin, which is so not my kinda life. I appreciate having u guys : Bintan homies, Beloved cliques,sec sch pals,gerald n co n jurhead for companies.Without u guys,god knows wad life i wld be having.<br /><br />Anway went to the nearby hawker centre and started orderin lots of food to satisfy our gastronomical appetites.sadly food there wasnt that gd.but its fun orderin so many dishes n sharin with lotsa pple! <br /><br />Cliques outin was cancelled in the midst as some aint really keen to meet.Bugis chillin eneded up cancelled.sigh another day perhaps yeah. <br /><br />Chilled there for an hr,before busyin down to orchard road for.....more chilling! haha.Next stop, starbucks at Liat Towers. Kinda ganged up with fiona n sharon in findin chacne for ron n xy to be together.sorry bro, haha but wanted to create chance for xy n ya haha.sounded so childhood kinda matchmakin! funny. <br /><br />As was walkin to coffee house,a very strange encounter of someone callin out to me came. Here's the illustration. "Ha.....Ha......Ha....Han.....Han....Hannn". instintively, i turned ard n i saw mabelle callin out, lookin so out of breath kind. hahhaa so corny , is my name realli that hard to rmb? i share the same name as the famous actor in Caldecott Hill.how can ya forget?haha or m i not half as handsome as the former, which is the reason y u forget? haha.... no offence :)<br /><br />Yakked,chatted for another couple of hrs there before goin home. grrr felt i didnt blog as thorough as just now about the outin.MAD MAD..... anyway love u guys ,bintan homies haha.<br /><br />Nope, not home.but.......Prata house ,sunshine next stop! haha,met up with jur,little fries and sister ass chuck for supper.Ate,Drank,chilled,talk cock till we had fun before leavin.Such times r comin to an end in 2wks.miss u guys too yeah.esp the little ones.but fret not, i will be out in 2 wkends.n i promise more block catchin with u guys ahahha!<br /><br />Finally only got back now,unshowered,stink like shit, but gotta blog it out before i go.I figured pennin down this wonderful day serve great purpose to my memories.Really enjoyed this sat.<br /><br />Gonna go now.....but not without sayin this after it came to my mind.Random blog, caught Click yest with jur.wad started out as a comedy, turned out eventually to be a show with memorable plot in the midst, and a perfect ending.Pls watch if possbile.Perfect 10 . & Kate Beckingsale is hot. :)<br /><br />ALso while watchin, a particular song from the show drawn my ears to it. Its from The Cranberries , titled, Linger. Absolutely beautiful piece. YH rmb to dl! hahaha<br /><br />I love my life now.............with onli the next 13das left.sigh. Anyway yeah life's great now, so much so i enjoy every moment with everyone i stated above, and Love-logy, special one who-i-ve-been-waiting-for shall wait! haha<br /><br />Ok better get goin. stink.<br /><br />Cheerios & Adeus peeps!<br /><br />Beautiful Saturday.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115661578898172331?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1156482247648998412006-08-25T12:55:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:31.224+08:00Shit....i m supposed to be in the shower by now....meetin jur at 130 to catch a movie of Click at 150 at ps. damn n here i m still got the cheek to blog.<br /><br />Bet jur's gonna fume if he reads this blog n knows y i m always late.<br /><br />Damn.<br /><br />I seem to love doing things under pressure of time.haha...no idea why.but whenever i have loads of time for sth to be done,i would procrastinate. an example wld be packing and re-arranging my drawer of briefs. she thinks its too bloody untidy and plead with me to go clean it for god sake.i didnt obliged.hahaha whereas in less than half an hr,i gotta shower,dress up, do my boyish "make-up" and packin my bag readyin to get my whoppin ass out. i suck at time-management haha.<br /><br />BUT I LOVE DOIN THINGS AT STRESSES LIKE THIS hahahahha!<br /><br />anyway here's a quick bloggie of the day. My chuck ass sister took a photo of the ever-playful and joyful kids who lives on the 12th. Naughty boy who is loud but not uncouth.he's gonna be a handsome boy next time i bet haha.<br /><br />Pls ogle at the pictures that i gonna upload later. look at the ice-cream all over his cheeks. so ROLF-ing pls haha.<br /><br />gotta fly.<br /><br />cheerios!<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/ThreeSomes%21.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/ThreeSomes%21.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> naughty over-grown babies! haha cute <br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/Baby%21.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/Baby%21.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Coco-Jumboo Sister when she's young!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115648224764899841?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1156392941825941082006-08-24T12:02:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:30.946+08:00didnt have the motivation or the inspiration to blog becuz of my ever-so-lazy hands. but decided to blog after a sudden spur of doin so in a minute starting from now.<br /><br />figured that as i ve things to write about when comes to mind,wld quickly pen 'em down b4 i forget. pls pardon if words r kinda misspelt or sth,am typin at key-meshing speed haha.<br /><br />it'd come a damn long way to reach this 56th posting in my blog.from the first till currently, lots of things had happened in live.could still vividly rmb the first post was done @ jur's place and shortly after finishing exams from the poly. in the midst were mostly abt work life at Ralph Lauren, the fun i had at chilling sessions,the painting and decoratin of my room which had gone so out as i anticipated,ar.... to think of it, they were joyful memories. <br /><br />Fast-forward to now,reality has hit hard.15 days to army.have this blues abt it man.it aint that i m afraid of harshness or wadeva...just that my lifestyle would have a complete radical change.no more weekdays slackin, and wakin up late. only 2 weekends i can have to savour. Bleah.<br /><br />Ok random blog : was burning joss sticks on behalf of mum as it slipped her mind to do so, the fact that it was the last day of the month of the Festival , dad n i went to lit. Wind conditions were fuckin big and coming from all direction. and as a result i got burnt by flyin-ash-paper. FUCK it hurts.<br /><br />From THERE ON, i knew throwin those papers into the bin would be a tough job to do so. You see,to negotiate the wind direction as well as the strength of it, u gotta keep moving ard the bloody bin , <--- even if its circumference is just no longer than my height. helluva effort ha.<br /><br />Was in dreamland last night.dreamt of this wonderful lookin girl that i had saved from her captors.cant really rmb, but if i can recall, the place was in my primary school haha. The corridoors and the toilets r so similar to it. managed to save her out and gave her a kiss or sth. real stupid haha. <br /><br />One thing i cant forget abt that dream was that her face was so different from typical Singaporean chinese faces of a girl.her features aint the "ah-lian" types or whatsoever. cant realli think of a actress to use as a gauge example. maybe an aussie chinese girl? or maybe its having the inteliigence and character of Clara and the looks and smile of Miss Motivator, combined! argh yes .... thats more like it.<br /><br />going for a tan later with jur. flu bug aint gettin away any sooner. be back for updates soon yeah. <br /><br />cheerios.<br /><br />PS: i like that girl in my dreams!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115639294182594108?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1156244329414160072006-08-22T18:58:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:30.730+08:00<style>.cink{font-size:10px;font-family:tahoma;color:000080;font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;}</style><div id='lyrics' style='width:320;text-align:center;background-color:C1D1F0;font:normal 10px tahoma;color:000080;'><a href='http://www.videocure.com/music-video-code/f/fd3c9e68aa0da1a137774650993fc1ed.html' target='_blank' class='cink'>London Bridge Video</a> - <a href='http://www.elyrics.net/song/f/fergie-lyrics.html' target='_blank' class='cink'>Fergie <em>lyrics</em></a></div><EMBED name='MediaPlayer' type='application/x-mplayer2' autostart='1' loop='false' style='filter:normal' displaysize='4' pluginspage='http://www.microsoft.com/windows/mediaplayer/en/download/' ShowTracker='1' ShowControls='1' ShowStatusBar='0' width='320' height='280' EnableContextMenu='0' src='http://www.videocure.com/music-video-code/f/fd3c9e68aa0da1a137774650993fc1ed.asx'></EMBED><div id='vidcure' style='width:320;text-align:center;background-color:C1D1F0'><a href='http://www.videocure.com/music-videos/f/1f0bac36cdacd67d88105e7e8d83d8a6.html' target='_blank' class='cink'>Fergie Music Video Codes</a></div><div id='vidcure1' style='width:320;text-align:center;'><font style='font-size:13px;font-family:Tahoma;'><a href='http://www.videocure.com' target='_blank'>Music Video Codes</a> by VideoCure.com</font></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115624432941416007?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1156240054465446612006-08-22T17:34:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:30.481+08:00got back home from dhoby 15mins ago, and here i m at the comp again.like a real couch potato shit. Gelare was great. 50% off usual. Cheapskate? whatever.i dont really care whether i m takin advantage of such promotion, rather its seizing the chance when presented to ya?<br /><br />as i was sayin earlier, i m really into readin pple's blog. efforts were paid off when i happened to read dawn's bloggie and she linked it to the star blog webbies.i guess i kinda enjoy readin her blog, compared to Xiaxue's. such a biatch she is, the way she talks about certain matters. Somehow can feel that she's tryin to add bombastic words and HOO-HA jargons into her typical asian style of writing. Totally turn off by it. <br /><br />I happened to read some of the things the start bloggers were sayin, and some thing they said really added much fun. One especially caught my attention. A question was posed to the bloggers and it said : "What are their pet peeves?". <br /><br />Ahem, thou i didnt really like xiaxue's way of writing, but her answers really is fun shit! check it out yo. <br /><br /><strong>"And I hate parsley so much that if I as much as smell it from a small distance I feel like puking can! <br /><br />I also hate comic sans. I don't know why people like to use that ******* font so much! WHY? It is so roundish and childish and uglish and grrrrrrrrr just hate it. <br /><br />I hate Croc shoes. Makes me mad to see people wearing it.I don't understand why people like to wear it. Yes yes, comfortable <br /><br />I know (tried it on just tonight at my cousin's place) but it looks like what a retarded clown would wear! <br /></strong><br /><br />she even had the cheek to write this : " <strong>I dislike pubic hair. I don't like it on girls, and I don't like it on men, especially if it is long and straight, which is even worse than curly coz if it curls you cannot see it being long. <br /><br />I hate the sight of pubes on toilet floors, and I wish people would ALL go for waxing, or just bloody trim it. I hate looking at Jap porn and seeing ALL the girls have bushes the size of... well just dense, long and bushy. YUCK. </strong><br /><br />get it now?absolutely hilarious the way she writes. its just so her to air the things that turn her off. <br /><br />Weather's sick these days. it just gets so warm in the day and so fuckin coolin at night. little wonder one's easy to fall sick. <br /><br />nothing much to upload for photos unless someone can suggest. be back tmr to update.<br /><br />Out.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115624005446544661?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1156226781578365662006-08-22T14:01:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:30.136+08:00i must admit whenever i m online, the first thing i would check would be.....NOPE not msn, but soccernet. haha.<br /><br />After that i would go on a blog-surfing.Yeps. i love to read pple's blog in case ya didnt know.and it kinda peeves me that if the person's blog aint updated regularly. ... *hint to pple who blogs*<br /><br />damn sis just called.gonna go eat the shit outta the waffers at Gelare later.its 50% off damnit!be back later to update further.<br /><br />Sickness still gettin no any better.<br /><br />peace out.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115622678157836566?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1156149565591635332006-08-21T16:18:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:29.885+08:00got terribly sick after a late night up at jur's place on sat. Thanks to that mahjong freak sister of his which got us all shagged out.<br /><br />got the flu bug as a result of not having sufficient rest.ended up with having a bad sore throat,blocked nose and occasional headaches. Hit a new record for the number of sleep i had. 15hrs today. Wasted a day. Boo. 17days to army. ambivalent feelings man.<br /><br /><font size = 2><strong>Friday</strong></font><br /><br />Met up with gerald and had a cuppa over chillax session.Lazed at Starbucks and chatted for like 2 hrs about army life and stuffs.Prior to this,army stuffs aint necessary always abt askin hows life in there,wad to do for this n that. NO. i maybe nervous abt how to adapt when the day comes, but its just a phase in life where we all guys have to do. And OCS Baby. <br /><br />As i was sayin, he told me lots of gossips within his camp. how life was that there are many kinds of pple from all walks of life.One he mentioned,particularly caught my attention. His camp got this ultra "Bapok" named Hershey or sth.The way gerald described to me, he is practically a Drag Queen even without the ladies clothes on him. And if there's a chance, i wld like to hear him speak, cuz he speaks like a fuckin bimbo. ha.<br /><br />Walked ard orchard for another hour before headed home.At the train station as we're standin,there's a sudden moment of staring frm the pple as to where we were. Ar... its not us but this artiste *cant rmb his name* but he won this hostin competition on tv. Ya peng or sth?? the usual ooooo-arrrr from those young girls is just so......girly haha. but kudos to him, for a celebrity like him is takin the train as his transport.<br /><br /><font size = 2><strong>Saturday</strong></font><br /><br />Was pretty a simple day unlike the past where i would always have activities with frens. Headed to my gramp's place for dinner and to see her.Guess it wld be difficult to do so after i m enlisted.Ate and off the little kids and i went to play.......Sparklers haha.Childish? well u can say that but it aint bother me, cuz i feel so young like them, and also my childhood era has clearly not passed yet. made rockets out of the sparklers and hoped to see it flyin.succeeded but the take-off was sucky haha. Random.<br /><br />i also realised that what you think sth is,might not be what it really is. And age really caught up with me.I did the unthinkable. a wild idea came to me in that i decided to try jumping off the ledge frm the porch to the ground at sk's playground. took a real hard landin and boy my butt swelled. <br /><br />Moral of the story? dont assume that 2nd storey is that near to the ground. u will feel the "high" height of it when u crash and the pain in the butt sets in *pun intended* haha<br /><br />Hung out there for another half hr playin Block catchin. omg i had the guts to say that and tell the pple that i m 20 and still have the mentality of a 12. Whatever haha.<br /><br />Crashed at jur's house as mentioned earlier and the rest is history.<br /><br />Tired exhausted,mentally drained. Save me from this torture.Bring me my "Special One" soon.<br /><br />out.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115614956559163533?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1155817414635973332006-08-17T20:08:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:29.572+08:00<font size = 1.5>Always said I would know where to find love, <br />Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough, <br />But some times I just felt I could give up. <br />But you came and changed my whole world now, <br />I'm somewhere I've never been before. <br />Now I see, what love means. <br /><br />[Chorus] <br />It's so unbelievable, <br />And I don't want to let it go, <br />Something so beautiful, <br />Flowing down like a waterfall. <br />I feel like you've always been, <br />Forever a part of me. <br />And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love, <br />Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be. <br /><br />In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now, <br />Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now, <br />I was lost and you've rescued me some how-. <br />I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me, <br />And I've never been here before. <br />Now I see, what love means. <br /><br />[Chorus]<br /><br />When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost, <br />I cant help but break down, and cry. <br />Ohh yeah, break down and cry. <br /><br />[Chorus]<br /><br />Now I see, what love means<br /></font><br /><br /><br /><strong>Unbelievable</strong><br><br /><br />I dont usually put lyrics of artistes into my blog just to find sth to blog abt or fill up the entry for fuck. But i do believe its the 2nd time i do so.Song is truly amazing.Slow,word for word, it has a meaning.Simply meaningful. By Craig David.<br />As the sound of the track plays into ur ears, its soothing melodies just makes the world oh perfect. obviously with the girl in ur arms, catchin the sunrise or sunset in a snowy afternoon. haha <br /><br />Hectic day today.Finally got my suntan i craved for.Swam with jur at the nearby complex for 2 hrs.Swam like 5 laps but it was all fucked up.Exhausted. Went to jog for the 4th time in as many days.But this time with added motivation!<br /><br />saw this cutesy lady joggin alone yest while i was with parents.As i did not wear my glasses with me,couldnt really see.but dad told me that the sweety pie was lookin. and she's hot. <br /><br />Damn didnt get to see her todae. Acted too quickly.Headed to jog at 530.finished a couple of rounds,but still no sight of her.It was onli when i got home, I SAW HER OUT. <br /><br />FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. <br /><br />Shall learn jur's attitude in life - The Glass is always half full instead of half empty. shall look forward to joggin again tmr in hope of seeing that elusive girl! haha<br /><br />Aint sure of program tmr.aint any idea that wld there be cliques meetin tmr.Shall see.<br /><br />Jur's gonna proceed with his confession of love to his "ONE" later.Oh so gd luck for it.Hope that girl will like the pressie. Cuz i had a hand in many of the SHITS.<br />i) Chose the bloody pen for his girl<br />ii)Had a hand in choosing his postcard as well<br />iii) Had quite a chunk of romantic,mawkish quotes i came up with, USEd BY HIM to help his pursuit of her.<br /><br />As u all can see, honestly i tink i m quite an indispensable person in JUR's life.not that i wanna be cocky.but the fact shows. HAHAHA.<br /><br />be back tmr for updates. <br /><br />Last thing, MA blog is heatin up with fresh updates daily huh? bet its a treat for u hardcore fans like jur and mabel? hahaha<br /><br />peace out.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115581741463597333?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1155716555603599282006-08-16T15:47:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:29.298+08:00<font size = 2><strong>In army there's a song that goes: "....I got my buddy, my rifle and me...."<br /><br />However in Hanwei's home now... it goes..."In my hand there's a bowl of hershey's cornflakes, my computer and my ever-growing potbelly!"</strong><br /><br />ashgasghlkagasjgiorhoriwhjlonskldnksng. Key meshing.yeah thats how bored i m now.its 1545 now.random update of my blog.While doin so,ocean's eleven is runnin.gonna switch program after i finish this chuck. haha<br /><br />Intended to go suntanning at the nearby swimming complex today.sun was fuckin gd for once in god-knows-how-long. but i lacked a companion.Great.Jur fucked me up.i so wanna go out and chill.but defninitely not town again.i hate town.i m laidback.therefore a place of tranquility and peace like the beach is wad i yearn. <br /><br />Anyway random thots: since i am so bored to the extent of allowin the Zzzz monster to set unto me. i came up with this list of how much my networth is assuming i go out,dressing up in my best. You guys whopping and fucking wont believe me.HAha.</font><br /><br /><br />Here it goes : <br /><br />Specs - $350<br />Top - $125<br />Bottom - $300<br />Shoes - $140<br />Bag - $180<br />Watch - $440<br />Ipod - $500<br />Mobile - $450<br />Stylin products - $105<br /><br />Total: - Priceless<br /><br /><br /><font size = 2>Haha,nahh u guys go do the math.i think i will be in fuckin shock if i add them myself..Big sinner i m.Spendthrift me.booohoo. Oh YAR! and the sum excludes the GUCCI classic monogram wallet that i eyeing for haha.okok so many words.Let me decorate my entry with a foto....... of this someone i ve interest in knowin. hehe<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/P8090043.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/P8090043.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Aint she sweet?her megawatt smile just knocks me out. This lady has never left my range of sight when she was spotted at NDP. Didnt get her name but i call her Miss Motivator! I wanna know her,pls inform if anyone knows can? <br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/P8090049.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/P8090049.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Here's another one (: <br><br /><br />My kinda girl. ok shall go joggin at 5 later. Arduous process of buildin mass up and keepin fit. <br /><br />But for OCS sake, i gonna give it a run of my money ;)<br /><br />Peace!<br /></font><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115571655560359928?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1155640900244869352006-08-15T19:10:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:29.113+08:00I am a <b>Taurus</b>. <br />(Also known as "Bull") <br />My <a href="http://www.flooble.com/fun/horoscope.php" ><b>Horroscope</b></a> starts like this: <br>"<i> Petty, annoying and a whiny pain in the neck, a Taurus loves to brown-nose and is often a snitch to boot. In life and work, always blows with the wind, and runs to answer to his supperiors' smallest whim. </i>" (<a href="http://www.flooble.com/fun/horoscope.php?sign=taurus" ><b>Read more</b></a> | <a href="http://www.flooble.com/fun/horoscope.php" ><b>Find yours</b></a>)<br /><br />Wow.its indeed a no BS assessment of my astrology - A Taurean. To think a bull like this that only ploughs the field,charge towards a red cape without thinkin, can think like that! BOW-WOW. <br /><br />But quite frankly, i like this astrology saying.It differs from the others in a way that those horoscopes thingy only says great things about my personality.Sounds like apple-polishing, which indeed is,but its nuthing but a load of crap. Life aint a bed of rose. And its thru all these <strong>SHITS</strong> that we face, that make us stronger.<br /><br />So don't say i never warn ya, the assessment of me is all above. BEWARE hahahhahaa!<br /><br />Weather's been gloomy today. Really affected my enthusiasm to go sun-tanning and retail-therapying. Speakin of that, i m dead broke, period. Prior to this, its quite contradicting that i kinda like this weather. Melancholic,morbid,dull kind. Its just so....me. Pessimism. <br /><br />Perhaps its God's will to bring this to an end when the perfect girl comes into my life. Aint really rushin to find one, but am confident its coming.<br /><br />HOWEVER,as to whether that girl will fit into my criteria, fingers crossed, hope it does hahahaha! <br /><br />I wanna MAHJONG and suntan @ sentosa!! heard that jur, shiying n co? hahaha <br /><br />Chillax & Peace.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115564090024486935?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1155567861054153722006-08-14T21:50:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:28.819+08:00I figured that actually, i do have lots of shits i can blog about man.Besides given the amount of free time i currently have now, thou that free time is slowly coming to AN END!, I shall dedicate more time and effort into my bloggie.<br /><br />Jur head was telling me over teh just now, to read his blog. No idea wad shit he was writing,prolly the usual i-love-u-but-do-u-love-me-back? messages ...mawkish haha. As of, headed to his blog as i was online. Contents which he wrote prove to be gaping.<br /><br />I empathise ur ass jur.Its like i can feel that emotions being expressed all into the long entry u written.Yes its gd tat u penned ur miseries and anger out but No that u headed for a heated confrontation that went awry earlier in the afternoon. Pen is mightier than the sword man.in this case its ur horny tongue hahaha. Chillax yeah.<br /><br />Sat was a day to rmb for the wrong reasons! Thoughts of me puttin aeroplane to the rest was extinguished when i prove them wrong n headed down after repacking my bag.Everything went OH so wrong.waited at Raffles mrt for 40mins as cliques were stuck at Marina Bay all because of the damn fireworks. Quite unbelievable is that we all thot that the cab fare to there from orchard wld be roughly $8.00. When yh told me the fare, i was like FUCK. 18.00 to get there.Traf-fuck-ic jam.Even the cab driver was cursing away.comical.Thankfully i left hse at 940 when they told me to be there there at 920. <br /><br />Then came the bad news.<br /><br />YY told me her father aint realli welcome us for some "undisclosed" reasons.its ok i can understand her predicament.Who's parent wld allow his/her apartment to be rowdy and noisy at night whilst sleepin? mi father wld skin my ass. Still we headed there discreetly.Stayed at ong's place for an hr,uploadin some music into poddy and helpin her get her game up and running.Kudos to me.Idiot bro of hers.just ask her urself n u ll know,shant tok behind pple's back.<br /><br />Crashed at BB's Macs.had a EVM at 2am.Utterly sinful. yakked away till 4.Played poker at yy's poolside below till 6.showered and watch the sky turned bright. Thats how we spent our night there. Pity.<br /><br />Ate breakfast and flew home to catch my beauty sleep. Boring.<br /><br />Anyway's fotos of fri outing on 25th july up. Enjoy these candid n humourous snaps yeah haha <br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/US%21.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/400/US%21.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/CRW_0299.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/CRW_0299.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> !Picture Perfect! (: <br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/CRW_0291.0.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/CRW_0291.0.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> What is ong doing?!?! lickin ray's hair? haha! <br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/CRW_0292.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/CRW_0292.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Yh's dazing away in lalaland haha <br><br /><br />thats all folks. be back tmr for more updates haha!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115556786105415372?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1155533073587230692006-08-14T13:13:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:28.555+08:0025 days left to sleeping late and gettin up late. To wake up first thing in the morning and laze at bed like there's no worries....no tmr... 25 days left to doing whatever i want without MILITARY restriction kind of control. U heard me, Serangoon Avenue 1 aint gonna be my first home longer any. Tekong is. <br /><br />BYEEEEEE SERANGOON. WELCOME PULAU TEKONG SCH 1. GRRRrrr. thats just me, random acts of ranting. rest assured it aint that i dislike goin to army worryin about it being tough or wadeva, its just the curfew kinda feeling in that which i dread. Let me name u guys a few :<br /><br />1) Lights out at 2230.<br />2) Morning Call @ 0530<br />3) 5bx (basic exercise) DAILY.<br />4) Fucked by pple in there for stupid reasons.<br /><br />yeah thats abt it.<br /><br />I m so dead broke.Caught the splurging germs from my sister recently.Spend spend n spend without thinkin. Got my G-star studded jeans yesterday. Cool pair of jeans which i totally love.Ached for the money spent.But it was worth it after i heard relieving comments from sister,jur head and YH. no doubt its an exhorbitant amount, getting sth i liked is still the bottomline,without regards as to when gettin it ha thx ass chuck (xue) !<br /><br />past 2 wks had been great.But regretful.realised i did not spend quality time @ home with parents sis n my bed. now so gonna stay at home to train up real HARD. OCS Academy, here i come for u haha. I GET TO LAZE AT HOME FOR 3 WKS, unlike someone....like Ong. hahahhaa<br /><br />Shall stop here.gonna go sun-tanning later in the afternoon and jog in the evening. <br /><br />Tata for now.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115553307358723069?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1155280127176641022006-08-11T14:33:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:28.340+08:00It was suppose to be a TGIF kinda feeling today but i felt the blues,real fuckin blues of a dreadful monday kind.Guess it must be the weather,ever so gloomy. Finally get the chance to taste the feeling of rottin at home for a long time coming.<br /><br />Anyway its gonna be short-lived.Gonna go out with cliques for our usual FRI chillax-hanging out @ CITY HALL again.its been a full month now can! let me recall our first n subsequent chillax places : it was Bakerzin's at Esplanade first, Gelare's at citilink next, TCC @ citilink soon, and den was at StarFucks @ Millenia Walk. Where's the venue for todae i guess ha?<br /><br />Gonna upload lotsa photos taken from NDP a couple of days ago.I swear with my black arse that it was DA BEST,in fact the last best one to be held at the truly nostalgic stadium that has stood for 3 decades. Wanted to upload da videos too but aint gd at that. Also will post some random fotos abt the incidents that happened recently.Have a gd laugh man.<br /><br />Pardon those clarity of the fotos taken as it was shot from my modest 2 megapixel mobile.Wad to do when a cockster like jurhead who claimed he had fully charged his camera batt the day b4, and died completely an hour into the startin of the parade. Psst... must have taken too much foto of a certain someone? Voyeur u! haha<br /><br /></br><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/09082006568.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/09082006568.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Parade Formations of the 5 Defense </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/09082006571.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/09082006571.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Awesome Jets Flying past <-- Man i wanna be a pilot for a day haa </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/09082006573.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/09082006573.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Stadium Illumination @ Dusk </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/09082006574.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/09082006574.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Small-fry-kinda-fireworks, of an UPCOMING one </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/09082006580.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/09082006580.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Parade approaching CLIMAX </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/09082006582.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/09082006582.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Aftermath of Climax </br><br /><br />Felt a surge of anti-climax for there aint any fotos of the huge fireworks? sorry man,recorded it down instead of capturing them as snap shots. will show u guys if ya need haha. Awwww man, felt real sad but happy that we caught the last parade there.<br /><br /><br /> <strong>RANDOM FOTOS frm hans memories</strong></br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/22062006398.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/22062006398.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Act of Playfulness on Daniel. Sorry man haha but it was fun :) </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/28052006351.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/28052006351.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Our dear Azlan aka Tiger, whose famous quote includes : "Be a Man,Do the right thing! " hahaha </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/29072006519.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/29072006519.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Check out my new sets of teeth!,from the effects of lighting up...</br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/29072006522.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/29072006522.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Jur head's rotten teeth! haha courtesy of han's shot! </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/29072006523.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/29072006523.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Who's tat sweet little thang behind?hmmm... </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/29072006525.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/29072006525.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Jamboo Chuck's teeth. Candid shot eh? hahaha </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/30072006526.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/30072006526.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> $29.60 for dinner for 2....Got it at a steal?hahaha u bet...pasta & fish&chip LOL </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/DSC00029.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/DSC00029.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Finally, Me,Azlan & Daniel & dinner reunion. Miss u guys </br><br /><br />Thats all folks for now :)<br /><br />28 days to imprisonment<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115528012717664102?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1155061512494082242006-08-09T01:55:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:27.867+08:00Happy 41st Buuuurfday to the Country! <br /><br />allow me to voice some displeasures as well as a fair share of compliments regarding the politcal system leading our country.<br /><br />1) Bills and prices never seem to cease or decrease.Rather it goes higher and higher as the year goes. (Think GST,Transport Hike,Tax etc etc)<br /><br />2)Government claims that they wld help us with monetary support as many others if we voted for the Thunder sign in White (discretions pls), but after winning enuff places, although there was this government progress package, it all went back to the bloody public! void by the increase in this,increase in that.<br /><br />3)COE,GST,ERP,Income Tax,Taxi fares,PUB <----- Pay & Pay! (PAP) *pun intended*<br /><br />Well i guess all mentioned r prolly just the tip of the iceberg.shant realli dwell into politics matter. But there r some things the Government has done thats worth mentioning<br /><br />i) Strives a real hard effort in making our city , a mark in the world<br />ii) Constantly improves and make the city a nicer n greener place<br />iii) Amid all worries of security issues, life is spore is SAFE. i must say.Almost as foolproof as the latex of condom haha. Thumbs up :)<br /><br />Shall stop all my comments on it, as it aint mi real reason for bloggin it here. Alvin just sent me the fotos taken from alex farewell on sat.Browsing thru the several fotos taken,it was an emotional ambivalence.mixed happiness as well as sadness that gd frens dun always stay side by side,leavin to seek achievement etc.aniwae alex,all the best in Perth for 4 yrs yeah ;)<br /><br />Next to go wld be San.4 musketeers is disbandin. </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/Alex%20farewell%20pic%202.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/Alex%20farewell%20pic%202.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a></br> Ron,Alex Da Man,Me,Alvin </br><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/Alex%20%26%20I.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/Alex%20%26%20I.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a></br> Alex & Han </br><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/Me%2CAlvin%20%26%20Ron%20on%20mrt%201.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/Me%2CAlvin%20%26%20Ron%20on%20mrt%201.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a></br> Me, Alvin and Half Ron </br><br /><br />Pardon for the last pic,look kinda explicit based on the actions i ve done in there haha.alvin looks stunned.n ron is nowhere to be found. Tmr's gonna be DA big shit. Gonna go stadium to really soak up the atmosphere as well as the damn fireworks. the past few previews were claimed to be of only 70% used.So tmr baby.last ndp in kallang b4 its demolished. Awwww... aniway,gonna head for tulang session at beach road after!Gastronomical delights! haha.<br /><br />Thurs gonna go Sentosa to cruise babes as well as to get my ass tanned out. So gonna be busy. Loves. alright,that shld be enuff for a few days break which i deserved after bloggin so much to keep up-to-date. Sufficient to please u guys eyes? :)<br /><br />be back prolly the day after to show the fireworks display yeah.<br /><br />tata for now peeps.<br /><br />H.a.n.w.e.i<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115506151249408224?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1155006213058422892006-08-08T10:53:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:27.689+08:00Was rudely awaken by my dad at 950 in the morning.time does seem rite that i shld be gettin mi ass up but i only caught my winks at 3 yest. As usual, it would his internet connection thing,his email configurations,checking of mails blah blah blah.WHATEVER... <br /><br />reluctantly woke up and did his troubleshooting.So wanna shoot myself instead,weather was awesome to roll in bed can?!the cool breezy wind just keeps blowing into my room.ARGGh.the more i tink of it,i m more infuriated by it.<br /><br />What made my blood boil further was when i finally found the problem to his bloody connection.it aint all the computer shits that occurred internally,rather its HE WHO FORGOT TO CONNECT THE TELEPHONE WIRE BACK to the adsl. fucking mad at my loss of sleep. BAH.<br /><br />Anyway wireless connection's up and running.so pleased with myself for doing that.<br /><br />Realised that ever since i parted ways with Polo Jeans,i didnt write much about the gd fun and times i had while working there.Dudes @ RL, i owe u guys a blog to talk much about. 3 months has been long and arduous.But it wld have been worse if it wasnt for u guys. Zania,Fiona,Ryan,Azlan,Ning,Aishah,Daniel,Weizhi,Lorraine,Joanne,Zen & Corinne.<br />Thanks for all the time we have. always been pleasant.<br /><br />Alright morning's blog promises to be short and simple. will be back to upload thefotostakenduringthedinnergatheringwehad2wksagowithyouguys!<br /><br />thinkin i might be keyboard-meshing? nah i aint evil,just wanna see and imagine u guys have a LONG time trying to break those sentence that wasnt spaced haha :P<br /><br />Cheers!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115500621305842289?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1154975856147593312006-08-08T01:37:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:27.473+08:00I m back. back without nothing, but the pictures as promised earlier from bintan. Figured that with those photos i upload,i will have more to say abt it, n less at the same time: for a picture is more than a thousand words. <br /><br />Will basically just upload those fotos which have more meanings as well as nicer ones for most of the fotos taken were pretty much repetitive and redundant. <strong>Start Scrolling!</strong><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/3%20in%20bus.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/200/3%20in%20bus.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a></br>Ron,Xiaoying and Me </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/5%20at%20ferry.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/200/5%20at%20ferry.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>Me,Ron,Fiona,Xy,Ghim : On Da boat to bintan </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/Beach%20floating.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/200/Beach%20floating.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>5 of us totally shacked after kayaking </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/Couple%27s%20Foto%20haha.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/200/Couple%27s%20Foto%20haha.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a></br>Fiona and I on the beautiful coconut tree </br><br /><br />Now below are the fotos taken on the evening of the first night.Had a sumptous dinner at the floating kelong restaurant as mentioned earlier.Savour the pretty scenery i ve said haha!</br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/Drinks%20at%20Kelong%20Bar.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/200/Drinks%20at%20Kelong%20Bar.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>Its the 5 of us standin on the kelong bridge! </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/Catchin%20the%20moon.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/200/Catchin%20the%20moon.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>The dumb me tryin to catch the moon with my mighty fingers! haha </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/My%20house%21.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/200/My%20house%21.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>My floating house! ....how i wished. </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/Fiona%20%26%20Xiaoying%20%40%20Hammock.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/200/Fiona%20%26%20Xiaoying%20%40%20Hammock.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>Its the 2 ladies on the hammock.awww </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/Ghim%20and%20Han.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/200/Ghim%20and%20Han.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>Mr Specs : Ghim-ism and Hanster </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/Ron%20%20%26%20Han.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/200/Ron%20%20%26%20Han.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>The lamer Ron, and the cutesy Han hahaha! </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/Us%20at%20the%20coconut%20tree.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/200/Us%20at%20the%20coconut%20tree.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>No Climbing Pls, <--- To hell with that signboard :P </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/Xiaoying%20%26%20Han.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/200/Xiaoying%20%26%20Han.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>Xy & Han </br><br /><br />Shall stop the fotos here.if ani one wants to see more,let mi know, link u guys to it.alright its gonna be a lengthy entry i promised.thoughts of ending it here but to hell with it, gonna make it long haha ready?<br /><br />Thankful last wk hectic schedule have past.but this wk looks more or less the same.goin for a haircut tmr at keith's place.gonna go look for a white shorts after,hopefully can get it so that i can be more patriotic on wed.Red polo top + that white short.thurs planning to go suntan @ sentosa with jur-ry jestyn.Wooo babes-sussing time haha.Friday yet to be plan but hopefully can use it to go recee for my POLICE sunglass i ve been yearning for.Will show u guys my dying-to-get-my-hands-on shades later.M thankful for the fact that the shades i getting is different from the norm.Typical pple wearing ray-ban's aviator shades.ARGH sick of that. <br /><br />oh yar fri gonna be a chillin session , i forgot.must rmb must rmb,its a routine alr.Sat steamboat with cliques.Expected attendence to be,ong,yy,royce,yh,ray,rs,jacks,zann n me. thats abt it for my wk ahead haha. Go ahead date me pple.i m enjoyin every bit of my business.except one thing which bothers me, lack of monetary support! anyone wanna contribute to NHW's needy fund? haha :P<br /><br />With the shades in mind, i guess another 200 bucks shld be blown away.Bought my Burberry Brit Cologne last wk.Aint really sweet smelling,rather smells like baby lotion.aint really wad they said if it being a classy,sophisticated elegant kind of smell.on the contrary, my mum n jur thot it was gd.so maybe its just my damn nose.<br /><br /><strong>Wishlist left :<br />G-star Raw studded jeans<br />Gucci Classic Monogram Wallet with coin pouch<br />Leather shoes</strong><br /><br />ok its been a very long one.enjoy readin guys. but hey 1 thing,if happens that there's ani problem arising due to excessive scrollin n reading which caused ur eyes to go squinting or pj, its not thhe fault of the writer. thanks :)<br /><br />i'll be back for more.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115497585614759331?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1154936445738214342006-08-07T15:03:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:27.244+08:00How many days have i left this blog here to rot? will take a look at the date of last post after my updates.<br /><br />Call it a dead blog,rottin one,one that has went almost complete deterioration, page that has started growing mouldy..one that has undergone utter putrefaction.<br /><br />WHATEVER.i guess one word that best describes this blog,is not the blog itself,but the person maintaining it, yes me! <---- Procrastination. Alright blame me for being AWOL for so long. <br /><br />Ever since i left PJC on the last day of July,it has been a very hectic wk for me till now.Allow me to recall wad i ve done.There was a trip to Bintan with Ronald and his frens. Must say it had been great!Fabulous. Met Ghim,Xiao Ying and Fiona during that trip.It wouldnt have been a great one without u guys company.Though it was only a short 2 days 1 night affair,hell it's been fun.Its pointless to say these thru writing,so i guess i shall upload them up when the fotos r ready. The sand,the beach the environment is totally laidback.free from the strangle of the bustling S'pore city stress. <br /><br />On the first day when we arrived, we checked into Nirwana Gardens hotel.not a bad hotel i must say for its located just in front of the beach overlookin South China Sea.Before even gettin to rest ourselves in our rooms,we set off to see a truly amazing journey of baby hawksbill turtle being released into the sea.Cute reptiles i must say compared to all the other families of the reptile kind.<br /><br />Headed to Kelong Restaurant - Its totally made out of ONLY wood. ambience in there is pretty gd esp when the sun has set.shall show u guys when its ready :) <br />Went to the bar nearby the restaurant after dinner to play some poker n some lightin up.its the bar thats truly "have-the-in-the-middle-of-the-sea" kind of feeling. small bar connected by planks to the place we dined. Star gazing for a while there which has been gd,far better compared to the appalling skies in spore - so hazy.played till 11 before heading back to the hotel to get some rest.<br /><br />Shall pretty much summarise wad ve we done as i found it boring to type it without even showing the DAMN pics.grrr went kayaking which was fun,sea was clear,wave current is pretty strong.SUN is blazing hot too.got myself a real tan which kind hurt.<br /><br />Shall upload some fotos of sandip's farewell dinner during July, where he's heading back to Nepal for a month before leaving for UK to pursue his architecture degree.<br />Next to go was Alex,who left last saturday to Perth to study his business degree.Sec sch buds.real close and had lotsa fun with them.Even remembered vividly that our sec 4 form teacher Mr Nick Chow calling the 4 of us the 4 Musketeers.Whenever one of us were missing,he wld ask the remaining 3 where had the 4th gone?call us notorious or high profile,whichever u liked it to haha.play truant,skip sch,hide in classrooms during PE lessons.fun fun fun haha.Even went to play CS on O'level paper day.how cool can that be.i guess its these memories of our truancy in sec sch which leave a deep memory in us.I nv regretted these fun haha. Shall upload pics taken with alex before he took off when fotos from alvin r ready. meantime gtg n will be back to update more.Believe me i ve lots to say abt my damn busy life now.Totally enjoyin it.And i start to dread the D-day to botak-ism.BAH<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/sandip%27s%20farewell%20dinner.1.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/200/sandip%27s%20farewell%20dinner.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br><br /><br />From Top: Alex,Beverly,Aaron,Ronald<br />Bottom: Eva,Wei Qiang,Sandip,Me,Madalene </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/san%27s%20party%2C%20us.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/200/san%27s%20party%2C%20us.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a></br><br /><br />St Gabs Guys <-- Nostalgic Memories always..<br /><br />Ttfn.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115493644573821434?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1153566112121088812006-07-22T18:44:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:26.998+08:00its been long.8 days missing without even updating my dead blog. Its the Zzzz monster in me n that laziness cells that discourage me to blog it out.Sorry guys if u all have been expecting some news from me. Apologies.<br /><br />Fret not, did not blog these several days does not mean nothing has happened, or that the world has continued revloving without me haha. Shall start bloggin. Fasten ur seat belts alr? cuz the aircraft carrier is about to take off :P *if u know wad i mean! esp to guys like yh ong etc hahaha!*<br /><br />15th -20th July were just pretty much boring days at work.Work work work.plain boring.uber monotonous job.Regretted sayin sales line is great.taking back my words after 3 months of it.Thankfully it aint a permanent job for me.No doubt its kidna fun compared to office job, but the pay is meagre. PATHETIC. Not even left half of my month's pay if i m to get that classic Gucci monogram wallet that i craving for. $440.00. Fuck haha.<br /><br />Wed went out with ronald to chill.accompanied him to orchard sony galleria to get his earpiece.$37 bucks n to tink its worth the travel down to such a classy place at paragon.Little wonder the salesman was pissed n didnt really bothered servin him haha.subsequently chilled at starbucks @ Liat Tower.Splendid place to chill at night. Wonderful iced frappe which went with their jazzy songs aired over their speakers.Night life was indeed blissful. Cruised lotsa girls while we chatted n rotted at the seats.Which brought me to a conclusion. Never give up a tree for an entire forest.Guys listen,there r ALOT of girls out there.its doesnt matter if u fail or got rejected.Rejection brings out valuable experiecne.Of course i aint askin u to give up the girl u so in love with. You know wad i mean *rolls eyes* haha<br /><br />Lighting up has recently got pretty quite into me.Esp on the day with ron.Bought a pack of cigarettes n started puffin away.Social smoker: as i wld classify myself. n now it still is, for smoking is quite a hefty chore to manage,considerin the price u pay for , $$ and health. Bottomline is : you can try smokin, be it fun or socially,it doesnt matter & more imptly it DOESNT MEAN UR A FUCKIN AH BENG, spare me the stereotypes which we have seen while in sec sch alright. But dun get hooked into it yes? <br /><br />Fridays is gonna be a day where we always gonnna chill out for cliques.As usual, yest we spent time out chilling,phew no taking off or flyin kite this time haha.Headed to esplanade 's bakerzin to chill but realised its packed.cldnt find a better place at that time, we spent time tookin pics with Miss Merlion instead.Great shootin ideas from raymond which we had taken yest.haha will upload 'em up soon i got from him.thanks ray! :) headed to citilink's gelare to chill instead.ordered lotsa shits haha.Let mi recall, 1large waffer with oregon mint fudge and swiss choc + maple syrup, sundae of basket,trutti frutti,vienna coffee,iced frappe with almond choc n all white choc and cuppucinno. Salivating? haha u bet! smell of that freshly baked waffer is gastronomical for the stomach! shared with the dear YH.what an ON guy he is haha. Cant wait for next wk's chillin session again. i m glad we cliques did managed to chill together instead or procrastinating, time now seem short so it was a pretty enjoyable n memorable time.Hope for more n cherish the past :).<br /><br />Shit, m gonna be late,gotta go crash the shower room for i ve a farewell dinner with san - he's headin back to nepal b4 goin to UK for studies. tonight and the rest of the wk promises to be hectic n i m loving it. hope the updates long enuff to please ur eyes to all haha! :) "i'll be back for more ;)"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115356611212108881?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1152809703620152372006-07-14T00:42:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:26.766+08:00Wad a day for me..usually its been a day of non-stop work.and when comes to off days,its either fuckin quiet - rottin at home the whole day. or like today, lots n lots of happenings n invitations to go out.<br /><br />Thought todae was gonna be another rottin day at home when ronald called n asked mi to join him for swimming.Declined as i was sick n felt lazy to.He called again after swimming, but this time he really shocked me.He drove his mum's decade old Toyota Corolla illegally. Yeah,without a bloody license.It was fuckin hilarious haha.<br /><br />It was practically ridin a horse in a carriage.Jerkin of car forward n backward.Car engine shut down intermittently.Went round the estate of serangoon n gurhka's camp which is san's place.drove past ron's hse.Ultra hilarious. u gotta experience it urself in sittin in one's car who doesnt have a license yet. <br /><br />Oh yar u know wad,ron's the big dumbo.forgot to release handbrake throughout the entire journey.no wonder there was a smell of burnout tyres. haha.<br /><br />Evening was actually reserved for MOS after meetin with cliques.but decided clubbin was way too not-my-kind-of-life , therefore slacked at this place right next to the merlion , opposite esplanade. Chilling session was splendid. Together with ray,ong,yh,rs jacks and zann. Thou wasnt a full attendence as yy royce have work,at least it was a reasonable report of strength for gathering. <br /><br />Bakerzin's coffee drownout there.Coffee's great.Pizza good.and most imptly, the beautiful night scene of suntec n the many hotels. Romantic.<br /><br />Finally, being single, not gettin the girl u one is not like the end of the world.Rather with the company of gd frens,it eases the loneliness and provides the support n happiness of gathering and chattin. Thanks guys for the company.Love to all!<br /><br />*small talk to this girl i m crazy about: sorry if the sms-es were way too direct.but it all goes to show that u mean something to me.if only u stumble onto this blog n know mi intention,u ll see the entire pic.*<br /><br />Awaiting next fri's gathering! :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115280970362015237?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1152293662503201402006-07-08T00:58:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:26.539+08:00Its time.. as promised...fotos of my graduation ceremony is up....shall upload most of them here...<br /><br />aint gonna blog much now as i ve got my beauty sleep to catch,for tmr's gonna be a fuckin hectic day. Work, Club, And catchin the World Cup finals. Totally loving the life i m in now, at least it keeps me busier, if not i wld be spendin time thinkin abt u... depressing. nevertheless i like u...still...period. haha<br /><br />Enuff said.. savour the pics :) be back prolly on sunday to upload clubbin fotos n stuff. tata.<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/DSCF1068.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/400/DSCF1068.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a></br> YY & Han </br><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/DSCF1069.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/400/DSCF1069.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> </br> Ong & YY </br><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/DSCF1078.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/400/DSCF1078.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a></br> Josh,Dan,Alex,Me & YY </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/DSCF1086.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/400/DSCF1086.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a></br> Gerald, ME! </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/DSCF1088.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/400/DSCF1088.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a></br> YY,Me & Zann </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/DSCF1092.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/400/DSCF1092.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a></br> Yh,Ray,YY,Alex,Zann,Ong </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/DSCF1102.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/400/DSCF1102.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a></br> SP Graduates! hoo ha </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/DSCF1104.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/400/DSCF1104.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a></br> Candid Moments </br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/DSCF1111.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/400/DSCF1111.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a></br> Ugly Me! </br><br /><br />Finally....<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/DSCF1114.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/400/DSCF1114.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Dinner Time @ Coffee Club Holland V.<br /><br /></br> I m so gonna miss the days in school with u guys! just as much as i miss corinne.ha! nights<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115229366250320140?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1152117899072787472006-07-06T00:31:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:26.302+08:005th July 2006. A day to be remeberered.A day that will be deeply etched on my mind in life.U heard me.its my graduation.The moment of really leaving Spore Polytechnic has come.<br /><br />Rmb the times when lessons got too boring,lectures suck so much that skippin it aint matter,finding that the comfort of home is better than the much travelled journey to sch. Now time has come for me to bid goodbye to this school that has been a solace during these 3 yrs.Not that the sch was fantastic, but is still worth mentioning.it was the frens i made,the cliques i had n have, the hangout place in school that brought us together,that really make me emotional.So much so it feels teary.<br /><br />Guess good things are never long lasting.They only serve as memories for us to be treasured.Friends,lecturers,lecture theatres,comp labs,food courts - i m gonna miss it. Oops yar , of course not missing the eye-candying moments ;)<br /><br />Was contemplating whether to go for grad ceremony today, m glad i didnt miss out.Took lotsa pics with all my loving frens.Totally emotional.happiness with a tinge of sadness.well shant spoil the joyful mood that i m tryin to build up ha.<br /><br />Had a long photo-taking sessions at the parade square with lotsa pple. ong,yy,alex,royce,yh,jacks,zann,gerald,yl,mita,rubs,joshua,ade,fishcake,raymond,dan,josh,esther,emily,nic . Sorry if i left some of u guys out but thats wad i can rmb. Fotos r still in the midst of developin.will upload them as soon as they r done.<br /><br />Head to holland village coffee club to chill n had a splendid dinner with the gang.was wonderful totally,even thou food wasnt that fantabulous.Rather its the ambience,soakin in the atmoshpere of being with all ur frens that made me felt great.holland V is indeed a great place to chill. as promised,after quittin mi job,i will be organisin dinner outings n clubbin sessions soon.Hear from me soon ha.<br /><br />Last but not least.It might seem that now poly life has ended,a new one beckons for all of us.let me say a word of assurance to u guys,they wont be just wonderful memories.Instead we will carry on the fun moments as well as these beautiful friendships as we grow. Awwww :) cant believe i said those. Love u all!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115211789907278747?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1151384606312087992006-06-27T12:48:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:26.151+08:00Apologies for going missing for so long, its really been eons since i last blogged.Life's been pretty hectic or rather, in a good way,in that there hasnt been many ups and downs unlike the month of May.With the World Cup heating up to the Quarters, too much time of mine were spent glued to the google box haha.<br /><br />Alrights,month of June is the period whereby many of my buddies r the babies of it. *counts fingers*, we have Royce,Ong,Jawei,Joanne.....who else....cant tink of much thanks to my memory.Anyways truly sorry that i didnt have much time to spend it celebrating it with u all yeah. Regrets.<br /><br />Didnt have much inspirations to blog abt my stuffs although i have lots to say out from..tired i guess.well time sure past quckly.in a blink of an eye its approachin the end of june.whoopies haha.<br /><br />Recently been having a few lucky winning streaks in punting soccer.hope its goin well n good so i can have the extra allowance to get my stuffs for this month.first of my list is the limited edition of the huge pony on Ralph Lauren where everybody's been asking for. New stocks,new batch with the number 5 been sewn on.Gd news for everybody who's been eyeing for that.oops leaked out that secret haha.next will be a few belts and shirts and trousers and more shirts i locked my eye on at work haha.totally crazy abt RL now.what to do when its gonna be my last month as a full timer there.<br /><br />Oh yar did i mentioned that whenever my supervisor,Fiona works,there r quite a lot of pple who came applying for a job at PJC turned out to be pretty eye candies?fion was there too when i applied haha *hint. As i was sayin, yesterday there was this pretty eurasian babe that came to apply.pretty shockin considering most eurasians r well to do n wouldnt apply for a job to earn money huh.Can still remember her name vividly. Rae-ann Han Mei Xi. Cool haha. Peeped at her particulars when actually i wasnt allowed to.Cool news. 18 this yr,graduated from CHIJ katong convent n now pursuin a course in NAFA.new eye candy if they decide to hire her huh hahahha! Neo Han Wei is such a despo.<br /><br />Maybe i m really attracted to girls who are more on the artistic nature side.Take cor for example, she aspires to be a fashion designer,wanted to study fashion but did not becuz of parents objection. NAFA girl coming up. Wow. <br /><br />All i can say is month of July promises to be unknowingly exciting and packed. Wish me luck for more money earned and several more ladies to connect with. haha.<br />Out!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115138460631208799?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1150295740170967272006-06-14T22:23:00.001+08:002006-11-12T10:05:25.886+08:00I had a weird weird but it was......great n how much i wish it had been real.<br /><br />The following statements were found in an sms conversation while dreaming.<br /><br />Han: *vaguely remembers* "Corinne,its been long since we last hang out.I......miss you"<br /><br />Cor: "I felt so too,and btw why didnt you give me a call?"<br /><br />Omg,thats as much as i cld possibly rmb from this weird dream.Surreal though.Really thought she said so even the moment i just woke up from my slumber.Went to check my inbox only to find such sms did not exist.Only then did i realise it had been a dream.Stupid huh..<br /><br />No doubt i had stopped thinkin as much now compared to the past.Still it felt like a sense of loss.Grrr hate myself for not being expressive and daring enuff.<br /><br />World Cup is in the thick of action now.Almost everyday can i get to watch matches thru RTM.Cool huh.Fuck Starhub for disruptin the channel of the Malaysians.Its fuckers like u who r the culprits.And claimed that u aint,that it was the german sporting channel that encrypt the channel which result in this shitty images.Blah blah blah.<br /><br />Genius paves the ways.Fools only creates excuses.Thats u Starhub-ers! oh yar owe mabs a drink haha.better write it down so i wont forget lol.<br /><br />Shall end here. Penny for a thought thou: Shld i send my smses of care n concern to ya still,even thou i expect none of such replies from u and stuffs? I think i will :)<br /><br />/\/\i55 \/ou [0rr1ne.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115029574017096727?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1150039464528817652006-06-11T23:07:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:25.476+08:00God its been ages since i last blogged.<br /><br />Fuckingly tired to even try to blog these days.So much so when i wanted to write,i almost forgotten my user name and pw for blogger.Great.<br /><br />Tired tired tired.Futired.Midnight madness sale was yesterday.Indeed it was a madness out of madness.Throngs of crowds packed the mall as if thats the only midnight place in town.Why cant they just scram to watch the once in 4 yrs World Cup for god's sake.Bah.<br /><br />Also wish to add that ,entire pay for the month of May has been blown.Poddy and my new glasses from E.A. sorry too lazy to upload the pictures of my new babies.Will do so when i m free?Oh yar, white poddy,white specs.Everything's white.Even the limited edition Ralph Lauren polo tee,thats with the big pony - its white too haha.i m a branded whore.hahahaha<br /><br />Its been 2 weeks since corinne left.Feelings has weaned abit.however on occasional times,the thought of seeing a familiar head standin at the ladies section of the shop,thinkin that would be you.instead its Lorraine.haha..<br /><br /><br />lately workin has caught my attention loads.Lots of unexpected eye candies popping up at workplace.sure was a good distraction ha. <br /><br /><strong>Nevertheless,Corinne still stays in a part of my mind.</strong><br /><br />Thats all for now.WC match coming up.Yipee. <br /><br />miss you.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-115003946452881765?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1149441504334637952006-06-05T01:04:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:25.287+08:00Ok,finally i found the lyrics to this song which i have been searching high and low for.Thank god i got it from the ever reliable Ong, from her huge database of cheena and asian songs in her computer! haha thanks ong.<br /><br />Anyway the song is called 《何茫然Hamangyeon》,one of the soundtracks for Da Chang Jin. Its sung by this Italian called Alessandro Safina,who ironically sang it in Korean. Fucking sad song,although it sounds like some shit soap opera thingy,but rest assured that its nice.Especially when ur at your lowest point,listening to this really makes it even worse because of its fuckin sad tune.But,but ,but it will make u feel better after.<br /><br />Ok,another reason y i m hooked to this track is because its not like the typical hip-hop rnb shitty songs that raps,slurs and slangs with no true meanings to it. Rather, this song actually depicts a language in a poetic way,that means “too far away… daze… boundless… limitless”. Will show ya the translation of the lyrics after this line.<br /><br />Still in the withdrawal stage of getting thru the period of not having you around.So readers,bear with me haha.No particular words can describe my loss so let the lyrics and meanings tell u how n wad i feel ha. And, it may seem i m gettin over it,one fact remains unmoved,its the presence of You, in me.<br /><br />A vague love which disappears with a wind<br />Would be gone as if a star falls?<br />A love which would not end even if all the oceans are combined<br />Is engraved on a blue skirt, which is mean but beautiful<br />The high and drooping heaven told me to live together<br />My love which will live and weep like a deep and rough sea<br />Will flow surrounding the Cho River<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114944150433463795?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1149351123832691022006-06-03T23:56:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:24.985+08:00She came.<br /><br />She stood by and impressed me with her indifferent style of dressing.<br /><br />She surprised me with the most different path to life<br /><br />She never failed to let me know nothing new about her for a single day,for she's just so amazing, even though she hardly spoke or smiled at me.<br /><br />She,would secretly steal tiny little glances to my direction while work,although rather it was me who's the one doing more so.<br /><br />But then,there wouldnt be another chance to relish that experience ever again,she came,she left,and left with my heart with her.<br /><br />Along she took my heart with,sorrow fills my teary soul.Abruptly she left without telling me so.<br /><br />No more telling opportunities for me to steal glances at the lovable you..again.<br /><br />Biggest regret was not gettin to know you as closely as i would have expected.Else you might have taken a notice at my tiny actions.Nevertheless signed,sealed and delivered to the girl who left - My heart.<br /><br />Do you hear me,i wonder? <br />[End]<br /><br />Hey dudes,not sure whether thats considered a poem of wadeva,but i just wrote wad i felt at the spur of the moment that best describe my feelings.Yes she left. Nothing much to write further that can emphasise my feelings,but one very meaningful song do.And i present it to you. "For you i will", i wished i had been able to do the same as wad the lyrics had mentioned as well.Sigh. </br><br /><br /><strong>TEDDY GEIGER LYRICS</strong><br /><br /><strong>"For You I Will (Confidence)"</strong><br /><br /><em>Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all<br />Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet<br />As what I can't have<br />Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair<br />round your finger<br />Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you<br />What I feel about you.<br /><br />I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have<br />and cannon ball into the water<br />I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have<br />For you I will<br />For you I will<br /><br />Forgive me if I st-stutter<br />From all of the clutter in my head<br />Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes<br />Like a water bed<br />Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways<br />a thousand times, no more camouflage<br />I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.<br /><br />I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have<br />And cannon ball into the water<br />I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have<br />For you I will<br />You always want what you can't have<br />But I've got to try<br />I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have<br />For you I will<br />For you I will<br />For you I will<br />For you<br /><br />If I could dim the lights in the mall<br />And create a mood I would<br />Shout out your name so it echoes in every room<br />I would<br /><br />That's what I'd do,<br />That's what I'd do<br />That's what I'd do<br />To get through to you<br /><br />I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have<br />And cannon ball into the water<br />I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have<br />For you I will<br />You always want what you can't have<br />But I've got to try<br />I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have<br />For you I will<br />For you I will<br />For you I will<br />For you I will </em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114935112383269102?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1149043739973643832006-05-31T10:36:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:24.734+08:00Hello there,its been a few days since i ve last blogged.Intended to do so yesterday but had to do now instead.Struck down with this unknown illness which i ve suffered for the whole of yesterday.Persistent headaches,sweats,bone ache,back hurts n cold feet. so can anyone tell me wad the fuck r these symptoms related to? You thinkin wad i m thinkin? its fucking dengue! got really worried so rested the WHOLE day practically. *counts* that shld be roughly 18hrs of slp. <br /><br />felt better todae,althou my mind is kinda disoriented - too much rest n sleep makes me feel wussy.But wadeva it is,gotta get ready for a hectic day later.Gonna catch a show with jur later in the afternoon at PS.will try to get my glasses from there as well,hopefully my pay is alr in haha.next will proceed to jurong east to have a farewell dinner for alex at science centre. Great suggestion from the great ms organiser YY.haha of the entire cliques,all of them stays at the west.which is like a 1/2 hr journey home at the most.n i?FRIGGIN EAST. haha i will rmb that GUYS :P <br /><br />but den again its a farewell dinner for alex as he's headin to baldness first this fri.<br /><br />Managed to caught yest episode of Dae Jang Geum, as much as the content of the show is enticing,one part of yest show particularly caught my attention.it was the song that sounded like a soap opera singer that added more emotion to the situation.wow would have weep if i was a girl haha.<br /><br />alright shall end my entry here.will try to upload fotos gotten from dinner later if possible yeah.<br /><br />PS: *Despite the illness i m braving thru,it wouldnt have been much possible if there wasnt any thoughts about you.Its your presence in my mind that eased my worryin as well as my sickness </br> Corinne i adore..*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114904373997364383?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1148834945584512562006-05-29T00:39:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:24.502+08:00Call myself crazy,or that i cant help but drive myself to, or BOTH,it seems like as each day passes, i m fallin deeper n deeper into the chasm of u. Well its true that almost everything is staked against my odds. Your desire to quit the job asap,ur enrollment to U which is startin pretty soon,and me myself gettin into army.Indeed its all against me.But guess wad,however minute the chances maybe or just fading away with time, nothing's nothing until its over.You dont score until you score! One more motivational word from jur. With faith and perseverance,it will pull u thru. Thanks jur :)<br /><br />life's been hectic these days.Weekends just seem so fuckin busy.hordes of pple swarming thru the alley of suntec just turns me off mentally.They practically r like walkin zombies feasting for gd catch of the biggest n cheapest bargains. CHEAPOS. life at work is boring without U haha.i like the fact that despite ya know i m lookin at u,which i assumed so,ya turned one big round just to avoid meetin my eye.haha.was it the shyness in ya that make u do so?or simply u detest me?whichever it is,ur presence is enuff to suffice me :).<br /><br />Entries these days ve been always about the certain her.mi apologies ok but yeah.i find it better to pen this thots down as wad the purpose of a diary shld be haha.YAWN. i m dead tired. aniwaes schedule for this wk is quite shiity for me . very very busy haha.work, meetin cliques on wed for farewell dinner for alex who's goin to army this friday.meetin jur style for Xmen n his bloody premium Guess jeans.W.h.a.t.e.v.e.r hahaha! alrigts will update the world about me again. tata !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114883494558451256?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1148490973125655432006-05-25T01:05:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:24.175+08:00As promised, i will blog as often as i can if time permits me.Well didnt realli wanna blog today,but thankfully i m workin late tmr, hence have much time to spare for my recreational time.Today has been busy and fun.<br /><br />Well fun that is without her.nevertheless it was still becuz of the ceaseless teasing about me n the stupid crystal jade bread.Again.omg...its a never endin spiral of gossips n shit i m so in now.Dont foresee myself gettin outta shithole aniwae.Will feel utterly awkward when i see her this sat.gawd, countin down the days man. Anyway was sayin it was still fun becuz work has funny n craky pple like my colleagues daniel and ryan to keep company.Hokkien swear words,crude language hurled to one another made it so fuckinly funny haha.Worse it was my blurness that made them so irritated with me hahahahhaha.hella funny man.<br /><br />It slowly come to me that,it was with the support of frens which formed the pillar of strength in me to pursue my goals.Advices n stuffs i got from them all eventually prove to be useful.i appreicate everything from u guys. despite my pessimism, it was u guys that pull me thru.Therefore, i ought to pull myself together n get my goal,regardless how minute the chance of landin my "prize" hahaha.<br /><br />cant wait for pay to come.1 wk from now.wowowow, i m so gonna spend a huge chunk of it man.My emporio glasses n poddy video.Here i come. oops MY BOO, here i m comin for ya too ;)<br /><br /><strong>BOYZ II MEN LYRICS<br /><br />"The Color Of Love"<br /></strong><br /><br /><em>I was lonely,<br />I needed someone, to see me threw,<br />I was at the, end of my rope,<br />I needed someone, to cut me lose<br />Then an angel, out of the blue,<br />Gave me the since that I, might make it through<br />And somehow I survived, with no rhyme or reason,<br />And now I know I'll make It, <br />Through the miracle of you<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />I know the Color Of Love,<br />(And It lives in side of you)<br />I know the color of truth,<br />(Its in the image of you)<br />If it comes for the heart, then you know that its true,<br />It will color your soul, like a rainbow<br />(Like a rainbow)<br />And the color of love, is in you<br /><br />[Shawn]<br />Like a bridge,<br />Over troubled, troubled water<br />You stood beside me, stood beside me <br />And your love, did not falter<br />And then the angel, angel in you,<br />Gave me the strength to know,<br />That I will get through,<br />And that’s how I survived, ain't no other reason<br />And now I know I'll make it, through the miracle of you<br /><br />[Chorus]<br /><br />[Bridge]<br /><br />[Wanya]<br />So girl I want to thank you,<br />I can't thank you enough,<br />For showing me the meaning,<br />The meaning of true love,<br />(When I was lost and so in need you opened up your heart)<br />(When I needed you to comfort me you opened up you arms)<br />(I couldn't face another day you said don't be afraid)<br />You showed my heart the, showed me the way<br /><br />[Chorus]<br /><br />[Wanya]<br />Ohh, the color of you<br /></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114849097312565543?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1148368924398911282006-05-23T14:43:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:24.015+08:00Hello. Finally had my off day today after workin non-stop since friday.Blessed. As promised i will blog when i have the time to.And since rotting at home and has a whole lot of time to waste,y wont i share my experience i had over the wkend with all? haha, it all happened for the wrong reasons thou.So sinful but it was fucking fun and hilarious.<br /><br />Okay friday,19 May, went to caught The Da Vinci Code movie with jur style.God its like the month of May has sucked all our allowances dry because of all the blockbuster movies.that friday was also the 3rd fridays we have caught a movie consecutively.MI3, Poisedon n now Da Vinci. Worse this coming friday, we most probably would be catchin X-Men 3 : The Last Stand. WOah 3 cheers to that for our pockets burning. X-men coincidentally will not be THE LAST STAND for the movie galore in the month of May.There's still Scary Movie 4 before we finally lets our Yusof Ishak-ies rest. BAH.<br /><br />Ok Saturday proves to be fun.Helluva better haha.as usual worked thru out the whole day at my workplace,totally drained but still as wad i have mentioned in my previous entries,it had been gd becuz of a certain "?" After ,proceeded to sunshine to gorge on my fuckin hungry stomach. Agreed to stay over at jurstyle's place after much persuading from him.Hesitant initially becuz of my exhaustion,i went in the end becuz he had the whole house to himself which was so like once in a gazillion years on a wkend. From there on all hell broke loose between us. Ahem pls its clean btw,before u guys might think.<br /><br />We halo-ed non stop on the ever dependable Xbox becuz whenever we play,it will always be for several hrs.But there were some sheits that accompanied us thruout the game.Booze n pure SHEITS. hha, we opened a few bottles n drank along with our puffs.Heaven man haha.And jur style suggested doin so at his window in the kitchen.<br />Check it out before i telll ya wad it was. hahaha!<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/21052006349.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/21052006349.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a></br><br /><br />Its actually our spits we accumulated at the ledge of the block hahahhaha.Fucking disgusting but if we were to be fined or caught for doin so,it was purely jur's idea.He instigated me to do so hahaha.Obviously the culprit who started everything would have done the most too rite?so the one on the right of the pic was his spits.Hell of a disgusted sheit.Totally like puke haha.Thinkin about all these fun was indeed nostaglic.Jur, YA DA MAN, always doin fun sheits with me man haha.appreciate it :)<br /><br />Well that basically summed up my wkend.Army days countin down,kinda have mixed feelings with regards to it.Unaccomplished matters, with one in particular, my state of love life.I m missing the feeling of being in love again,sorely. BOO. this could probably leads to y recently i have been indulging myself in sentimental ballad songs such as Boyz to Men,Kc & Jojo, Richard Marcx and so on. haha. <br /><br />alright lengthy entry i ve got.said what i ve to say here.will be back soon to update yeah.Mum's bday coming up gonna get her a pricey gift."Her" daddy's bday happen to fall the day after my Mum's. how ironic.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114836892439891128?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1148314664063829302006-05-22T23:54:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:23.430+08:00It was utterly,ultra,bittersweet and most of all humilliating day for me today.May 22,2006. It was a mixture of wrecked feelings,emotional ambivalence. Wanna know wads with me? shall blab about it below.Continue readin my loyals.hahaha<br /><br />*complains complains* yes yes i know i ve been updating my blog pretty infrequently.Truly apologetic about it cause work has been tiring me,physically and mentally.Its like a huge rock of burden that i m carryin on my back.which explains y i either felt too exhausted to blog or that the tiredness in me has killed my inspiration to talk about.But thankfully,work does have some fun,my colleagues,the sales,conversations with smiling customers as well as a Certain Someone.<br /><br /><strong>She</strong> is what that makes the whole working environment a whole lot happier, and a motivated me.Despite our relative strangeness we feel,for the fact that i kinda know her not long only, it felt refreshin to me in an unexplainable way haha. ok here's DA BOMB. <br /><br />Was leavin for lunch in the afternoon when i asked : "Hey can i get ya sth to munch or sth? its like so bad for ur stomach to not eat". Sadly she declined.Headed for foodcourt to feed.Sudden thot came to me in that,she may not want it,but that doesnt mean i cant give it to her,discreetly. Yeah,bought some buns n hid it inside her bag for her to eat later.Holy mother of god did i realise that not only she was so blur, *sorry for callin ya that but instead i found it cute* she asked everyone who got it for her.Strangely i was the last which she asked.when everyone denied,it left me.Redness,embarassement and rush of heat to my head all came.Everyone started "ORH, no wonder.." this n that...blah blah.... <br /><br />What was meant to be a discreet,considerate and sweet action was all revealed by the very SPECIAL Her.Great, i m totally humilliated.Colleagues just kept poking fun after.Sigh what a dilemna man haha. But despite all the blurness and embarassing moments,i liked the fact that she's blur and direct.Its so unlike other girls who might keep quiet,blush and smile. <br /><br />Jur style was tellin me over our late dinner at sunshine just now.He said : "Hey man,that was a gd move so n so,u shld appreciate it rather than sulk becuz of ur embarassement,becuz at least she was different from others,at least she openly thanked me for the food." wow,blown away today literally.Keepin mi heads up even thou chances of us progressin better as frens seem to be fadin,SHE is quittin soon,her U is startin, argh.<br /><br />finally to u peeps after the lengthy entry on - All about me. sorry for the long entries n it felt kinda a self-centred entry, but thanks for readin it thru n stuff haha.Will update u guys pretty soon i hope :)<br /><br />Fingers crossed,head tilts n pray for the best.Peace out.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114831466406382930?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1147958071672864752006-05-18T20:59:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:23.169+08:00Tiring thursday i had,although i had my off from work today.realised that i was totally unfit.Ran 4km on the treadmill for half an hr,shedded some 200cal n was totally shacked.slept the whole late afternoon till now.What a way to spend my day.Bah.<br /><br />Lately i have been losing my inspiration to blog well.Well as in the spontaneity of writing the entry out as the thoughts and stuffs come up to me.guess was the work that killed my brain cells indirectly.*reason is so becuz it shld be the cells at my feet that died*<br /><br />Anyway was on my way home from aunt place in the afternoon when i met this unbelievable motormouth in the cabin.I was tryin to immerse myself into this new book which i ve got recently : The Rule of Four. Listenin to my poddy when i was rudely disturbed by this fugger.Yes fucker.And a black one.Sorry no offence of racism but just cant believe how rude he got.It was like he owned the whole cabin n didnt care a bit about the pple beside.A fren called n he just started blabbering n blabbering away.He might stand a chance to win some contest like motormouth or beatbox etc.He just doesnt stop talkin.No break in between his conversation,not even a sec.it was FULLSTOP-less.fuck.<br /><br />Although work has been tiring and unmotivating for these 3wks, somehow,things r turning for the better,despite the Sales period loomin.great.But i kinda enjoy every moment of work when.. haha i cant explain it.subconsciously i begin to have this weird,fun and excitement i lookin forward to when our work schedule coincide haha.there's been lots of funny and unwanted rumours goin on early,but nahh didnt wanna ruffle the feathers or so yet.just keep cool n enjoy it while i can still. haha.<br /><br />aint sure u guys might understand wad i mean,but its just a thought n feelin that i felt like penning out.i hope this good feeling of mine wont be a hoax,for its been a long time since i wanted sth like that.A yearn for .......................... mutual fun and thinkin . ok its gettin deeper and i cant get it out. shall end here before i fall into the crevice. *of romance* hahaha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114795807167286475?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1147540245222061762006-05-14T00:40:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:22.939+08:00Latest news. Liverpool lifts the historical FA cup : oldest cup competition in the world, a cool 125th year, for the how many upteenth time alr. haha CHEERS! btw yeah i m a purely thrubred liverpudlian thru n thru since i was 14. YOU WILL NEVER WALK ALONE. :)<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/LIVERPOOL.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/LIVERPOOL.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />Imagine having a pair of wings, that flaps at maybe 20times plus a seconds,you have wonderful agility,u can evade anything thats swiping towards ur direction with relative ease,smell food from far, damn basically ur practically untouchable since ur fuckin fast. Couldnt think of a way how to die? What could be a worse way to die when somehow out of a blue, ur bloody wings just gave way n u crash right smack at the middle of the chair hard? yeah u heard me thats wad i ve witnessed todae while havin mi short break durin dinner time, how a fuckin housefly died. haha it truly was awkwardly funny.i was eatin mi soon kueh n i happened to saw it crash.CRASH yeah. facing upside down,it literally tried to turn itself over but couldnt,struggled a damn bit of a while,gave up n stood motionless.all in a matter of mins.haha cant believe it. <br /><br />but oh wells, wrote so much in this entry talkin about it,that goes to show how subject-less i can be to writing maybe?nah my mind's just tired...couldnt think of more to rant or talk about. <br /><br />Its Mother's Day todae, erm word of reminder to all kids out there that rmb to wish the folks so n so n yar? haha there wouldnt be you if there aint her.technically i m half correct rite? hahahaha.<br /><br />Went to recee for my formal glasses.Saw this Emporio Armani glasses at jur style's fren place at wisma.Not a bad frame but not the best so.However,its the girls over there n their service which i credit them for,thus gonna get mi new glasses from there eh? hahaha <br /><br />signing off cheeky me.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114754024522206176?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1147364567959378442006-05-12T00:13:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:22.695+08:00<table style="color: #000000; border: 1px solid #333333; margin: 5px; margin-left: 35px; padding: 0px; width: 440px;" cellspacing="0"><tr><th style="color: #000000; font: bold 13px arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: center; padding: 5px; margin: 0px; border: 1px solid #333333; border-top: none; border-left: none; width: 210px; background: #ffddcc;">Dating Strengths</th><th style="color: #000000; font: bold 13px arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: center; padding: 5px; margin: 0px; border: none; border-bottom: 1px solid #333333; width: 210px; background: #ffddcc;">Dating Weaknesses</th></tr><tr><td style="color: #000000; font: 12px arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: left; padding: 3px; margin: 0px; border: none; border-right: 1px solid #333333; width: 210px; background: #ffffff; line-height: 20px; vertical-align: top;"><b>1.</b> Sense of Humor - 71.4%<br><b>2.</b> Flirtiness - 62.5%<br><b>3.</b> Appearance - 62.5%<br><b>4.</b> Confidence - 61.1%<br><b>5.</b> Open-Mindedness - 54.5%<br></td><td style="color: #000000; font: 12px arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: left; padding: 3px; margin: 0px; border: none; width: 210px; background: #ffffff; line-height: 20px; vertical-align: top;"><b>1.</b> Vanity - 83.3%<br><b>2.</b> Pessimism - 66.7%<br><b>3.</b> Lack of Essentials - 58.3%<br><b>4.</b> Selfishness - 54.5%<br></td></tr></table><br><br /><table style="color: #000000; border: 1px solid #333333; margin: 5px; margin-left: 35px; padding: 0px; width: 440px;" cellspacing="0"><tr><th style="color: #000000; font: bold 13px arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: center; padding: 5px; margin: 0px; border: none; border-bottom: 1px solid #333333; background: #ffddcc; width: 430px;">Dating Strengths Explained</th></tr><tr><td style="color: #000000; font: 12px arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: left; padding: 5px; margin: 0px; border: none; background: #ffffff; width: 430px; line-height: 20px;"><b>Sense of Humor</b> - Girls are attracted to people with a good sense of humor. Be sure to put yours on display!<br><b>Flirtiness</b> - Flirting is a good way to break the ice, and you are a pro at it. Being flirtatious will open up many dating opportunities.<br><b>Appearance</b> - Despite what some will say, appearance matters in dating. You get high marks on appearance. Just make sure you balance it out with other qualities.<br><b>Confidence</b> - You are sure of yourself and confident of your abilities. Displays of confidence go a long way when attracting a date.<br><b>Open-Mindedness</b> - You are open to trying new things and entertaining new ideas, and this widens your pool of available girls.<br><br /></td></tr><tr><th style="color: #000000; font: bold 13px arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: center; padding: 5px; margin: 0px; border: 1px solid #333333; border-left: none; border-right: none; background: #ffddcc; width: 430px;">Dating Weaknesses Explained</th></tr><tr><td style="color: #000000; font: 12px arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: left; padding: 5px; margin: 0px; border: none; background: #ffffff; width: 430px; line-height: 20px;"><b>Vanity</b> - Learn to put a lower priority on looks. Appearance is, of course, important, but vanity is undesireable. The only people you will attract are the superficial.<br><b>Pessimism</b> - Too much cynicism can be a turn-off. Try to see the brighter side of things and people will be attracted to your positive outlook.<br><b>Lack of Essentials</b> - Dating is difficult for you because you lack certain key things, which may include private space, a car, money, or a nice wardrobe. Work toward obtaining these essentials!<br><b>Selfishness</b> - You think too much of yourself and <i>your</i> needs. You must learn to put your partner first and tend to <i>her</i> needs.<br><br /></td></tr><tr><td style="color: #000000; font: 12px arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: center; padding: 5px; margin: 0px; border: none; border-top: 1px solid #333333; background: #ffffff; width: 430px; line-height: 20px; background: #ffddcc;">Take the <a href="http://www.datingdiversions.com/dating_sw_quiz.html" target="_top">Dating Strengths and Weaknesses Quiz</a></td></table><br /><br /><br />asliioafagakbhgkjagbjkasgkjabgka! what jibberish is that man.all the bloody JAVA codes i got from this website.Basically its just a dumb fun test which i took since i was bored.IT sucks.look at all the computer generated rubbish it came up.Looked totally alien-atic to me man haha~ <br /><br />Tmr's off day.Big PHEW.which explains y i m so free to blog at this hr.wouldnt do so if i didnt have one,for i need all the possible rest i cld b4 i practically die from fatigue.life @ work these few days have been pretty okay.xcept from the occasional blips n flip outs from DIVA.scolded me yest for not takin my own initiatve to look for clothes n stuffs.f*** wld i know grrrr.<br /><br />totally lookin forward to my first paycheck.lotsa shits to get.shades,mp3,jeans,bags,new glasses ARGH. gonna binge tmr on heavenly food for tmr's dinner with jurstyle.cant wait to eat those gd food man.Poisedon : dont sink yet.i m coming for ya tmr! haha<br /><br />Ask u guys for help.i think the name Ethan is cool.kinda like it but do ya tink its suits me?i was told to get an eng name for awhile durin work as it somehow wld be easier to call. *is there a diff? hanwei n blahblah. 2 words?* sheesh. Worse my colleague ryan even gave me stupid names like jarvis,jesper,jeremiah wadeva. haha<br /><br />ok shall end the post here.so friggin tired so chill to the world.<br /><br />peace out. 0020.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114736456795937844?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1147104546435130472006-05-08T23:50:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:22.496+08:00Great! i have been AWOL for a week from here.Feels super rusty suddenly to blogging haha. Been really really busy with work.Not exactly busy thou,i mean how tied down can i be when i work in a high end boutique shop?work hours are the same.I guess i m just plain lazy to blog after work for the fact that i m so fucking tired when i got home? haha<br /><br />To sum up the 1st wk i worked, work was fucked for the 1st 3 days.Why?i ve got a diva manager who keeps picking on me.although the things which she critised me for were right,that doesnt give her a damn right to say it till as thou its a mother giving a tongue-lashing to her son.Fuck who the hells wants her to be my mum in the first place.Ultra diva la she.Ok i m bad cursing her here.But thats just how i felt for the few days.Now that she on okay terms with me,i shant continue ranting about her.<br /><br />Seems weird that i couldnt really communicate well with her after work or during.Guess the impact of impression that she sternly said to me ruined my whole damn impression of her.Biatch. haha. Whereas workin with my supervisor,Fiona, whom i ve seen her today for the first time,she's pretty cool mann.she 25,dresses up in a coolio manner,has a tatoo on her calf,listens to old school kinda songs, WOW! haha so different from the things my colleagues said abt her man.. i beg to differ haha.<br /><br />OK now for one thing i gotta rant this sheit out todae if not i wont sleep in peace.as i was depositing the earnings for the week in DBS, this mother-of-helluva-fucking-fuckedup-fucker just came cutting thru my queue without even feelin a wee bit of guilt.IT just came right thru n pretended that nuthing happen,that i didnt not exist.FUCK *i chose to use "IT" to descirbe the fucker becuz i m damn pissed.btw he's a shortass china guy with bloody bad odour,huge fucking hole in the middle of his ocean,receding hair follicles.In short he's an utter mess. i was so fuming mad i practically came up with all my tactics i cld to piss his ass off.try this k it works : open ur mouth wide and yawn as hard as u can to him as thou ITs not there.felt "shiok" after that haha. <br /><br />Finally, <STRONG>DBS = DAMN BLOODY SLOW.</strong> YES i waited for a whole damn hour just to deposit money.i guess i shall not put all my eggs into one basket in future.Shall open another account for private savings haha. ok off day tmr.Gotta rest my sore legs. oh yar b4 i go,<em>Polo Jeans sales starting on the 16th of this month</em>. haha althou i was told to keep it discreetly.fuck cares wad the DIVA said haha.n i apologise for the no. of fucks i have used todae as basically its sums up my anger i ve kept for the whole wk hahahaa!<br /><br />PEACE OUT.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114710454643513047?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1146332912984446302006-04-30T01:15:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:22.217+08:00<strong>DEVA VU!</strong><br /><br />Believe it or not,lots of sheits happen todae in a rather....shall i put it this way..weird and deja vu?jur style n i r practically carbon copy of each other.FUCK! nonononono....it shld be HE who's copyin me haha. i shant tell u what exactly twin-some we are n stuff.i leave it to the pics for u guys to see before i comment later hahaha. check it out!<br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/29042006314.0.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/29042006314.0.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> <br><br /><br />in case you cant see the printings on the shirts we were wearing clearly, it reads : "<strong>To All You Virgins, Thanks for Nothing!" </strong>Wow strong words out there.BUT it looked simply gay-ish that jur style n i wore it out to my granny's place.FUCK..he and his great idea of wearing the same shirt..How humiliating it was on the way there.I literally had to cover my printings with newspaper so as not to attract unwanted attention from the pple in the train.<br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/29042006315.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/29042006315.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br><br /><br />We decided to puff our asses out after supper at our usual haunt at sunshine,never missing one sat of pratas and teh there,once haha. because we didnt wan to let the others know that we are doin so,we decided to come up with a term for puffing.idea of calling it "good sheits" were eventually coined by me haha. It wasnt exactly being addicted to it,perhaps i shld emphasise that we appreciate the process of doin so as well as enjoying the aroma of the stick.Heaven it is.Fabulous haha. It was a huge 5 inch long half inch thick cigar.Try down-ing that haha. here's another pic to top it up with.<br><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/29042006316.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/29042006316.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br><br /><br />Overall,today wasnt a bad day afterall...paid a visit to my ageing grandma b4 i get too busy with work,had a gastronomical dinner there with cockles and stuffs *yum yum* and also played block catching with my cousins.wld u believe that?childish?nah who cares when i dont.i dare say i m still like a child.i like playin blind mice,block catchin n stuff,so?young at heart :)<br /><br />Finally...work startin next monday,BOO.... no time to have sheit-appreciating time with jur style as usual,so are the visits to shopping,movies blah blah and of course my granny.But fret not, for i will take my time out to do so cause i love my granny even thou i aint expressive enuff on the outside.Jur style,no worries for we WILL still hang out @ our wank-outs and do more sheits together yeah.ASSURANCE baby! hahaha<br /><br />Peace out.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114633291298444630?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1146199284603728432006-04-28T12:26:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:21.995+08:00since my sudden urge of bloggin is regardin this particular times i had last time,i decided to continue so...short one k haha! afterall i wanna do so cuz its MA bloggie lol.ok chill.<br /><br />As i was flipping thru my OLE shoebox of ma,this letter in yellow of mine caught my attention.Not that it was brightly lited but i just had this unexplainable feeling to openin it up and read it. Now i hadnt been wanting to read those letters simply for the fact that it reminds me of the past.Hurtful. But upon readin this yellow one,it did not hurt me as wad it wld normally do,it dawn on me that the mistakes i had committed that brought this endin.<br /><br />It was dated 16th March: "...abt my bro "advising" bout the hi-and-bye friends,it isnt true that i m listening to him,but just that i'm compelled to do so.Its like the whole family is on my mother's side even my brother,lorh.Its really difficult to do the things i wanna do.Furthermore nobody's supoorting me.sorry but i think i somehow succumbed to wad my bro had said.<br /><br />"I dont deny that communication is impt,but i cant possibly go out with you,nor talk over the phone when my bro allied with my mother,acting like a spy or sth..."<br /><br />Awww...i really shld have bide for my time.and i truly regret.<br /><br />Felt that to have the feeling to write out this entry with complete feelings,i unknowingly chose to hear: Now & Forever by Richard Marcx. A splendid song to drown my misery with this song huh haha.I m still so naive.<br /><br />Ok shall stop harping on the past.Gonna go out and get more clothes for work next wk.Shall buy some with the vouchers i got frm my sis haha.Thanks u punk :)<br />Gonna meet up with cliques for bday dinner later.Wkend promises to be hectic for me haha. Finally one more thing, if u're wondering who that person might be?if u're thinkin the way i feel, reading it not by mere means but really submerge urself into it,ya will know who u r. :)<br /><br />tata world.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114619928460372843?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1146198247724940332006-04-28T11:54:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:21.719+08:00hello worlds.I have a sudden surge of urge to blog...blog sth regardin this person whom crossed my path sometime during my teenage years which left me truly breathless.It was suppose to be amazing,for the fact that i really enjoyed every single moment of my time with her,all the stuffs we did for each other etc.However it was one rash decision of mine,that caused it to drift apart.We were soooo close to getting together i swear that the feelings was mutual.And now,we are just some kinda strangers,or shld i say hi-bye frens? Root of cause : Impatience.<br /><br />I was searching for sth along my shelves in the room,when i stumbled on a dusty shoebox.It may seem just like a stupid shoebox, *wad the hell do i still keep it for*, inside are the contents which will always be a part of my memory in life. The letters i wrote and received to this special someone. There were lots of letters, memorabilia and little little things she hand made.Bookmarks,guitar tabs for songs etc.What shook my the most was the designations of the letters as well as the contents inside them.<br /><br />I read a few of the letters we once shared.It really was a nostalgic kinda feeling.Totally brought me to the time it happened,literally.Suddenly i was reminded of the sms-es we had,msged so much till our bills eventually exploded,our parents really gave us a big dressing down haha.Moments all so wonderful yet short. i can still rmb u once had this play in the evenin till late.Not minding the time u had left as well as the tiredness in u,u still came down to my then workplace and waited for me.Oh yar once,we even walked from marina square all the way to LPS just to have fishball noodles haha. unfortunately,good times aint long lasting.They only serve as memories to be cherished. I declared my feelings too readily,u werent able to accept it in time,i guess it was ur crucial year for the 'O' s? family pressure and ultimately u urself, as to how to cope with all these? i blew it.<br /><br />I should have given u more time,i shld have taken the opportunity to know u more as a fren,go thru with ya the hard times b4 doin so.One wrong move and big drastic changes happened to our lives since. this entry i wrote has no intentions to bring ya back to me whatsoever,whether ur attached or not.I absolutely have no intentions to do so.I just wanna say that during that particular period of my life,i was TRULY happy,savouring every single moments,which were awkwardly short,with ya.And believe me,all the gifts i showered on ya was a measure of my sincerity for ya :) Hence whether u eventually get to read this or not,this entry is dedicated in memory of....not YOU, but ...us. *Us does not mean we are together,just mean that its the 2 of us whom we both had good times together*<br /><br />Lengthy entry,sheit...guess its bad for the eyes to u readers.sorry.will be back for more :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114619824772494033?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1145944135224965102006-04-25T13:43:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:21.446+08:00BAH!. i am totally broke.Blown 300 bucks on furnitures gotten at Ikea yest...totally shocked when i saw the receipt on purchase.Its as thou a part of me was skinned out haha.fuck. but all for the sake of my room i guess..<br /><br />Bought several items.Saw this real quirky lighting that resembles Medusa:the mythical ancient snakehead lady. with over 40 light bulbs stickin out and can be arranged randomly for directions,wonderful haha.Also got roller blinds and more lightings.Figured that given the colour of my room i ve painted.the only way to give it the nice effect is the role of lightings.Will post up some fotos on my transformed room later maybee lol.<br /><br />Heading down to Sembawang for a haircut from my hairstylist later.Gonna get a brilliant new hairstyle as well as matchin colours to go with it.Afterall its still a long damn 5 months before i turn bald. God bless me haha.<br /><br />Peace out :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114594413522496510?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1145855124229298022006-04-24T12:48:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:21.242+08:00Here comes the heart wrenching entry which i found a source of inspiration from someone younger than me and its absolutely touching.<br /><br />Supposedly say ur 19 this year and life for u is absolutely amazing.It couldnt get better as u look into the future.You got your whole damn career,love life,education blah blah. When all of a sudden its gonna end abruptly when Cancer strike. Barely a quarter of your life thru and this terrbile,debilitating condition hit.It happened to this girl named Joan Chen.<br /><br />Read this particular story about her from yesterday's paper.There were lots of emotions and ambivalence when i read. With plans to further an education in the local U,an active participant in her softball cca n stuff,that bloody dreaded sickness just hit someone who apparently is so DAMN healthy.No i aint tryin to write an autobiograpghy about her.But the point is that not only she did not gave up fighting,she earned the respect from her frens and families and even strangers like me that,she's an inspiration.Courage and strong will of her makes her one real role model for us to rmb. <br /><br />A quote hit me suddenly so here it goes. "When the light in life seems to diminish,persevere and head straightforth the darkness,for there will always be light after the dark." Simply,good over evil.Light triumph dark. sounds like i m preaching n sheit but just thot that i shld write this so that we all can stop our hectic life at times, and appreciate what we have now instead of envying others and stuffs.Life's short ya'know.<br /><br />Finally to Joan, fight the fight,live to tell your tales.Inspiration is what u r. Bullsheits to all the inspirations like mohd gandhi n stuffs ha.<br />Peace out.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114585512422929802?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1145853189252213692006-04-24T12:23:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:21.006+08:00hellos pple who r out there reading my blog...regardless whether u guys r in the office,rottin to death n find readin a blog as a way to kill time,or to those who simply,like me,loves to read abt the lives centering ard the blogger itself.*Ps i aint self-centred!*haha<br /><br />Let me guess.Must be wondering y did i chose that title as to my latest blog entry or "Y the hell did hans put this as a title when his bloggies r ususally crappy?", will fill u guys in a short while.Its gonna be weepy. Damn i wrote my title up but it just doesnt display. Anyway the title is "A role model guide to "Living With Courage"."<br /><br />Life for these several days had been kinda slow.Birthday came and gone without much celebrations despite the fact that i had frens sendin mi bday wishes and even raymond callin up to say where to go?haha i m old alr. I would say currently its kinda boring rite now.Let me cite ya some examples as to how boring i can be.Played solitaire nowadays like nobody's business.Even as i had better games to play with,i stayed with the old obselete game that windows first came up with haha! try beating me in my high score to u all out there esp the office girls :) 10216 in 72secs lol!<br />What else...searched for my blog using the search engine in Google.Can u believe it,other than my own trademark Hans/hanster/hansteristic sheits,the web generated lots of junkies out of that names!u have Hans-solo blah blah blah..cant even find my damn site. Fortunately,gonna start work next mon cant wait,*coincidentally thats labour day* <strong>IRONIC.</strong><br /><br />Entry's gettin lengthy.Will end this here and tell ya whats one thing that pricked my heart terribly.Stay tuned.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114585318925221369?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1145638131358276172006-04-22T00:36:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:20.774+08:0022nd april.... n i started receving bday msg frm my jur style cousin.Come one...r ya that eager to wish me happy birthday or glad that i m ageing pretty much by a milestone alr?haha n guess wad it wasnt him who actually BOTHEREd to rmb my bday, *thanks jur style for being so forgetful THANKS (sarcastically) * but its actually someone who's reading my blog..Some ardent fan u r i guess haha,didnt realise that i have such enthusiatic blog reader like u to patronize my bloggie.So thanks haha.Therefore this entry is dedicated to ya man. ya da MA.nBEL wahahhahaha .Some da vinci code it is!<br /><br />Received an advance bday gift from Dan dan,my fellow liverpool fan whom we always gay together hahaha.thanks for that gift yeah :) its some kinda watermill thingy that turns the wheel with the electric motor in there.Cool but has a touch of algae-y feeling haha.<br /><br />kinda reluctant to continue blogging abt how chalet was.Words words n more words.BAH.y dun i come up with an interesting proposal.To those who r interested to know,come get the videos of wad we done there *trust me its sth ya wont regret seeing haha* we actually slacked at a 4 lane busy road with no cars....i even crawled n bawled like a baby across that damn road haha! oh yar cliques n i oso made a cool trip to the Red House at ntuc chalet....talkin pt that there were spooky encounters n eerie experiences were all extinguished n are now CONSIDERED fake urban legends as we, ray,rs,yh,ong,dan n i went in to walk.just some old dilapitated abandoned sch la.BOO HOO. gd experience in there thou haha to personally go in n check it out for myself. ok shall end here.Videos up for grab yeah :) nights to the world<br />peace out.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114563813135827617?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1145524716387086412006-04-20T16:54:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:20.492+08:00Hello peeps.ok i guessed i ve been pretty much lazy to update wads goin on instead of waiting for those fotos to be uploaded by raymond before blogging.Blah blah i m just lazing the sheit out. So RS i know ur my no. 1 reader out there.....i suppose haha this entry's for ya hur hur.<br /><br />Ok back to chalet stuffs. well basically the whole damn morning and noon of 2nd day is just total bullsheit.As the trio of us , ong,Yh dan n i didnt pretty much caught a wink,we went back there n practically slept.But not without the much interruption and disturbance of those alr awake.Culprits r?the cousins! haha alex n royce.Yeah always there making us haha.Boy i felt so miserable there always "kenna disturb" by their antics.However did managed to catch an hr or 2 of slp when they left for breakfast- THANKFULLY. n so afternoon's programme pretty much circled ard the damn telly.Almost finished watchin the whole dvd royce brought to the chalet.LOTR.At least that was better than some lameo sheit chinese tall story HA!<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/15042006243.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/15042006243.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />Ok can ya see that within the image?there's mynah birds in there lookin for food in a...........AIR CONDITIONED SHOPPIN MALL. Beat that birdies. haha<br /><br />Evening came...n so our bbq proceeded rather....smoothly i wld say...other than a slightly overcasted weather that threatened. BBQ was cool but! sucks when pple always have problems in the toilet after that n claimed that my cookin was the cause.BAH i m a gd cook ok hahaha.kudos to me ;)<br /><br />Argh so wanted to continue bloggin but realised that writing abt the experiences aint as gd as compared to fotos been uploaded together with it.fotos arent exactly ready as ray DA man.figured that a pic is more than a thousand words,shall leave that till they r ready.will be back more on the 2nd night events,which is AWESOME-LY fabulous.stay tuned haha.<br />peace out.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114552471638708641?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1145429476237663542006-04-19T14:36:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:20.237+08:00Holy potatoes its been 3 long days since i've said i gonna post an entry about the chalet and i didnt.I swear that i did not forget abt it.....just that.....i m plain lazy to.HAHA.geez. Its been a rather whirlwind 3 days since the chalet ended. i)had problems adjusting my biological clock back to normal sleepin time ii)Football matches heating up,which means i sleep later *sheit* iii)room still in a slight mess despite shifting and clearing all the mess in that sty alr!<br /><br />Gonna start sprucing up my room with lotsa furnitures and accessories soon before.....i start work.Yeah u heard me.WORK.sent a resume to my aunt's workplace to apply for a temp job in a bank...didnt place much hope but better news came,a job i applied at a boutique in the late march, the manager actually called me and asked me when was i ready to work.Cool is that?1K basic pay,in a rather classy boutique in town.Wow gd money,kills time and certainly extra whoopies to buy to burn my damn pockets.fuck.haha<br /><br />Anyway chalet moments were truly unforgettable.Short "miserable"<-- to me of course haha u all shld know. But absolutely fabulous~ N yup till now daniel,joanne or whoever...i wouldnt change a damn mind in swapping to be with pammie than not have this chalet.HAHA. but nevertheless i still long for her :P<br /><br />Ok first day/night of chalet..pretty much nuthing to do as cliques werent of full attendence.In fact all came but at the wee hrs of it.Rs,Alex,Royce and Yy all came past midnight.Bike Rental shop was closed so couldnt cycle...so resorted to watchin dvds to kill time.A chinese tall story starring nicholas tse is utterly stupid.haha no offence to chi shows but i still wanna say the directors still gotta a long way to learn n master its humour factor compared to eng comedies.<br /><br />Ong,Yh,Ray n i decided not to turn in yet as we didnt wanna come to chalet to pig out.So we sat outside the bbq pit and talked about spooky exp.Ya wldnt believe that bukit panjang cld prolly be the most haunted place ever,that is wad i tink maybe?lots of "it" are roaming on the levels of HDB.totally spooked by wad Yh said man Ha.<br /><br />Alright last entry on first night of chalet b4 i come backy with new entry.Waited till the break of dawn before we set off to white sands for yakun toast in the morn.Lotsa sheits to mention but figured that it wld take ages for u guys to understand.anyway saw garfield there n some talking mynahs.outright crazy n hilarious haha. i'll be back for more ;)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114542947623766354?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1145206497970260302006-04-17T00:52:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:20.030+08:00I m just so S.H.A.C.K. totally exhausted from chalet.Loads of fun lots of chats n definitely lots of loss of sleep ha.Too fatigued to go on now.Will be back tmr to preach. Stay tune.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114520649797026030?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1144921927281716272006-04-13T17:36:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:19.715+08:00Hello worlds.life's bored it sucks,so here comes a really bored entry.<br /><br />Room is finally up and running..painting i would say is almost done,except a wee bit of top painting to go.From one look,the colour of my room seems a little different from the one i saw at the furniture shop a week ago... *thought for a while...* Hell NO! its a damn big difference in colour. What i saw there was that the colour was warm,sensual and gives ya the feeling of lazing ard. Whereas, the colour combi which i got exactly,apparently was more like yellow dung to me.Hahaha DUNG,cow sheit yellow mud..what else??any takers?DANG it. Nonetheless, i still have no regrets about the colour i ve chosen.I still firmly believe i can get the best design outta it as came up with.White rolling blinds,natural,unique kinda lampshade together with a warm kinda lighting, boy sounds enticing to me. Or r they just thoughts? to hell with it ha.<br /><br />Seems these few days my world just spins ard me,myself and my room.Paint paint n paint.Plain BOREDOM.Thankfully tmr's the chalet with clique,at least sth which i can look forward to.'ve got a job offer to be a telemarketer.Really weighing the options of taking it solely for the money,which i in dire need of it, or doing sth which i totally hate doin.I hate speaking to pple over the phone,askin about enquiries n stuffs. I wld rather do sales talkin to someone face-to-face. Can someone enlighten me?<br /><br />anyways gotta go slack big time out there regardless i ve the financial ability or not.For i m going to alcatraz soon.Boo. Happy birthday Dad.<br />Peace out.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114492192728171627?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1144765157668193472006-04-11T22:06:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:19.455+08:00i think i m growing fat..this is a problem..BIG problem.All my plans that i came up with before my exams were all in soup,literally. Wanted to start jogging more frequently and start doing weights to improve my body n stuff, seems like that idea is slowly diminishing HA. Big time procrastinator i am! <br /><br />been indulging in many kinds of food.Lotsa 'm. Starts to eat fastfood after having lunch. Have a little of high cholesterol roti prata before dinner almost every other day without missing the usual teh-tarik.Look at that amount of calories in there man.Painting my room doesnt seem to burn that much i tink.<br /><br />Room's in a complete utter mess now.Whole of my racks,tables n speakers were shifted to the centre of the room and now,i can even watch the telly while typing this entry in both at same time.imagine that hahahahah. Oh yar just remembered while piggin out yesterday with jurstyle at our usual hangout,we ordered a huge plate of indian rojak,n man we devoured them like sheit.but we discovered sth later which made us regretted gorgin them so quickly n even had the thot to puke everything out.We saw a filthy lookin thing wriggling amongst the tau-hu.At one thot i thot my eyes were playin with me.Jur even asked me to down that last piece.THANKFULLY didnt.OMFG it was a sheit catepillar that oozes some kinda fluid outta it n looks spiky.GOD i swear i wld show ya the gruesome sheit if i hadnt forgotten to snap that with mi phone.<br /><br />HAHA jur,hope ur stomach aint churning inside with those 1 metre worm eh?or "some" erotic ghost finding ya in ur dreams hahahahah *jackals laugh* Ar wells pretty boring entry,for life's these few days been kinda monotonous.But wkends coming,cliques chalet comin up on fri till sun.cant wait to cycle at night n stuff.CSI-ing now. tata with more updates soon to come ;)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114476515766819347?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1144514189890989302006-04-09T00:17:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:18.897+08:00Anyway wad a horror that experience was, as well as wad i ve wrote on the entry.had a tinge of guilt ranting about God's words.Sorry.<br /><br />Ok back, finally i truly understood the meaning of Arts & Plays.Like what i ve said,i m kinda to the artistic side but don't visit museums blah blah,well got to watch Westside Story play at the Esplanade today.Totally awesome and spectacular the entire play as well as the ambience within the performance hall.Truly truly magnificent haha.*look at the no. of words i ve descirbed it* hahaha sounds kinda exaggerating but its really a beauty for me. the whole hall is so like what a real performance hall in Broadway should be. Show started at 2 n ended at 430.pretty short considered the plot and the cast put in a great performance.No words to descibe it.just catch it out yourself if u r interested n r willing to fork out like...$125 for a seat in there?*bloody tix is indeed costly* <br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/westsidesotry.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/westsidesotry.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />No doubt i love such plays, but to pay for that astronomical sum of money for that entertainment,i would really think thrice haha.Thankfully it was complimentary as it was sponsored by my aunt's company.<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/1600/westside%20story.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7762/2624/320/westside%20story.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />Amazing Race is heating up,Dave n Lori were the latest to get the boot.Survivor,La Mina tribe is slowly dessimating but my stake is still firmly on Terry as he's athletic and more imptly got the immunity idol. Apprentice is up tmr wow haha.got my favourite Rebecca - my kind of girl lol. What a cheeky reality freak i m.<br />ok yet to shower,just got back not long ago. gotta go..tata for now with these little updates ha!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114451418989098930?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25174933.post-1144512574377640922006-04-08T23:58:00.000+08:002006-11-12T10:05:18.683+08:00Jolly world. Lots of happenings todae which i prolly gonna spend some time talking about it. So prepare to spend some time in here n read my rants, for its gonna be length haha.<br /><br />First stop, was on my way to my aunt's apartment at harbourfront in the morning when, for the first time in my life,i suddenly found a perfect reason, AND why my IPOD became so useful. It it wasnt for my player,i would have been bugged non-stop by some aliens in white,maniac who carries a Bible, dressed smartly in tie etc, n starts to PREACH to the whole damn world.To anybody they see.Anywhere,Anytime.<br />Initially i thot ok dude,its pretty wrong that ur in the train station n u start spreading God's word by stoppin anyone u see n start explaining to them. And boy they r really like bugs.I hitched a bus for a short journey down to my aunt's n guess wad..BUGGERS comes up n start occupyin the seats. Preaching's next. Wad the hell.Its not that i am against God or sth.One way or another i do respect Him,despite being a free-thinker.But that's not the way to spread His words. <br /><br />Dont' ya think ur intruding pple's privacy while travelling?dont ya tink they r actually brain-washing pple in hope that they convert?Wad bullsheit is happnening.What's happening to the freedom? dont pple get a chacne to seek out themselves?This incident has already brought a huge dent of confidence in me believin in Christianity,much less one day converting to it. All in all, ipod saved the day. really lengthy entry rite here.shall end this n start a new entry. stay tune :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25174933-114451257437764092?l=tinge-of-tangerine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>hansterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08923856208108397690noreply@blogger.com0